oooooooooooo laa laa.

hahaha. it has been long.

hahahhaha. oh well. whats up?

trying to get back on track. STILL. but should be much better now.

hahahhahaha. also dunno what to type here.

anyway next week got odac camp! sounds exciting. and my group is quite nice. we just have to know each other more. and then..... got lots of stuff to freaking pack. oh god. first thing, 3 1.5 litres bottle. thats gonna take up half the space. and other craps. haha.

oh my god.. odac.. seems tough. to get in. to stay inside. to whatever. but anyway... urgh.. dunno..

and then.. now got freaking so much work to do.. and PI is shit.

plus piano.. really getting harder. i suck. no time to practise either??

and then.. i'm so not a good catholic. takes effort too.

plus other teeny weeny problems.

oh shut up richalynn. dont act like i have a tough life.

hahahha. dont care.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! awesomeness. but i can only look and admire. and i'm satisfied this way. lol.

one step at a time.

stay positive.

stand by me.

sigh.... confusion.

and it's not going to get any better.


argh. why are all my post so....................... depressing. haha.

let me just talk about something else.

today, alumni band prac! loving it! hahahaha. but it's making me so so so so so regret that i didnt join sa band. but it's alright! shumin came too.. hahha. played the same old songs.. plus the last piece. so fun! anyway jx had to go off early.. hockey huh girl. then went for lunch with shumin.. fadly, peiling and steph. heard new stuffs about the band now. and now deyong, my junior, my beloved junior, most loved by me, is like so high up there now. ex co of the prefectorial board.. KINDA not slow now then i know. shit. haha. anyway good for him!! hahaha. hope to see him soon. miss him man... lol. then went home with fadly. rocks.

i'm like suppose to do PI now!!!!! fuck.

i love being vulgar!

haha.

anyway monday, hmm. hmm. hmm. endurance run. i passed! i ran like constantly all the way! actually not. last many rounds i slowed down at the curves. and speed at the straight lanes. so happy i did it.

and tuesday to friday. i really dont remember what happened. just that.. in school. the campaigning of the nominees for house comm members. cheryl! hahahaha. congrats to her. and then.. yesterday. some tv crew came to our gp class. some show about gp.. and interviewed our indian friends. haha. plus mrs muru. quite an experience.

i love jing yu and jowy. funniest ever. haha.

okay. that's about it.

hehehhehe angel and mortal. i so wish. but it'll never be true.

what the hellllllllllllllllllllllllllll.

relax.

get.a.grip.man.

oh man this is sooooooooooooooo sad.

sigh! what a life.

anyway. things got better.

yeah... life concert last night! was great! jia xin came too. didnt get to sit with mel they all. soooo was with jx.. had a nice time. singing and stuff. was moved actually.

anyway today.. ODAC was fun. lol. had field cooking. and my group won! so cool! haha. and our cheer is so crappish. funny! haha. and then... odac.. quite scary... but will be fun i guess.

try my best!

and i really need to do something.

oh God help me.

and i'm suppose to do PI now.

total shit.

and yeah i know, stop looking.

it gets irritating.

haha.

life sucks.

but why life sucks?

rain clouds come to play.

LOL. first good news of the month! i got distinction for piano exam!!! 133/150. hahahahhaa. BUT. it's only grade 2. so nothing wow. hahaha.

but well! it's still an accomplishment! a push-factor!

i love the piano!

anyway.................................... ahaha. xue fen had her match today. and heard they won every game. oh my. she must have rocked! just now in hall look at her play already quite erm... impressed? charmed? attracted? lol. no la. dunno la. she's so cool. xuefen are you reading this i'm falling in love with you.

haha.

and today was fine. thank the Lord. it was much better. i felt better i guess.. and today when reaching home.. came out of the lift and saw the sky. OH MY GOSH. a freaking beautiful sunset. it was really a "yu guo tian qing". yeah so i admired it for a while. haha. suddenly missed the days when i come home and get to see the awesome sky almost everyday. aaaaaaahhhhh.... sunsets. they better not build anything to block that whole area.

and then yeah.. normal lectures. and stuff.

sigh nothing much.

cheer up!

accept it!