another week passed by so damn quickly. with learning fest taking up 2 days. it was pretty alright. went for the impressions at first sight thing. and puppetry, and comic drawing. haha. studied a little here and there. simpsons with rmb. oh yeah went back to band on wednesday! and decided to play for the concert. haha. tt feeling, dunno how to describe la. just so heartwarming. playing trombone again after so many months. plus with the juniors. =) and yeah like mr goh said, this batch's really fun! like damn noisy, but fun. hahah. i bet they're gonna go far too.

and the concert on sat! metamorphosis. it was really enjoyable. hanging around with my section. waiting for our turn to play.. talking and stuff. playing with them on stage... sigh. i so miss band. and will always miss it. something tt i really cant let go of. after A levels, revive alumni!

after tt night keep thinking back, the band times in bbss. seniors leaving, juniors coming in. then our turn to leave... sigh.

trom section over the years...

hahah..

this is great!!

i gotta study!!

i lost it halfway.

9 pointer. (not a big deal, but still..)

now nearing the end.

and still getting Us. maths U. chem U. GP U. bio S. argh. hopefully can pass geog. if not really... congratulations richalynn.

had a little chat with miss ye yesterday.

"miss ye.... am i in deep shit."

miss ye: giggles. "no la. treading shit only"

okay... sigh. and then she went on saying.. those who scored As and Bs in A levels, normally wont have such bad results in the common tests and stuff. bla bla.. and just have to put in more effort. much more.

its so hard not to think that i'm so dead for A levels. look at the results now. and see how much time i have left. how much more can be done? are As and Bs possible?

what have i gotten myself into. where was i the last one year and a half.

there is a very thin line between believing in yourself and not giving up hope, and facing reality.

and i'm really panicking now. and still blogging. what the fuck. 3 more months. just 3 more. i dont wanna walk out of hall after the last paper, hoping that i could start all over again. no. i wanna enjoy the holidays.

dont lose hope. give your all, and never give up.
impossible is nothing.
miracles do happen.
Dear God... allow me to make the big leap.

new week!! better follow my study plans.. 7 weeks left to prelims, and another month to A's. sigh. life shouldnt be about counting down, but living each day not knowing whats coming up next, making each day count. to make it count. hahah. reminds me of titanic. 3 movies in a week. die hard, harry potter, and death proof. study sessions with raine and wesley in spinelli. farewell party. and RMB studying session. LOVES! thank you J1s for the farewell. sad that there wasnt much time for us to bond better. oh wells, at least theres something, and will really miss odac. and rmb is always so exciting.

study study study.

piano piano piano.

movie movie movie.

studying has officially started. everyday after sch with raine at spinelli. hopefully this is gonna work. keep reading, keep practicing. just 4 months left. its gonna be over soon. so soon. last lap. dont give up, you dont wanna regret. as expected, did really shityly for block test 2. sigh. haiya what the fuck la. looking forward to farewell party later.. wonder how will it be like. one year ago, we did it for our seniors. and now its our turn... have we all gone through the same things? felt the same feelings?

haha.

i love studying.

block fucking test 2 is finally over. haha. it was depressing, disastrous, demoralising. sigh. SIGH. everything sucked and the only paper i feel confident of passing is probably bio paper 1? forget it. move on. work harder next time.

so... i want to watch die hard. and i want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. body clock screwed since holidays and ever since i have difficulties sleeping. have been sleeping at 4 and 5 am in the mornings. hai. and the days ahead are... a bloody routine. i'm gonna start hardcore studying soon. like sunday. hopefully. all planned out. cant afford to waste any more time. 2 months left to prelims. 2 months to revise evey goddamn thing. but, really look forward to later. kbox with yumin and friends!!! haha. and minqi's green thing. and rmb. and pri sch birthday gathering. and farewell party. and rapture? thankfully for these things, there is some life in my life. sigh.

piano teacher cancelled lesson again. =( come on, dont lose the passion.

gonna rest, slack, tv!!

shawshank redemption, DAMN GOOD MOVIE!!!

and i still miss sabah ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.