hello blog.

i have 5 lab reports, and one whole chunk of biology to study. all to be done in the next 3 weeks. yay at my procrastination. i can probably say byebye to 3.6 gpa this sem again.

this was from about 2 months ago.

goals in the next 5 years of my life:
driving license. (practise and luck)
above 4 gpa for next exam. (lots of studying)
go to sydney. (lots of money)
go to philippines. (lots of money)
wmc. (lots of practising and lots of money)
INSTEP. uni of newcastle. (lots of studying and lots and lots of money)
grade 8 in piano. (lots and lots of practising and some money)
2nd class honours and above. (lots and lots and lots of studying)
ANZCoL. (lots and lots and lots of studying and lots and lots and lots of money)

i still want the same things! maybe cancel out the holidays to sydney or philippines. cant be too greedy. i gotta work for it richalynn... sigh. time has been flying by fast, way too fast for me to catch up and be in control.

i really would like to choose to believe, and would like to wait. despite the fact that its so fucking obvious that i'm gonna be left in this drain. urghhhh this sucks.

time will heal after all.

concentrate on whats important! like BLOODY EXAMS IN THREE WEEKS.

and i should really be a better person at home. i know i'm rude, but cant seem to control it. sigh! perhaps its high time to go back to church. seems like i'm losing myself.

something just hit me right now.

cries.

just like that.

march already!!! damn that was fast. and very fast recess week is over already... and didnt do much studying!!! and F i didnt pass my driving test! sighhhhh i got 36 demerit points (30 accumulated outside on the road). which is actually funny i wouldnt mind you laughing. tester said "your judgement very poor leh!" booooo. sucks. but i wouldnt forget this day 27 feb 2009. guy in white. woooooo. its this little bits and pieces of exciting things that makes life soo interesting lol. and night out with bms. at home club. 1 vodka bottle. and yes sean got the most drunk in the end! haha love bms. always so fun.

2009 has been great thus far. all started from sis bday. cny was nice. i met all my cousins this year!!! and then school is fun. band concert was good. and the best thing is.... :D:D:D:D. i really want this.

6 weeks to exams!

CAN'T WAIT FOR 3 MONTHS HOLIDAY.