What a great year indeed! With 2 semesters with good results, and getting the fyp that I want, by getting SINGLE-listed from all the rest after submitting my proposal on pangolins. That was success I felt. And this semester's result is so good. GPA from Year 1 Sem 1 to Year 4 Sem 1: 3.08, 2.99, 3.13, 2.88, 3.83, 4.08, 4.7.  Freaking 4.7. That is some climb. But, it felt like I had this planned right from the start, do well right at the end and try to get at least 2nd lower class. so now, I'm at 3.49, just 0.01 away from a 2nd lower... Sigh, the only question is, why didnt I do better during my first two years in Uni. Would it still be the same if I had the chance to relive those years? Guess it would be, as I still hate those modules that I hated. But then again, if I had been more awake those first 2 years of my uni life, I could have done better. Much, much better. Yes I was hibernating in 2008 and 2009. I was childish, and unaware. Well now... I still am... but trying to improve. And to grow up. Seriously, need to grow up. Yes! FYP in 2012! I HAVE TO GET MY A! Work hard Richalynn, and work smart.

New year resolutions....
Learn to love.
Learn to be confident.

Thats what I really need for the better of the rest of my life.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

Really can't trust my heart.

What do I feel? How to love? 

Numbed. I just wanna go away.

Just want the truth from myself. What is it? Cant I face it?