count down 25 days.... school reopens.

harlow... today stayed at home... did abit of a maths... sigh. later still wanna do physics... but i'm soooo lazy!! woke up at 12 pm... just now slept from 4-7... bloody pig. so bloody inactive. sigh. then played tales of symphonia.

tomorrow going to sentosa.. haha. have fun!

feel kinda empty now... what the fuck?

haha... everything is so shaky...

good night.

sleep well tonight.

God bless..

piano.

hello.

today was okay. went to suntec in the afternoon with my family... shopped at carrefour. didnt buy anything much. just some christmas tree ornaments, and a new game. the legend of zelda... haha. we are planning to buy a new TV... a new computer maybe.

after realising i was gonna be late, we rushed back to bukit batok... had my first piano lesson. haha. i am starting off at grade 1. needa buy quite some books. i really hope i can be good at it. trust myself. haha. then after the lesson, went all the way back to downtown east. had BBQ there... with tian bee and family. was okay. sitting around and playing cards and mahjong in the chalet. i learnt how to play mahjong! haha. quite nice actually.

then i'm home now.

tomorrow sean is leaving for australia for a week. i'm sorry not to see him off.

i'll try not to sleep tonight. do some work yeah.........

and i didnt go to east view sec today... kinda sad...

i feel so like an idiot now.

good night.

=)

what is stopping me?

hey...

happy birthday mr goh.

i feel so like shit now. i am so disappointed in myself. why is going to east view secondary a problem to me??? why cant i just say, just go for fun. why?????

argh.

i have decided not to go already.

if i like someone, it is very very very difficult for me to approach him.

then why the hell still wanna like!?!?!?!?!

cant even be friends???????

then just give up man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why am i worrying about these stuffs???????

THIS IS SO IRRITATING.

we all have our trivial stuffs to worry over. so just let us be.

forget it.

that is what i always say.

which is so being a coward.

well then, let nature take its course.

anyway today went to wild wild wet. was good. few nice rides.. one extra thrilling one. and the life guards were all hip hop, trying to flirt. some were cute. haha. and saw this guy whom i saw during the ngee ann sec concert. shuai ge. haha.

after all my wonderful analysing...........................

i'm sad.

i'm heart-brokened.

can i just shift my concentration to my studies.

sigh.

off..

good night.

sweet dreams.

god bless...

never worry my life away.

hello... just came back from orchard.. went there to see my sis perform. haha. it was good. she just lacks the entertaining factor. haha. before that went all the way to tampines. went to auntie nancy's house to get my money back... well, $100. then went to tampines mall.. eastpoint.. walked around.. was okay. haha. then went to orchard. after watching the performance, went driving around for a while. then home.

okay, i haven't been doing my homework for 2 days, which is a big deal. haha. gotta do later... and tomorrow going to tian bee's chalet... dont know but i'm not really into it. sigh, just have fun man. and tuesday... whatever.

i'm so angry now. what the hell. so people dont misunderstand me? everything is my fucking fault! i get stepped over. i get tricked. i'm made fun of. i'm a fucking joke!

argh!!! but i dont bloody care.

i can just give up.

i'm not interested anymore.

bloody fucker.

hello... haha.. a sunday today. didnt go for mass. sigh... yesterday sucked.

went for tuition. met sean and melvin later. decided not to go for church. bad choice. went to visit melvin's grandfather in some hospital. went to orchard. ate. home.

haha.... later gonna go tampines!!! prays hard... haha. taking back $100 from madelyne yeah... haha.. i have some money to buy presents already.

i wanna know him!!!!!!!

good day.

=)

The moon is mine tonight! Again. Haha.

hahahaha... harlow!!! today was quite good. haha. went for band in the morning. today the band sucked, as mr goh says.. haha.. and what the fuck is with zhi zhang?

so mr goh knows, or thinks that i like him. haha.. after band went to east view secondary... hahaha... stupid infatuation. just seen him twice. know nuts about him. DESPERATE. haha. i'll try not to think about it. nothing is going to stop me from going there again. but i'm happy. nothing special happened. but it's just the way it is. the look. the smile. the embarrassments. the exchange. the laugh.

OH MY GOD.

i'm mad, i'm mad.

stop thinking about it!!!!

kinda shallow.

so stop it.

haha.

off to dinner.

good night.

i love you!

Tales of Symphonia!

hello. haha. it has been quite a relaxing day.. did nothing much. well, played game.. online.. slept.. and homework only took 45 minutes of my day... anyway just now went to china town to have dinner with my dad and meiqi. was okay. nothing much, also.

have to do homework later. at least finish up trigonometry, please.

haha... tomorrow have band again. i love band. i want band to be my life. and one week break from band... gotta bring my trombone back home to practice.. haha. hope to buy the book of scores in plaza singapura. i love my trombone!!!

and tales of symphonia. i'm addicted to the game!!! there's lloyd, zelos, regal, raine, genis. COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... but since lots of people care.......

it's getting irritating.

sarcasm is getting irritating.

i often worry about people not agreeing with what i say or comment or whatever! and therefore not voicing out much.

what the fuck is with me?



























stop judging.

you are getting there.







































i'll stop.

































haha... anyway....................

sigh. whatever.





















good night.

sweet dreams.

god bless.

Taufik Batisah!!!!!!!!!!!!

hello!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaa!!!!!! i'm so happy now!!!!!!!! taufik is our singapore idol!!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! screams out LOUD for him!!!!!! but too bad, nobody is sharing my enthusiastic joy with me now. hahahhahahaha! so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. he finally won. i always hoped he won. too bad for sylvester... haha. he didnt sing quite well anyway. went off tune and all that. haha.... i am so someone to judge man... but still. haha.

so CONGRATULATIONS TAUFIK. you sure won a lot of peoples' hearts! may you enter world idol and make us proud!!! supports him all the way. haha. i'll buy your album!!!!

i love taufik! i love lloyd irving! i love jimmy fallon! i love kai li! i love sean! i love melvin! i love nadia! i love jia xin! i love mathangi! i love jontan! i love daddy! i love meiqi! i love richavel! i love mummy! i love charlynn! i love david!

haha...

good night.

work time!

so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=D

Singapore Idol!

hello.

watching singapore idol now. haha. firsts song sang.

who will be the first ever singapore idol?



















































taufik!

my fault?

hello... haha. today's 1st of december!! start of a new month, and jia xin's birthday. haha. happy birthday jia xin!!

technically yesterday was a tuesday, and we celebrated her birthday. melvin, sean and i. was quite good day, except for 3 lousy things that happened, well, to me. haha. i didnt mean anything!! but it's still my fault. anything.

okay, we went to orchard around 12.. walked in cineleisure.. ate in pastamania for lunch. walked around. window shopped. took neoprints. watched movie, the incredibles!! haha. nice one!! damn CUTE and funny. haha. then went to heeren... the 1st stupid thing that happened.. haha. i was trying on this stupid skirt. and i accidentally broke the fucking button. haha. oh my god. how dishonest i was!! i didnt tell the shopkeeper or anyone.. sigh.. on my way out of the shop, the salesgirl was checking the buttons of the skirt. well, i think she found out... that made me even more guilty!!! and i threw away the button. haha... sounds stupid. if i told the shopkeeper there, i would have been some saint. true enough? sigh.

then we headed to bugis. ate swensens there for dinner. nice. but the steak i was eating was quite raw... haha.. after that walked around.. haha.. went into a shop, had a cute guy there. haha... walked out. melvin and i said we wanted his number. dared jiaxin to get it. she did it. got his name, but not the number. lornie or something. he didnt wan to give the number. haha. he saw us hiding outside the shop. wow. he sure will think it is me who is interested. haha. who cares anyway. i should get used to this kinda things. haha. then went out to the fountain? haha.. played the water there. was kinda childish yeah.. but just enjoy. haha. running to and fro. that kind of spurt out water from the ground one.. haha. nice to play! haha...

then we went to esplanade... took pictures there. cool and windy.. walked into fullerton hotel.. went to the roof garden. took pictures. got chased out by some guy... haha... then walked back to singapore river there.. played bridge for a while. 11 pm! had to go home. rushed back to the MRT. anyway sean didnt have money in his EZ link card.. and he just got free rides using melvin's tap. he sure feel bad about it. haha.

oh yeah.. the 2nd thing... in the afternoon i asked li bin whether he wanted to share jia xin's present with me. and just now, just 2 hours ago... he sent a bloody message to me... saying he wanted me to stop smsing him about jiaxin and to leave him alone.. the message was long.. sigh. my fault??? i was just helping. OKAY IT'S MY FAULT. i did it on my own accord. i gave fucking daniel the number. sigh..... i thought it was nothing... sorry jiaxin. sorry li bin.

and the 3rd thing. WOW. the hp bill was 300+, total of my dad's, my sis' and mine... and of course i took up much of it... sigh. because of the calls i made in New Zealand. well, i called and jia xin talked most of it. sigh. not blaming you jia xin. but my dad wants the money from them............ wow. possible man. sigh...... where to get the money? to return? to buy christmas presents? to pay my fees for whatever? my father is not a rich ass anymore..... haha....

so that's it. it's now 1 30 in the morning. and i have to do some homework. and i have band tomorrow. oh god, bless me.

good night.

my life's so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!