irritating fuck.

hello... today had prefects' meeting and piano... in between was sleep and games.. sigh.. what a life...

it just sucks.

I feel so sorry for myself.

that's the worst feeling man....

2 weeks more.. and school's gonaa reopen.. and shit is gonna rush back in.. i havent finished my homework.. sigh...

again history repeats itself.. my mouse went crazy just now.. i lost everything i have typed...

anyway.. today went for band.. east view people came.. haha.. okay i admit i'm such a failure... didnt get to talk to him when he is just beside me... oh man............. argh... but never mind... never mind...

after band.. went to meet meiqi in west mall.. was in music concerto.. was playing the piano when bunch of the east view people came in.. sad to say he wasnt there.. haha.. we stood around.. listened to jasmine play on the piano.. haha.. then good bye.

had lunch in mcdonalds.. sean's house.. home.

so daniel thinks that people who have blogs are desperately wanting people to know how they feel.... actually quite true, i think... but depends okay... whatever.

okay... off now...

good night.













































































































please do not get too full of yourself.

He who hesitates is last.

hey hey hello.... my leg hurts. went jogging again today... this time only 5 rounds.. my stamina just suck.

woke up 11.. went to church with sean. lunch. his house.. with meiqi.. practised piano.. home.. jogged.. dinner.. tv..

dont feel like elaborating.. haha.. i just typed a lot just now... and i accidentally pressed the "back" button... and everything was gone.. haha... what the fuck.

can i please dont think i'm some big shot just because someone is pestering me.. haha.. did i spell that correctly. anyway. whatever.

looks forward to tomorrow. haha. please dont ruin it, richalynn.

good night.

sweet dreams.

God bless you.











Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

aim for the highest stars, if i miss it, at least i touch the beautiful sky...

corny title.. haha.. today.. went to the prefects' meeting. haha.. the sec 1 orientation next year, i'm helping out in the activities.. needa explain games and stuff.. to the 9 classes! have to be loud enough... haha.. i must do it! overcome this bloody obstacle.. haha.. anyway there's a 1e6 next year.. haha.. i will love the people who is coming into our band. especially trombone juniors!!! haha...

then went back home.. played game.. slept.. same old stuffs.... then went jogging with my dad.. good! 8 rounds in the stadium.. must jog often.. it feels good. haha.

and now i'm here. monday, hehe.. i better be right.

havent been practising on the piano. really need one.. sigh. next year would be difficult..

love ya!

east view.

hahaha... today was good.. was like full of music day.. morning had band.. afternoon went to east view.. night went to our school's choir concert.

the concert was okay. 1 hour of christmas songs and their normal repertoire and you raise me up! haha. sze xin!!!! hahha.. then at east view.. didnt have instrument.. so just sat down and listen to them play. haha.. nothing much..

haha.. love him. but too bad....

tomorrow got some prefects' meeting. wooo hooo!! at mcdonalds.. rare man.. haha. sec 1 orientation for next year!! actually i hope to be a leader of the class than to be some game organiser.. haha. it'll be a good chance for me! haha... what the hell anyway.

good night!

demoralised.

hello... i cant find a bloody blogskin that i like now... sigh. irritating crap..

today went for band in the morning.. east view saxaphonists came down.. haha.. and mr goh apologize to me for not bringing down kai li.. he tried his best bla bla.. but kai li's very tired.. haha.. thanks man. sigh... i wonder whether it's because of me that he is not coming over. haha..

then went home.. played game.. slept through the freaking afternoon! oh my.. i havent been doing work this week. it seems little left, that's why i stopped doing.. let me see... 1 topic of a maths.. 1 topic of e maths.. 3 english projects... 2 chinese compos.. physics 2003 Nov paper.. revision of biology and chemistry.. that is it. 2 and a half weeks left.. oh god!

and sean is leaving next year! have to admit, a major part of my life will be affected.. haha.. dont have much to say.. should i be worrying what will happen next year... better treasure the 3 weeks that he will be here... sean, i love you too!!!

awww man... my christmas tree is just so beautiful...

i am so looking forward to christmas!! love that time of the year.. peaceful and all so fun and lovey.. haha..

why do people have wrong impressions of me...... or is it i'm just really like the way they think i am.

let me tell you, i'm not!

haha... meiqi just said i'm too sensitive... well... then dont care!

then what next?

oh god... i must not complain. everything is just fine the way they are. i'm starting to be okay with some people in band. it's good, it's good.

haha.. okay. look on the bright side of life, and just let it be.

haha............ so pathetic.

okay good night.

God bless.

FUCK

the truth hurts.

hello.. haha. today is the start of another new week. today had band... then after band played bridge in school.. with nadia, jia xin and mathangi.. haha. then ate lunch.. gossiped.. so evil.. haha... but whatever..

sigh...

i'll take it.

good night.

joseph.

haha.. dont know what to put as the title.. so just put his name... anyway went to his church just now. was okay... played games.. sang songs.. listened to the whoever talk... sigh. joseph and me. still the same old shit. communication problem. so disappointing.. thought we could be good friends... haha.. whatever. everyone has a communication problem with me, cause i'm the problem. and finally i get to see mingli... once good friends. hope to remain that way... sigh... then came home. joseph made me feel like an idiot again. i waited for him to finish his stuff.. in the end it was better for me to go off first. haha... anything. it's my problem, my fault.

just let me be me.

good day.

study time!!!!

=)

The Phantom Of The Opera

hello.. just came back from a movie. The Phantom of the Opera. with my sis and meiqi. love it!!! was good. all singing and less talk. and the ending was sad, and i cried... haha... pities phantom.. wanna watch it again... and i wanna read the storybook.

haha... today was okay. went for tuition in the afternoon. maybe i change my mind.. i'll go on with it.. haha. de yong said he could lend me his piano to practice on.. haha.. luckily.. and joseph is suddenly talking to me. we'll see... going to his church tomorrow. some christmas programme... please let it be good. haha.. i'm not going for mass alone.. then how can i survive church next year if sean is going away?? sigh... luckily it's just half a year... but really, i'm not gonna have a good time.

it's 2 30am!! still have to bathe later. and wake up early tomorrow. unhealthy lifestyle. better get some exercise... 3 weeks left to new year... 10 months left to o'levels. which is only 40 weeks. 280 days. 6720 hours. minus 2240 hours of sleep. 4480 hours of time left. how lame. haha... but still, have to really use my time good.

okay.. meiqi's out of her bath.

good night.

sweet dreams.

God bless......