how nice.

normal day.

that look. made me worry. i'm still so embarrassed..... sigh...... but nah... it's not a big deal. what the hell??

haha.. received a few gifts today.. that were not returned.. i'm sorry...

band was good.. was missing my trombone for the past few days... haha.. the solo... think it sucked. and our syf pieces... hmmmm...... serious teaching for venessa and bryant next time...

mdm yaw... scolded me for sleeping in class.. every lesson of hers she will.. haha.. i was just resting when she's not saying anything.. whatever.

vulgarities is coming back to me. shall stop. shall stop.

it's okay!

=)

good night...........

Valentine's Day.

hello.....

tomorrow's the special day.. for couples.. family and friends... nice and sweet. but i didnt buy anything for anyone.. i'm sorry yeah.. it has not been my tradition... haha...

is it an obligation to buy gifts?? even for your partner?

today didnt go for mass... was yeah.. lazy. and had loads of homework. later still need to study for some tests... sigh... laziness bugging me....... procrastination..

bunch of my sister's friends are here for dinner... yay! steamboat again... haha...

off now...

Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

God bless you.

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... harlow.................. oh man..... so freaking embarrassed now..........

in melvin's house now... can have coloured fonts.... haha....

what the hell................ sigh........... the same old bloody thing happened again..... some shit go and send "i have a crush on you" to some guy, who "i have a crush on" and who already has a girlfriend. and no replies.................. sigh..................................................

childish thing................. haha.........

i shall not bother..........

but he really very shuai can!!! haha.... i'm such an ass........................

off to chiew xin yi's house.....................................

and i'm all alone with melvin now........ (forced to type)

Good Day!

stay the course, the best is yet to be.

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesnt work, dont buy it."

hello... first day of the lunar new year.. haha.. nothing much.. just visiting and stuff.. listening to the adults talk in dialects i dont understand... poor me... haha... tomorrow no where to visit... so just stay home and do homework... sian.

nothing to talk about............................ kinda pissed by some people...... sigh........... always......... say i'm apathetic whatever........

what's going on in my life????

depressing entry again.

again and again and again.

haha.. whatever.

good night.

i'll make sure, i'm good the next time round.

Good night!!!!!!

i miss you!!!!

hmph.

Happy Chinese New Year.

hello.. haha.. good week this week.. no school for 5 days.. yipee!! today is kinda sian.. came home right after lunch... was planning to go out or something with them... but didnt. just now in school.. what a celebration.. the prefects had to give out the oranges to the teachers... so sat at the red-brick are most of the time... screams. hahaha. but as always... too bad........ sigh.

tuesdays with morrie. haha.. great book!

good day people.

Whew....

harlow... yet another weekend... please treasure it richalynn... saturday... nothing on... have to study... sunday.. church.. evening got west wind concert.. monday.. normal.. tuesday, wednesday, thursday. enjoy!!! haha.. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!! and sean... will you still celebrate?? haha.. friday... saturday.. sunday... valentine's day. haha... and it goes on... wah lame.

i just found out.. i have 3 kinda blood in my body.. chinese, philipino, and spanish!! hahaha... wow big deal.. but... haha... let me recall.. "you are pretty!" says jonatan.. okay i know i'm being an ass here...

yesterday had the student profiling thing.. the results.. i'm audio kinestetic... haha... nothing much? i just have to use my ears more... i already am! and dont know what's his name.. the guy who came to speak to us.. told bunch of us a whole lot of stories.. interesting! psychology.. the spiritual world.. God... he was once catholic.. wonder why he changed?? and that unknown tongue or what they use in church... scary... haha.. and the number 666 is evil right? try this? A-6, B-12, C-18, D-24, E-30, F-36.......all the way until Z... then substitute the values into the word COMPUTER. well... add them up and you'll get 666. kinda corny... haha... but yeah... it's really bringing our world into some shit.

then today... had band.. trombone section got 2 new juniors.. venessa and bryant.. haha.. both experienced.. our trombone section got some bright future yeah? haha... after band had dinner with them... talked and stuff.. did some childish stuff.. home... american idol! haha.. rocking show.

so... nothing much...

God Bless You!

happy are those who face darkness, they will find light.

hello.. no band today.. haha.. because later got syf rehearsal at singapore conference hall... haha.. fun! until 11 plus... phew.. goodie.. i just love the night!

feeling tired now.. should i sleep? or do my homework?

sigh... i'm good. it's just you.

happy birthday jason.

someone tell me, am i wrong?

good day.

Normal day, let be aware of the treasure you are.

hello. haha. start of a new month February... let me see... Valentine's Day. Cheryl's birthday. Shijie's birthday.

"this girl ah, is pure lazy"

"do not put your potential to waste"

mrs lim's words of encouragement... haha.. awwww...

so i'm kinda motivated earlier in the morning... promised myself not to have dinner outside after band and not use the computer when i get home.. until i finish all my work.

and?

now i'm here... breaking my own promise...

argh.

sigh..... luckily there's not much homework today........................

off.

good night.

my trombone just rocks! hahahhahahahhaha.... i really love band.

dont try to fix me.

haha.. hello hello. hello....... feel so restless now.. gonna go bathe later.. then do homework. sigh....

so matthew got a new girlfriend. haha.

and i'm okay with melvin now...

so C O R N Y.

haha..

later.

hello.

Playground schoolbell rings, again
Rainclouds come to play, again
Has no one told you she's not breathing ?
Hello, I'm your mind, giving you someone to talk to...Hello...
If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me
I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide...
Don't cry...
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here, all that's left
Of yesterday...