X-country.

hello.....

today was good.. but wasted half of it sleeping..

cross-country.. haha.. 37th place... quite alright... got a keychain for it.. haha. syafiq 9th.. en chun 16th. shao yu 13th. jie xin 1st! Coe house won!!!!!! hahahaha.. all the good runners.. envies them.. haha... and the uniform group relay.. we came in fifth.. out of eight groups.. joseph.. daniel.. mathangi and me ran.. fun!!! haha.. today was great actually.. after the whole thing.. went to jurong point to have lunch.. walked.. and bought some stuffs... came home.. and slept all the way until 7 plus... so now i'm awake and ready to go!!! haha.. tomorrow flag day.. then camp! fun fun fun and more fun! haha.. it'll be great i hope. and monday... hahahha... can get to see some people again. the sad thing it's only a few hours... but better than nothing. haha..

oh my............. haha..

and ispl.... argh....... can die after the camp. never mind. enjoy first!

i'm gonna have a piano on sunday! yay!!! thanks sean!! haha.. finally i can practice on a real piano.. cant fail my teacher anymore!

rocking life i have now... but of course.... when it's up.... it'll always go down.......

i love you!!!

just when i thought things were going fine................

harlow! band camp is a day away! looks forward to having some fun... with the practices.. hip hop dance.. visit to east view... the nights... must treasure the 4 days! last camp of the year...

anyway... 1 week holidays... got loads of ISPL... hope i can finish them... and a few outings during that short one week.. how much can i do???

and today... argh.. if you're reckless with my heart.. then i will not give a damn about yours!! argh! sometimes people just get too much...

tomorrow cross country.. hope i can do it.. haha..

falling into the trap of being a typical teenager.

harlow!

sunday.. sigh.. didnt go to church.. sinner..

argh!!!

anyway.. yesterday went to the career fair with jia xin and laa... was okay.. interested in bioengineering.. haha.. my dreams! whatever... work hard!! then why am still here typing all these shit? sigh....... was out the whole day yesterday.. with melvin and laa and jia xin.. zhizhang.. went to plaza singapura.. walked around.. ate at pizza hut.. some childish people wanna pair people up... haha... so stupid. i hate myself. do you have to give me that cold reply??? sigh. who cares. yeah... who cares. at night went to watch that adolf play... nice..... then went to orchard with melvin... walked.. and walked.. sean called! haha.. talked for an hour plus... then home...

better have some motivation in me. go work!!!!!!!!!!

chill out.

say goodbye to trophies this year.

hello.......

sports heats today. 200 metres.. i lost.. last position... to make it sound better.. got fourth.. couldnt beat the badminton girls.. first time in my life i lost! depressing.. but oh well...

the 4x400 relay.. got 2nd.. good! haha.. well done 4 of us... emily.. jie xin.. hweeting and me.

kinda sad....... happening during the last year of my secondary school life... but it's okay.. it's fine... real heart warming to hear the good lucks and the good jobs and screams and the cheers and shaking of hands and smiles... how sweet.

this year... didnt start out well.. and hasnt been well..

but never mind!

just forget about the trivial and minor things in life! and get things going!

sigh.

hopes crushed..

haha..

shall talk about today... woke up at 11... ate.. online.. nothing much... wanted to do some work.. but fell asleep.. until 4 plus.. bathed.. ate.. and the time finally came!

went to meet melvin and went to SP first to get the tickets from mr goh. saw them.. haha.. their uniform's so nice! then waited for the rest to come... went in.. quite exciting.. haha... so their concert started.. was good.. then got the piano girl.. and the percussion thing.. nice.. then the interval.. went out to meet matthew.. took picture with him.. haha.. and also with kai li.. !!! haha... all thanks to melvin... then back inside.. they sounded better during the 2nd half... recorded one of their songs... haha... hmmm... then encore and stuffs... mr goh rocks! then ended... bunch of us got together and shouted names.. haha... and thanks for the "kai li, richalynn ai ni"... haha.. when leaving.. he waved at me!

the picture.. the wave.. ha.. whatever. just forget it.

so... was a good day.. and melvin found his girl.. vivian!!! chio bu!!! hope he does something... haha..

i wanna remember today forever! although it's kinda like a dream...

back to reality...

sounds so childish... haha...

tomorrow go church.. study!!!

good night!

looking forward....

hello! phew.. this weekend.. no homework! yay. tomorrow.. got east view concert.. finally.... haha.. sunday.. church.. better revise some work...

yesterday.. after school.. suddenly decided to go see evss band have their concert rehearsal.. with fadly.. melvin.. mathangi.. laa.. was good... saw shuming.. yvonne.. christopher.. wonderful seniors! and.. the long time no see evss band peeps. their playing was not bad... mr goh said their sounds' dry.. cause of the hall... all carpeted.. hope they'll do well.. kaili's playing so good!! haha... now i know where i stand... didnt expect that embarrassing thing to happen... haha.. oh well..... talked to shuming abit... about trombone and stuff... tried playing his trombone.. cooolll.... much better than mine. really in love with trombone! please please please give me the chance to join that trombone choir thing...

today.. nothing much.. had band.. sectionals... so pissed with my section. cant even play properly. sigh... have a bad feeling about syf. that part in out of the shadows.. we are the first one to come in.. having many people in our section. having slides that move soooo obviously.. on risers.. wont the judges be looking at us?? or maybe listening to how disgustingly we play....... we could just ruin that whole part of the song... oh man....... the whole section is just depending on stephanie! and having juniors who just laugh away their mistakes.... how irritating can that get.

argh... better stop complaining..

after band went to eat.. 30th floor.. with nadia.. jia xin.. laa... sang.. talked.. played cards.. was cool.. windy and nice view.. miss that place!! when i went up there with sean... haha...

30th may.. chinese o'levels.... sigh... still long yeah.. still long....... next week got sports heats... wanna do proud!! wish me luck.. cross country coming.. band camp.. flag day.. syf.. so many things to look forward to... haha... actually life's so full of fun and all... but everyday still so moody.. what the shit................

off now...

God bless!

Love you!

Environmental Engineering.

haha.. my ambition... dont laugh.... haha.. sounds stupid.... but i read the career guide book, and it caught my eye. and yeah... music can only be an interest in my life... haha.. but that's good enough. or something to do with biotechnology.

in melewinis house now... lame.... hahhaa... doing project... no mood to do........................ argh.... cancelled my piano lesson just to finish this shit. but i'm still not doing.........

i wanna go JC!!!!!!! target: 10 points... but how the fuck am i gonna get it if i continue my freaking attitude now. i always say these stuff.. but in the end still the same... same old shit.

mdm yaw punished me yesterday... for not doing homework. sigh....................... so now i'm the naughty girl who sleeps in class and doesnt do her homework.

today had show and tell. i showed them the game i played.... tales of symphonia....... cool..... haha... can do.....

so many things gonna happen.. maybe that's why i'm distracted from studies.... all will end.. after april.. is that when i'm gonna start working?? too late........

it's so weird!! i worry, but i'm not doing anything about it.

today some ass go and lean on some ass shoulders. and the latter is going crazy over it. haha. wow.

our band's marching video is denied! what the? haha... wonder what's the reason....... so tomorrow have to do everything all over again. but tomorrow have to be late for band. biology.. watching that video.... haha.. on sexual reproduction of humans. haha.. my class guys so........ going high over it. hahaha.... full of crap. my class rocks! so funny.

2 more weeks to end of term. haha.. camping with the uniform groups in school... haha... hope it'll be fun....

common test results. english-15/25... maths-33/40.... the rest...... later.

off now.

good bye.

stupid computer.

everything goes haywire... is it the correct spelling??

anyway. another week is gone.. which is a scary thing.. haha. few weeks later there's gonna be chinese o levels... oh man. i'm not prepared for anything...

today... didnt go anywhere.. actually wanted to go to SAJC's whatever funfair.. but i was not feeling well... haha.. wanted to vomit. so just stayed home and did homework. the sad thing is i took the whole afternoon trying to finish 5 maths questions. and still couldnt finish.. dont know how to do!! argh..... had dinner just now with dad and meiqi.. now here saying all these crap which dont even matter.

things happening next week.. show and tell! oh man.. some tests.. band.. east view concert.. haha...wish them luck!

tonight i'll try my best to finish up everything... tomorrow go church.. maybe catch a movie or something. haven't been watching any... sigh.. not fun.

off now...

haha.. suddenly remembered a poem..

may the winds of the heaven blow between us.
may the light of the stars shine on us.
may the wonders of love fill our hearts.
and may the joy of togetherness always be with us.

is it sweet?? haha... i made it.. for somebody.. hahaha.. how stupid.. come to think of it now. haha.

well... good night.

Jia Xin rocks.

haha.. that was by a philosophy student. and he got full marks. cool.........................

in nadia's house now... with laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and jia xin. "studying".

common tests today... english and maths. was alright.................. tomorrow got chinese..physics.. chemistry.. all sec 3 topics...... oh god.

mr goh mentioned about the trombone choir. i wanna join!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please!!!!!

weird stuffs........................ haha.

needa study...

Good day!

wont be able to use my computer at home.... sigh.

cant wait till band camp!!!! haha.. 12-15 march.

after april.... free!

but band rocks my life!

that bunch of chioooooooooooooooo girls are singing. hahahha... britney spears! oh please!

cuties.

Good bye.

see ya.

Exam question.

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This is courage.