pride and prejudice

i'm sorry jx i watched it without you!! anyway it was alright.. not very good anyway. but keira knightley. love her.

and then. so we went to bugis. rmbs. movie. dinner. was fine.

seriously, it doesnt matter.

cut the mean stuff, and all will be fine.

today was quite fun! went out with sean and melvin. met sean for church. then went to westmall... met medeline. had some piano performance thing going on in west mall.. waited for melvin. went to jurong east. library. missed the performance! missed sophistifunk! sigh. then deciding where to go........... and the coin said we should go to tampines. well people, trust the coin!! it brings good luck! haha. so....... we went to tampines mall.. did a little of window shopping. tried to call benedict out. and then went to bugis. to eat. then matthew invited us to his mother's birthday party! haha. so we went. NICE HOUSE. oh my god.......... hahahaha. envy you a lot matthew. so big and pretty. plus the christmas decorations. and then matthew and benedict waited for us at the bus stop somewhere near his house. walked in. met his mum. and friends and relatives. okay i suck at this. not being able to speak up and all. well, i'll just have to learn. ate a little. birthday song and cake. ben left. we talked. went up to his room. some oh my god stuff happened. ahhahahahahhaha. yeah and we left around 11.30.

another new week. my dad's taking leave. i wanna go out. i need to buy christmas presents and stuff. shoes. clothes. bra. haha. and this friday gonna get the posting results. oh my god! and then next week got chalet. after christmas got another one. new year got another one.

havent finish cleaning my room. didnt get to read much.

and some irritating stuff. it hurts. really. but i should just try not to take it seriously.

a friend is someone who brings out the best in you. well, it's the other way round now.

haha..... it sucks. to lose some friends just before the holidays.

and i need to do some sports! wanna go to the zoo. and some other new places.

need to plan for the next 3 weeks.

monday. k box.

tuesday. stay home. clean room. go out with father.

wednesday. stay home. family time.

thursday. piano at 8 am. christmas shopping!!!!!!!!!!!

friday. christmas shopping.

saturday. dunno.

sunday. church. i wanna go out with RAMBS please. haha.

monday. 2e2 chalet.

tuesday. 2e2 chalet.

wednesday. 2e2 chalet.

thursday. piano in the morning. no plans.

friday. no plans.

saturday. christmas eve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with rambs. mummy. midnight mass. i guess....

sunday. christmas. dunno yet!

monday.

tuesday. tian bee's chalet.

wednesday. tian bee's chalet.

thursday. piano.

friday. 4e3 chalet

saturday. 4e3 chalet. NEW YEARS EVE.

sunday. 2006.

haha............... i need to go out to some nice places............................ i dont want 2006 to come so soon.

a time to reflect, to love, to forgive.

twits. pricks.

heya........... it's like 2 am now.. i cant sleep. slept too much in the day already. these couple of days were totally dumb. didnt go out or anything. stayed home. main events were sleeping and playing tales of symphonia. today i had piano lesson. and i also packed my room a little.

just 2 words can bloody hell make my day!!!!!!!!!!! hahahhaha. such a sweet thing to say.

and then................. oh my god!!!!!!!! seriously love this blog. museum-of-twits.blogspot.com

haha.. totally express my feelings also.

i just hate the way they talk. and the way most of them take pictures. it's really UGH........

anyway doesnt really matter.

3 weeks.

change

hello... today nothing much happened. went for piano lesson.. and then came back home and played tales of symphonia. just looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove that game.

anyway. the holidays. havent been real fun. sigh. just so many things i wanna do, but not done. like packing my room, reading and reading, buy christmas presents, go out with certain groups of people, go to places like the zoo. haha.

sigh. all i have done is. play game. go out. orchard orchard orchard. nothing meaningful.

quite sucky. shit.

too far. real far.

shall stay home for the next few days i guess. clean my room. take a break. do some reflection.

suck.

it's christmas time in the city

haha.

hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!

had great fun today. went to k box with jia xin and sean. we sang like crazy! let's do it again man.

dont start.

haha!

anyway sean's back!!!! yipee! looking forward to some fun times.

today.. went to jia xin's church. see her get baptised. went with mathangi. then the service. was quite impressive. haha. the enthusiasm in the people.

never try too hard.

getting good.

in jia xin's house now. hahah. came to take my stuffs back. and then used the computer and watched how to lose a guy in 10 days again. later going all the way to the east to play bowling and pool i guess. fun-ness.

anyway just now had piano lesson. i guess i'm not really prepared for the exams yet. sigh. practise more.. but then holidays everyday go out.. where was that determination??? haha.

so hungry now.

i hope history is not gonna repeat itself again and again and again. let me see it has happened around 4 times already. oh my. i dont wanna ruin it.

from now on, speak good english! haha. feeling the pressure.

natural!

happy birthday jia xin!

haha.. today was quite nice.. jia xin's birthday. we celebrated.. her bro.. matthew.. benedict.. ate in swensens.. watched 2 movies.. walked... took neoprints.. just like heavens was so nice. sweet and touching. and then saw 2..................................... was really.................... stupid.

haha. then we saw melvin. and fi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my god. was so shocked. it's a small world.

and then i got into a new clique. the RAMBS. haha. cutie.

dont really feel like typing. anyway.

all i want for christmas is you

hahahahahha! feeling good right now. went to sentosa today.. with jiaxin, matthew and benedict. ya i know 4 people only.. but it was quite fun.. we played cards.. played volleyball.. played soccer. played frisbee. went into the sea. weather was okay. drizzling and all that.. i love playing ball games! and soccer is quite fun actually. hahaha.. i hope we can go out together more often.. and then we went to burger king in somewhere in city hall. saw shao yu working there. haha. then went to that esplanade area and played cards and stuff... today is just nice!

although some stuff... dont be sad please.. just let it go.

before sentosa also went for band.. played a bit.

november is going to be over soon. and then very soon december. i dont feel like starting school or anything.

actually quite angry.. some stuffs.. but it's alright. just treasure what i have now.

okay so tired now.

i cant type no more.

haha.

things better be good

finally the busy days are over! nothing big coming up to worry about.. haha. i was thinking.. o's was like last week. and it seems like a long time has already passed.

anyway. yesterday i had a nice time with jia xin. and her brother. i stayed over at her house after the graduation night thing. hahah. we did nothing much. but i love her. haha. played one round of dead or alive. what the hell.. haha... then i watched mean girls while jx "he's so cute" a million times. then she fell asleep. then me. i woke up at 11. sorry lah jx using your aircon for extra 3 hours. then we went to watch prime. with her brother. jun. woo! he's nice. home-y guy.. hahaha.. then that movie.. alright.. lots of sex scenes. until we had enough of it. and then in the end.... they did not get together. kinda what the hell.

then the grad night thing. was good. actually alright. everybody looked great. a few stood out. and then the food.. games.. taking pictures.. listening to speeches. love the teachers. and my friends. i'll always remember all of you.

and then after that went with melvin.. mathangi.. and jia xin.. walked around orchard. too bad cant walk past swensens!!!! sigh!

before that.. was the acjc thing. quite pissed. wanna thank jia xin again for spraying her hair just to get into the school! oh my god so sorry. sigh then we arrived there. i met the trombone section leader and my maybe future trombone mates. i can just dream on. we went out for lunch. nice people. talked. introduced. there was this guy. "i'm a lazy bitch". when asked why he wants to joint the band. "cause the people are hot". hahahaha. then we rolled. then silence. haha.. we went back to the school. went into some room. started playing. i sucked!!!!!!! seriously. i think i'm the lousiest there. out of the 4 of us. sigh!!!! then that sl told me my posture was wrong. and then the whole band came back. and we started playing. first song. okay my sightreading not that good. with a few running notes and all that. i wanna cry..... he thinks i'm lousy for sure. after a while.. he asked me to change seats with another guy. martin. so i played 2nd trombone. it didnt feel good i guess... so i left that place feeling totally shitty and demoralised.

argh. but the people in there are nice. and the conductor. dr lee. oh my god. it's gonna be a hard time if i join that band. so so so so so so so different. of course, in order to succeed, one must learn to adapt to changes. haha. i shall not give up. i'm gonna join the band. i'm gonna work so freaking hard. if i can get into acjc that is. haha...

chose the jcs already.. hoping to get into my first choice. i'll just go wherever i'm posted to i guess.. no point appealing and all that.

so next few days and weeks.. i can just sit back relax and enjoy life.

gotta do some reading and sports.

sean coming back soon. yay!