hello!
people please tag!
haha.
anyway today i had a great great great great time. first was the celebration in sajc. was quite fun. although i didnt sit together with odac. haha. not ps-ing! anyway yeah. jing yu is really funny! hahahahah. then the concert. some performances were really impressive. and the teachers awards. haha. plus that super funny video! damn cute. ahhaha congrats to the SC. and in the morning odac had mini celebration for the odac teachers. haha. had a giant card and a cake for them, plus singing happy birhday song. replacing happy birthday with happy teachers' day. haha.
and then after that i RUSHED to bbss. BBSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg! OMG. sigh. just cant describe that feeling the moment i stepped into bbss. k la maybe not bbss but when i went to outside the staff room there where all my friends and teachers were. so happy!!!!!! tmd. ahahaha. i met jerrold on the bus and went in with him.. hahaha. then yeah most of my classmates were there! felt so goooooooooood to see them again!! oh my. haha. miss 4e3 la............ GOD. plus the teachers. talked to mrs lim. MRS LIM. best maths teacher in the world. haha. and mr latiff. MR LATIFF. ohmygod my favourite teacher!!! and also xie lao shi. hahaha. nicey. and miss ngiam. love love love lovelovelove. yeah and teachers like mdm yaw and mr quek were on course.. sigh. i so miss the past. so so so so so so so miss.
emo part! after hearing stuffs today my friends and teachers said. somehow. i felt quite sad. and felt like "why on earth did i come to sa?!!?!?!" haha. i dunno la.. the sad part is that i'm the only one from bbss in sa. and now, it's so hard to feel like you belong. fuck la. fuckfuckufckufkfuck. of course i made super nice friends and all. but then. you still feel so teeny weeny. i also dunno how to say. you're probably gonna not understand really what i'm trying to say here. anyway yeah. and my class now. wowness. sigh. dunno la. but luckily there's still some people who care and dont judge.
anyway!! forget it. then after that went to have lunch with mathan, melvin, jx and hweeting! hahahah was quite fun. chatted and everything. being vulgar like nobody's business. haha. then i met kaijie too. lol. and laibao. pri sch friend!! haha. then. we found freaking 10 dollars on the floor!!!! omg and it was so funny when jx screamed!! lol. we thought of donating it. hahaha but then not so saint. we just splitted the money. 2 dollars each. haha. end up buying cards to play bridge! our fav game last time. haha. went to some void deck. and played. hahah. then i had to leave for piano lesson.. in the end didnt meet sean, didnt meet geok they all, didnt meet raine. sorry raine!! and i slept. i think somehow excess sleep makes you depressed! haha. and now left jasmine, hady, jon leong and paul. hady, please be the singapore idol.
haha. so i think i'm going to krunk market tomorrow!!! lol. i also dunno la. never try this kinda thing before. and supposedly going with grace, raine, christopher.... plus tomorrow got the first aid test. oh man. how am i suppose to meet them!! surely in the end cannot work out one. sigh.
it's the holidays!!! but. so many things going on.
haiya. just relax. take things one at a time.
most importantly. STUDY!!!!!!!
just remember,
the grass is no more greener on the other side.
haha.
treasure!!!
sigh. I&R or slack?!?!?!!!!??!
let's waste time.
let's forget the world.
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
september, come, stay, dont go away.
hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
just had the sudden urge to wanna blog. and talk about stuffs.
today was really nice! haha. odac jog taskforce had our very first dryrun. so we ran from school to bishan park. was about 5 km. quite shuang. ran non-stop and then reached there it was already dark. hahaha. we sat at the grass patch there and just discussed some points and started to chat about other stuffs. love them. hahaha. val, yumin and lester. odac people are just so nice and funny and lovable. thank god for odac really. then we went to eat at pp macs and started to study.. was only for a while. then took cab home with val. hahahah.
anyway what a nice weekend. so free. no worries. just have a bio test on monday and maths test on tuesday.
i just so look forward to sept hols and that period of time before promos begin. hahahah. first thing. MY DAD'S GOING OVERSEAS. haha. not that i should be happy about it. but yay! i mean.... i have to do housework and worry about my sis's wellbeing. and i have to go to school on my own. but anyway. i think i'll still be happier.
haha.
and then. there's no odac. frees up a lot of time. goodie.
it's just that. it's gonna be sooooooooo free and promos is the only worry.
oh how i love exam periods.
not that studying for promos is a very easy job.................................
argh.
FEAR.
Fuck Everything And Run.
haha.
A happy life includes:
Good family
Good friends
Doing things that you enjoy
Healthy amount of work that keeps you going
Good self esteem and self image
Ability to find inner peace
Love and to be loved
hahahah just crap.
just take things as they come, no worries!
life.
is.
beautiful.
yesterday!! odac day cycling. lol. damn fun. especially the slopes down. and group 3 definitely learnt the importance of first aid and wearing helmets. really what an experience for us! haha.
and then went to meet band peeps. i missed the POP. sadness. but glad that i caught up a little with some of them. but i didnt get to see my favourite junior!!!!!! hahahah. miss him like hell. anyway miss band miss band miss band miss band miss bbss band. ta ma de. haha.
DONT WASTE THE YOUTH AWAY!!!!!!!! the spring of life is about to be over. and here comes summer.
just had the sudden urge to wanna blog. and talk about stuffs.
today was really nice! haha. odac jog taskforce had our very first dryrun. so we ran from school to bishan park. was about 5 km. quite shuang. ran non-stop and then reached there it was already dark. hahaha. we sat at the grass patch there and just discussed some points and started to chat about other stuffs. love them. hahaha. val, yumin and lester. odac people are just so nice and funny and lovable. thank god for odac really. then we went to eat at pp macs and started to study.. was only for a while. then took cab home with val. hahahah.
anyway what a nice weekend. so free. no worries. just have a bio test on monday and maths test on tuesday.
i just so look forward to sept hols and that period of time before promos begin. hahahah. first thing. MY DAD'S GOING OVERSEAS. haha. not that i should be happy about it. but yay! i mean.... i have to do housework and worry about my sis's wellbeing. and i have to go to school on my own. but anyway. i think i'll still be happier.
haha.
and then. there's no odac. frees up a lot of time. goodie.
it's just that. it's gonna be sooooooooo free and promos is the only worry.
oh how i love exam periods.
not that studying for promos is a very easy job.................................
argh.
FEAR.
Fuck Everything And Run.
haha.
A happy life includes:
Good family
Good friends
Doing things that you enjoy
Healthy amount of work that keeps you going
Good self esteem and self image
Ability to find inner peace
Love and to be loved
hahahah just crap.
just take things as they come, no worries!
life.
is.
beautiful.
yesterday!! odac day cycling. lol. damn fun. especially the slopes down. and group 3 definitely learnt the importance of first aid and wearing helmets. really what an experience for us! haha.
and then went to meet band peeps. i missed the POP. sadness. but glad that i caught up a little with some of them. but i didnt get to see my favourite junior!!!!!! hahahah. miss him like hell. anyway miss band miss band miss band miss band miss bbss band. ta ma de. haha.
DONT WASTE THE YOUTH AWAY!!!!!!!! the spring of life is about to be over. and here comes summer.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
lallalalallalalal life is wonderful. =)
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes a word to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some tears to make you trust
It takes some years to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is oh love
Ah la la la la la la love is all sorts of
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is holla holla
Ah la la la la la la next up bushwalla-walla
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz.
hahahaha currently love this song.
TAKE IT EASY PEOPLE. dont drown.
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes a word to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some tears to make you trust
It takes some years to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is oh love
Ah la la la la la la love is all sorts of
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is holla holla
Ah la la la la la la next up bushwalla-walla
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz.
hahahaha currently love this song.
TAKE IT EASY PEOPLE. dont drown.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
it has been so long.
no one tags!
sigh.
nothing much to blog about either...
just that, life's so busy.
but i'm loving it.
not that bad la..
that's what make it interesting.
just that i miss the past.
i miss BMS.
i miss being in 4e3.
I MISS BAND.
omg.. that night went to watch sp concert band. really felt like shit. so wanna turn back and rewind everything. shouldnt have.
but anyway. whatever path i'm taking now.. i'm gonna smell the roses. and enjoy every scenery.
WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL JAY IS OUT!!!!! i dont want!!!!!! omg.. i'm so sad. sad sad sad sad for him. sigh. why?! those who watched just now, GROUP 1 WAS OBVIOUSLY THE WEAKER GROUP! ppl like hady and mathilda getting lower votes?!!!?!?!?!
aiya whatever la. haha.
anyway. so fun tomorrow got rapture. cool!! i hope it's gonna be fun. with mel and people. love them!
then sat must go school do banner shit and make up bio.
then sun going out with BMS!!!! hahahahaha yay!
anyway. i'm just damn sad that we're not close anymore.
my fault, i started the distan-ing.
all that hidden feelings.
anyway my cat gave birth to 3 lovely black kittens!! hahahaha. now staying my house outside. damn sweet. love cats. to the sky high.
home sucks.
never felt the joy of being at home.
where's my dad? where's my mum?
cant help but feel hatred.
where, then?
hahahahha. whatever la.
i just wanna find one night. one whole night. go out. to some nice place. somewhere high. where it's windy. with a nice view. and when you look up, there's the moon and the stars.
my jokes really....................................
so corny lol.
hahahhahaha. ya la just wanna hang out and relax with a bunch of good friends!
i wanna
SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's all about perspective huh.
so hard to change the way you look at things.
aiya........................
omg. cant stand the way i typed.
ok! back to reality.
no FEAR!
just do it!
no one tags!
sigh.
nothing much to blog about either...
just that, life's so busy.
but i'm loving it.
not that bad la..
that's what make it interesting.
just that i miss the past.
i miss BMS.
i miss being in 4e3.
I MISS BAND.
omg.. that night went to watch sp concert band. really felt like shit. so wanna turn back and rewind everything. shouldnt have.
but anyway. whatever path i'm taking now.. i'm gonna smell the roses. and enjoy every scenery.
WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL JAY IS OUT!!!!! i dont want!!!!!! omg.. i'm so sad. sad sad sad sad for him. sigh. why?! those who watched just now, GROUP 1 WAS OBVIOUSLY THE WEAKER GROUP! ppl like hady and mathilda getting lower votes?!!!?!?!?!
aiya whatever la. haha.
anyway. so fun tomorrow got rapture. cool!! i hope it's gonna be fun. with mel and people. love them!
then sat must go school do banner shit and make up bio.
then sun going out with BMS!!!! hahahahaha yay!
anyway. i'm just damn sad that we're not close anymore.
my fault, i started the distan-ing.
all that hidden feelings.
anyway my cat gave birth to 3 lovely black kittens!! hahahaha. now staying my house outside. damn sweet. love cats. to the sky high.
home sucks.
never felt the joy of being at home.
where's my dad? where's my mum?
cant help but feel hatred.
where, then?
hahahahha. whatever la.
i just wanna find one night. one whole night. go out. to some nice place. somewhere high. where it's windy. with a nice view. and when you look up, there's the moon and the stars.
my jokes really....................................
so corny lol.
hahahhahaha. ya la just wanna hang out and relax with a bunch of good friends!
i wanna
SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's all about perspective huh.
so hard to change the way you look at things.
aiya........................
omg. cant stand the way i typed.
ok! back to reality.
no FEAR!
just do it!
Sunday, July 16, 2006
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
hahahahah okay enough of all the sadness!
i'm soooo happy!
hahahah.
anyway. wanna talk about yesterday.
finally met up with sean, melvin and jia xin! BMS! i'm so so so so happy really happy to see you all again!!!! we had a great time. crapping all over again. melvin you're still as funny as ever!!! love you la! and then.. we met in PS. then ate.. and went to that church thing. haha. was nice.. like some concert and then in the end asking you to accept God into your life. yeah.. saw joanne too. haha. and this guy, "orange shirt" haha. said he saw me in sa before.. so we chatted for a bit. haha. after that went to eat in lao pat sat. is that how you spell it. haha. great food! then went to meet sean's friend.
haha. really enjoy being with you guys a lot.
and also wanna say SORRY if i've done anything wrong last time.
and glad that we're back again.
hahaha. then today... went out again. to yumin's house. yumin................ haha. val yumin and i.. met to do proposal. was quite sianZ doing it. haha. for the whole afternoon. hope this time it will work. after that went to have dinner with her family. such a cute family! can just crap. funny la. haha.
went to fetch my sis. sianZ again. met mummy. watch my sis have dinner. then took bus home. sianZ.
totally sianZified. haha.
another new week. got chi listening. odac.. actually quite free la. haha. yay. then meeting BMS on tues. hhahahha looking forward to it.
then on fri!!!!!!! woo hoo! pri sch outing! going to alan's house to sleep over. also celebrate mingjie's and jocelyn's birthdays. hahahahah. so fun. love love love.
3 hearts that God hates: the haughty heart, the hindered heart and the hardened heart.
3 hearts that God loves: the humble heart, the hungry heart and the honest heart.
hahaha.
life's just the way you look at it.
YES.
sings-i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
hahahahahah.
i'm soooo happy!
hahahah.
anyway. wanna talk about yesterday.
finally met up with sean, melvin and jia xin! BMS! i'm so so so so happy really happy to see you all again!!!! we had a great time. crapping all over again. melvin you're still as funny as ever!!! love you la! and then.. we met in PS. then ate.. and went to that church thing. haha. was nice.. like some concert and then in the end asking you to accept God into your life. yeah.. saw joanne too. haha. and this guy, "orange shirt" haha. said he saw me in sa before.. so we chatted for a bit. haha. after that went to eat in lao pat sat. is that how you spell it. haha. great food! then went to meet sean's friend.
haha. really enjoy being with you guys a lot.
and also wanna say SORRY if i've done anything wrong last time.
and glad that we're back again.
hahaha. then today... went out again. to yumin's house. yumin................ haha. val yumin and i.. met to do proposal. was quite sianZ doing it. haha. for the whole afternoon. hope this time it will work. after that went to have dinner with her family. such a cute family! can just crap. funny la. haha.
went to fetch my sis. sianZ again. met mummy. watch my sis have dinner. then took bus home. sianZ.
totally sianZified. haha.
another new week. got chi listening. odac.. actually quite free la. haha. yay. then meeting BMS on tues. hhahahha looking forward to it.
then on fri!!!!!!! woo hoo! pri sch outing! going to alan's house to sleep over. also celebrate mingjie's and jocelyn's birthdays. hahahahah. so fun. love love love.
3 hearts that God hates: the haughty heart, the hindered heart and the hardened heart.
3 hearts that God loves: the humble heart, the hungry heart and the honest heart.
hahaha.
life's just the way you look at it.
YES.
sings-i dont wanna fall to pieces, i just wanna sit and stare at you.
hahahahahah.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
what's wrong with me?!?
haha.
urgh.
and i just hate people who gets insensitive all the fking time. and especially your close friends. and they do things that are not friends enough. you know, BU GOU PENG YOU. that sucks. really sucks. i mean, come on.
or maybe yes, i'm just not important enough to you.
what's this. friendship.
heartbreakening piece of fuck.
SHIT!
where is the love?
haha.
odac odac odac odac odac..
hai hai hai hai hai..
i dont why.. really dont know why.. why the problem still hangs around. why do i still feel that way..
but of course. i love the people in there. really.
something is so wrong with me.
i gotta get over it.
real soon.
before i break.
maybe i know why... i was once a big fish in a small tank. now, an ikan bilis in an ocean.
yes.
this change.
is damn sad.
struggling.
hahahahha forget about that. emo entry.
always look on the bright side of life.
haha.
urgh.
and i just hate people who gets insensitive all the fking time. and especially your close friends. and they do things that are not friends enough. you know, BU GOU PENG YOU. that sucks. really sucks. i mean, come on.
or maybe yes, i'm just not important enough to you.
what's this. friendship.
heartbreakening piece of fuck.
SHIT!
where is the love?
haha.
odac odac odac odac odac..
hai hai hai hai hai..
i dont why.. really dont know why.. why the problem still hangs around. why do i still feel that way..
but of course. i love the people in there. really.
something is so wrong with me.
i gotta get over it.
real soon.
before i break.
maybe i know why... i was once a big fish in a small tank. now, an ikan bilis in an ocean.
yes.
this change.
is damn sad.
struggling.
hahahahha forget about that. emo entry.
always look on the bright side of life.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
i am sooo good.
one great chance.
like that.
just let it slip all away.
great.
great.
great.
you you you you you you yes you.
i shall never forget.
so wanna talk to you.
so wanna let you know.
okay never mind.. hahahah. sings- i dont give a damn i dont give a damn i dont give a damn.
ahhhh bio!! forget it la.. wasnt really good anyway. sigh sigh sigh sigh.
ahh.
i am sooo good.
one great chance.
like that.
just let it slip all away.
great.
great.
great.
you you you you you you yes you.
i shall never forget.
so wanna talk to you.
so wanna let you know.
okay never mind.. hahahah. sings- i dont give a damn i dont give a damn i dont give a damn.
ahhhh bio!! forget it la.. wasnt really good anyway. sigh sigh sigh sigh.
ahh.
Sunday, July 02, 2006
JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD. i love him!!!!!! screams!
as in singapore idol.
yesterday i went to jurong point to see the 12 contestants. hahahahhaa. and my favourite!!!! they were standing in 1 row and jay was at one end!! so i went to that end of the stage to see him like only 1mm away!!! ahahha.
yeah then they had their autograph session.. and my mum came.. so... we walked back to the place one round, and walked pass JAY! and my mum went "HI JAY!!!!" really. and she waved to him.
and
he
freaking
turned
and
waved
back
and smiled.
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it was this close!!!!
yeah then my mum shouted some shit again. like "you are so handsome."
hahahah. he turned and waved and smiled and nodded and mouthed something. i forgot!
i'm not cheating myself okay.... it really happened. haha.
oh my god............................ i so think he's GREAT. he can sing. and he's freaking emotional! hahahahahhaha.
ahhahah.
off to lunch.
and some serious studying.
as in singapore idol.
yesterday i went to jurong point to see the 12 contestants. hahahahhaa. and my favourite!!!! they were standing in 1 row and jay was at one end!! so i went to that end of the stage to see him like only 1mm away!!! ahahha.
yeah then they had their autograph session.. and my mum came.. so... we walked back to the place one round, and walked pass JAY! and my mum went "HI JAY!!!!" really. and she waved to him.
and
he
freaking
turned
and
waved
back
and smiled.
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it was this close!!!!
yeah then my mum shouted some shit again. like "you are so handsome."
hahahah. he turned and waved and smiled and nodded and mouthed something. i forgot!
i'm not cheating myself okay.... it really happened. haha.
oh my god............................ i so think he's GREAT. he can sing. and he's freaking emotional! hahahahahhaha.
ahhahah.
off to lunch.
and some serious studying.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
3 lovely people
OMG it's the last day of the holidays!!! and tomorrow's chinese paper and listening comprehension. i didnt really prepare.. just read through the texts. i hope that helps! anyway just gonna try my best.. i hope it's not gonna be so so so tough.
today was really nice. went studying with weixing and tianbee! hahah. quite unsuccessful.. again. haha. we started chatting and doing other stuffs. like that suduko thing. how do you spell that! omg. and i read my comic. I LOVE!!!!! it's some gay comic and it's making me melt. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. then after tt we went for an early dinner. like at 5pm. went back to study and we started to chat! like so fun! we talked about good old times in primary school. and about life now. it's like some heart to heart conversations. at least i managed to pour out some of my feelings. and... they too. and i realise actually. yeah. THINGS AINT THAT BAD AFTER ALL. omg i'm such a fool i should know that! hhahaha. how many times do i want this thing to happen. anyway.... it was like so heartwarming. hahahah. love them both so much! 10 years of friendship. lol. then we were like talking about the future. talking about relationships. hahhhhaha. aiya. yeah. i just hope, this will continue.
term 3. 2 months. please let it end quick!!! hahaha. i just cant cant cant wait for Alevels to end. but this shouldnt be. hahah. i shld like enjoy every moment of life. and make everything count.
hai! i got so much to say. but dunno what to say.
good night!
good life.
BE nice.
today was really nice. went studying with weixing and tianbee! hahah. quite unsuccessful.. again. haha. we started chatting and doing other stuffs. like that suduko thing. how do you spell that! omg. and i read my comic. I LOVE!!!!! it's some gay comic and it's making me melt. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. then after tt we went for an early dinner. like at 5pm. went back to study and we started to chat! like so fun! we talked about good old times in primary school. and about life now. it's like some heart to heart conversations. at least i managed to pour out some of my feelings. and... they too. and i realise actually. yeah. THINGS AINT THAT BAD AFTER ALL. omg i'm such a fool i should know that! hhahaha. how many times do i want this thing to happen. anyway.... it was like so heartwarming. hahahah. love them both so much! 10 years of friendship. lol. then we were like talking about the future. talking about relationships. hahhhhaha. aiya. yeah. i just hope, this will continue.
term 3. 2 months. please let it end quick!!! hahaha. i just cant cant cant wait for Alevels to end. but this shouldnt be. hahah. i shld like enjoy every moment of life. and make everything count.
hai! i got so much to say. but dunno what to say.
good night!
good life.
BE nice.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
sianZ.
just when things are going fine and up, wtf once again upset. disappointed.
the worst thing that is gonna happen is that i'll hate myself all over again and get into the freaking low self-esteem state. ARGH. what the heck is wrong with me?!?!?!
i'm sorry but it just gets me down down down down DOWN!
i need counselling.
just feel so freaking
L
O
U
S
Y
.
and like i dont belong anywhere.
i dont know. i really dont know.
this is not what i wanna be. but it just so happens it's in me. drilled into me.
i really dont want. what am i suppose to do? where am i suppose to start?
sigh... i think i'm EMOGALX.
damn it la..............................
sigh!
so the thing is, i should just concentrate on my abilities. and heck about the rest. yes. good.
FEAR=fuck everything and run.
anyway. just came back from the odac gathering not long ago.. it was at min qi's house. was pretty fun. there's this potluck thing, so everybody brought their own food. i brought fruits! haha. and then val and me arrived early at her house. and we jsut sat around.. and listened to the exco discuss the farewell thing. and it sounds really nice and fun!! it's gonna be so touching i think the j1s will cry as well. ahhahaha. what else.. we just sat around.. at the pool there. and discuss some odac stuffs. and played truth or dare. hahahaha. had some laughs.. and yeah.. just relaxing. went home at about 11. with abu. chatted and stuff. ya then reached home.
this morning had piano lesson. and i got my grade 4 books already! oh my so exciting. haha. cant wait to play. exams next march! around 7 months.. should be enough. hahahaha.
and yesterday.. tuesday.. weixing and tian bee came over to my house to study. was quite successful for me. haha. finished 2 chaps of bio. and then went out for lunch.. came back and continued studying. at night went to west mall for dinner and watched silent hill!! so nice! it's quite scary. and interesting story. hahah. then went home... and watched tv. and fell asleep on the sofa.
MONDAY. had our jog recce! was quite enjoyable. yumin, val, lester and me started walking from school to botanic gardens. super tiring. we like took some wrong paths and yeah. it was a very long distance. we took a break at balmoral plaza there. then continued... and finally reached. at the eco gardens, was really nice! peaceful and pretty. with many pigeons around. and 4 black swans who came out of the pond to eat grass. ahhaha. so not afraid of humans. very nice la... while the 3 of them went to walk the stone path, i just sat there and like listened to the sounds and just stare at the nice view. yumin, val and me also played with the pigeons and swans. so nice! plus both of them going high during the walk. that dog scene was hilarious la.. both their reactions.. lol. and then................ after botanic gardens.. 3 of us went to bugis. to eat and walk around and shop. that cafe v8 is nice! cheap and everything. the taste part is good, but they should seriously do something about improving the looks of their food. my spaghetti looked like LS, and val's seafood something looked like puke. haha. yumin's nearly looked like blood. oh man. hahahah. had a nice time walking around with them. loves.
hahahah. so three days gone for the last week. chinese not touched. exam on monday.
hai! term 3. so before common test is over. time is quite relaxing. no odac. break on certain days. should have time for studying and piano. perhaps touching up on the proposal. and other stuff... like FITNESS. still havent jogged until now. SHIT.
after common test.... WOAH HO. busy busy busy. monday tuesday. go library study geog for h1 exam! also must go home practise piano. wednesday odac. thurs piano lesson. fri odac.
aiya what crap.
zou yi bu, suan yi bu.
please.
just when things are going fine and up, wtf once again upset. disappointed.
the worst thing that is gonna happen is that i'll hate myself all over again and get into the freaking low self-esteem state. ARGH. what the heck is wrong with me?!?!?!
i'm sorry but it just gets me down down down down DOWN!
i need counselling.
just feel so freaking
L
O
U
S
Y
.
and like i dont belong anywhere.
i dont know. i really dont know.
this is not what i wanna be. but it just so happens it's in me. drilled into me.
i really dont want. what am i suppose to do? where am i suppose to start?
sigh... i think i'm EMOGALX.
damn it la..............................
sigh!
so the thing is, i should just concentrate on my abilities. and heck about the rest. yes. good.
FEAR=fuck everything and run.
anyway. just came back from the odac gathering not long ago.. it was at min qi's house. was pretty fun. there's this potluck thing, so everybody brought their own food. i brought fruits! haha. and then val and me arrived early at her house. and we jsut sat around.. and listened to the exco discuss the farewell thing. and it sounds really nice and fun!! it's gonna be so touching i think the j1s will cry as well. ahhahaha. what else.. we just sat around.. at the pool there. and discuss some odac stuffs. and played truth or dare. hahahaha. had some laughs.. and yeah.. just relaxing. went home at about 11. with abu. chatted and stuff. ya then reached home.
this morning had piano lesson. and i got my grade 4 books already! oh my so exciting. haha. cant wait to play. exams next march! around 7 months.. should be enough. hahahaha.
and yesterday.. tuesday.. weixing and tian bee came over to my house to study. was quite successful for me. haha. finished 2 chaps of bio. and then went out for lunch.. came back and continued studying. at night went to west mall for dinner and watched silent hill!! so nice! it's quite scary. and interesting story. hahah. then went home... and watched tv. and fell asleep on the sofa.
MONDAY. had our jog recce! was quite enjoyable. yumin, val, lester and me started walking from school to botanic gardens. super tiring. we like took some wrong paths and yeah. it was a very long distance. we took a break at balmoral plaza there. then continued... and finally reached. at the eco gardens, was really nice! peaceful and pretty. with many pigeons around. and 4 black swans who came out of the pond to eat grass. ahhaha. so not afraid of humans. very nice la... while the 3 of them went to walk the stone path, i just sat there and like listened to the sounds and just stare at the nice view. yumin, val and me also played with the pigeons and swans. so nice! plus both of them going high during the walk. that dog scene was hilarious la.. both their reactions.. lol. and then................ after botanic gardens.. 3 of us went to bugis. to eat and walk around and shop. that cafe v8 is nice! cheap and everything. the taste part is good, but they should seriously do something about improving the looks of their food. my spaghetti looked like LS, and val's seafood something looked like puke. haha. yumin's nearly looked like blood. oh man. hahahah. had a nice time walking around with them. loves.
hahahah. so three days gone for the last week. chinese not touched. exam on monday.
hai! term 3. so before common test is over. time is quite relaxing. no odac. break on certain days. should have time for studying and piano. perhaps touching up on the proposal. and other stuff... like FITNESS. still havent jogged until now. SHIT.
after common test.... WOAH HO. busy busy busy. monday tuesday. go library study geog for h1 exam! also must go home practise piano. wednesday odac. thurs piano lesson. fri odac.
aiya what crap.
zou yi bu, suan yi bu.
please.
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