another week. flew by just like that. damn fast. it wasnt so busy after all. which is a good thing. the tinkle thing was cancelled so i had tues and wed free. hahah.
MONDAY. had the last session of the 1 star kayaking course. that fucking day started out like crap. i was late. took 2 cabs, and both drivers had no idea where kallang sea sports club was. yes, it was not their fault, but still irritating. and i dunno what the hell was wrong with me. i knew that the cab driver didnt give me correct change, short of 2 dollars, and i still didnt ask him for it. make myself seem like a fool. damn.
that hug totally saved the day.
and kayaking is not my thing. lol. rescue drill was okay... just didnt like to kayak.
haha. forget it. so all of us passed this course. and thank you instructor james and peter. hahah.
after that, odac went to marina square to eat. had a nice time at the foodcourt there. that outdoor place is my favourite la.. haha. makes you feel so relaxed. then some of us went to esplanade rooftop there to sit and chat. i LOVE this kinda stuff. haha. we saw a shooting star!!!! gosh it's my first time seeing one. let's just hope that it is really a shooting star and the wish i made will come true. lol. rocks. shooting star. it should be la. white shiny flying thing appearring out of nowhere and across the night sky, disappearing into the buildings there. hahahah. then we went home.
next day went out with RMB again. lan-ed at bugis. for 3 hours? hahaha. quite fun. counterstrike. KILL KILL KILL!
then we went to eat. and matthew had to go for his chalet. so we splitted. and i went to meet akbar, mathangi, suria, shannan and liang ying. to play pool! at the usual place. damn fun. hehe. had dinner at macs. then home.
so wednesday we planned one full day of activities. jog, ice skate, movie, and pool. LOL. BUT, plan failed. we only managed to watch the movie. DEJAVU!!! damn cool show. although so complicated. but really interesting la. then we met up late, so jogging gone. SO SORRY. hahah. we went to check out ice skating. crowded like hell... and i saw cheryl, ziyi, yuda and minqi! hahaha. sooooooooooooooooooooo, decided not to iceskate because of the crowdedness. and we went to sentosa instead! to cycle. hahaha. which only took 1 hour. after tt we met sean in vivo and watched the movie. hehe. met ben's friend.
3 of us went to tampines but couldnt pool because it was too late. so we had dinner at BK. and we finally had our first concrete conversation?? lol. reincarnation. omg both of them, intellectuals. really. i'm like soooooooooooooooooo, ignorant.
we parted at the bus interchange. it's gonna be long till i see ben.
RMB! remember me. hahahahhaa.
hanging out with both of them, makes me realise a lot of things about myself. things that i lack in me. and makes me so wanna improve. like really. i dont know why. seems so silly i know. but yeah... really, thank you.
for being my friends!
HAHA.
inspirations.
i can one, no problem. lol.
i now know exactly, what i want to achieve.
hehe.
so tomorrow cca teambuilding dryrun. another obstacle for me. i'm a creep. i'm a weirdo. lol. okay... yeah. CONFIDENCE! it's all about acting like you can. and yes i can! (corny)
hahahah.. what's wrong with me. 17, and still stuck at dont know where. well, it's okay. i'll just have to start somewhere.
and after that it's KRABI!!! woo hooooo!
Something in your eyes makes me want
to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice makes my
heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've felt so low
If you knew how I wanted someone to
come along
And change my life the way you've done
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where
I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the darkthere's light
If you knew how much this moment
means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I've never thought I'd love anyone so much
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the wayback where I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
Friday, December 08, 2006
Monday, December 04, 2006
christmas is all around!
hahahah i'm so excited to blog this. cause so many nice things happen. hahah. so glad. =)))
shall talk about friday first! okay cool! odac had our first dryrun for the cca teambuilding next year. we're gonna be station masters and facilitators of some of the ccas. hahha. so... we played the games while the taskforce conducted them. pretty fun. hope the ccas will really feel teambuilding-fied next year. plus the high elements which probably gonna be fun! and then we had debriefing and stuff. and my game is the great pearl caper! hahah well, shall do my best. YUMIN'S DEBRIEFING DAMN POWER. hahahah.
after the dryrun, we waited for the bbq to start. some of us played basketball. haha fun. and then half started to paint the bouldering wall, and the other half prepared the pits and fire. hhaha. seniors started to arrive. met the J4s, 3s, and 2s!!! yep, so it's like starting fire, sitting around, eating. like any other bbq. then played soccer, ball, walked to the fitness corner there, track there. hahahha quite enjoyable la. then clean up time! washed, threw trash and everything. some of us chatted with chang dee and evadne at the sink there. hahahah. nice! love chang dee. =)) my fav senior. hopefully there'll really be an J1 and 2 mahjong or bridge session.
gladness. nice closure. nice smile.
haha.
after leaving sch, went to orchard to meet sean. hahaha. was going to meet jx after her clubbing. walked around with sean, took pictures with the really nice christmas tree outside paragon. haha. LOVE THE LIGHTS! then we decided to k box. exciting! yep sang and sang. ENGLISH SONGS. hahaha quite dumb. then jx arrived. hahahah. sang till 4. then went to sean's house to sleep. hahaha. i woke up at 6.30 and got home to sleep.
next day. met MATTHEW AND BEN! hahahha finally we meet after 1 year! i was so happy. hahahaha. went to cineleisure and heeren. ate at the wan tan mee stall there. okay so it's not bad. haha. then... watched DECK THE HALLS. oh god. really NO NO NO NO NO. dont freaking watch. dont even know why it's called deck the halls. hahahha but okay la................... little jokes here and there. really lame. haha. oh yeah before the movie! LAN! hahahhaha. first time playing. ben intro-ed to me. CS! it's quite late to play now la but i quite like it. hahaha. yep not bad... i like such shooting games la... especially with all the blood and everything. haha. then we took pics. haha. went with them to tampines. went for mass for a while. we were damn late. okay it has been like 1 2 3 4 5 6 months i've been to mass. kill me. shoot me. burn me. sigh.... dont feel anything. no faith. sigh. after that went home while they went to their party. haha.
hehe. today. met up with them again! cabbed down to ben's house. with my sis and joe. hahaha. then we pool-ed. and went to bugis. ate. and CS-ed. fun fun. hahah.
RMB. hehe.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, phew! it's gonna be 2 weeks of non-stop action.
kayaking, tinkle thing, class chalet, cca teambuilding dryrun, and then off to KRABI!
KRABI! hahah quite excited.
after that would be oec recce and meeting.
completing of HW.
CHRISTMAS!!!!! my fav time of the year. it's just is. gonna spend it with mummy. haha.
daddy's not gonna be around. hahahahahahahhahahahhaahaha.
haha.
ENJOY! take things easy... it's holidays after all.
shall talk about friday first! okay cool! odac had our first dryrun for the cca teambuilding next year. we're gonna be station masters and facilitators of some of the ccas. hahha. so... we played the games while the taskforce conducted them. pretty fun. hope the ccas will really feel teambuilding-fied next year. plus the high elements which probably gonna be fun! and then we had debriefing and stuff. and my game is the great pearl caper! hahah well, shall do my best. YUMIN'S DEBRIEFING DAMN POWER. hahahah.
after the dryrun, we waited for the bbq to start. some of us played basketball. haha fun. and then half started to paint the bouldering wall, and the other half prepared the pits and fire. hhaha. seniors started to arrive. met the J4s, 3s, and 2s!!! yep, so it's like starting fire, sitting around, eating. like any other bbq. then played soccer, ball, walked to the fitness corner there, track there. hahahha quite enjoyable la. then clean up time! washed, threw trash and everything. some of us chatted with chang dee and evadne at the sink there. hahahah. nice! love chang dee. =)) my fav senior. hopefully there'll really be an J1 and 2 mahjong or bridge session.
gladness. nice closure. nice smile.
haha.
after leaving sch, went to orchard to meet sean. hahaha. was going to meet jx after her clubbing. walked around with sean, took pictures with the really nice christmas tree outside paragon. haha. LOVE THE LIGHTS! then we decided to k box. exciting! yep sang and sang. ENGLISH SONGS. hahaha quite dumb. then jx arrived. hahahah. sang till 4. then went to sean's house to sleep. hahaha. i woke up at 6.30 and got home to sleep.
next day. met MATTHEW AND BEN! hahahha finally we meet after 1 year! i was so happy. hahahaha. went to cineleisure and heeren. ate at the wan tan mee stall there. okay so it's not bad. haha. then... watched DECK THE HALLS. oh god. really NO NO NO NO NO. dont freaking watch. dont even know why it's called deck the halls. hahahha but okay la................... little jokes here and there. really lame. haha. oh yeah before the movie! LAN! hahahhaha. first time playing. ben intro-ed to me. CS! it's quite late to play now la but i quite like it. hahaha. yep not bad... i like such shooting games la... especially with all the blood and everything. haha. then we took pics. haha. went with them to tampines. went for mass for a while. we were damn late. okay it has been like 1 2 3 4 5 6 months i've been to mass. kill me. shoot me. burn me. sigh.... dont feel anything. no faith. sigh. after that went home while they went to their party. haha.
hehe. today. met up with them again! cabbed down to ben's house. with my sis and joe. hahaha. then we pool-ed. and went to bugis. ate. and CS-ed. fun fun. hahah.
RMB. hehe.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, phew! it's gonna be 2 weeks of non-stop action.
kayaking, tinkle thing, class chalet, cca teambuilding dryrun, and then off to KRABI!
KRABI! hahah quite excited.
after that would be oec recce and meeting.
completing of HW.
CHRISTMAS!!!!! my fav time of the year. it's just is. gonna spend it with mummy. haha.
daddy's not gonna be around. hahahahahahahhahahahhaahaha.
haha.
ENJOY! take things easy... it's holidays after all.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
friends friends friends friends.
haha. damn cool today went out with them to vivo.. ate new york pizza and sat down at the open space there near the sea... hahah. then we went window shopping. and pool at clementi there again. so fun! love pool. new hobby. haha. then went to macs with fadly suria and shannan. chat and stuff. =)))) DOG GANG. MATHAN.
i read my past testimonials. hahah. it was so nice to have all that love and care from those people. *sighs out of gladness. i still miss my past. still miss band. still miss all my friends. so wanna let them know that i still love them.
CHRISTMAS TIME!!!!!!
time to love. time to make peace. time to show others that you still care.
=)
anyway yesterday! odac day. rock climbing!!! i thought i couldnt make it. cause my first time totally sucked. haha. but yeah motto for rock climbing: heck everything and just chiong. hahaha. better not think too much about where to grab or step. and i made it quite high. =))) but that's only the easiest lane. so yeah. now i'm quite excited about krabi. since the activities are quite fun. =) just hope the environment will be nice!
after odac. wanted to go home and study.. but met up with sean. haha. then met mathan too. and watched movie with kaijie and sean. haha. HAPPY FEET! i thought it was nice. hahaha. funny and okay la the story.. haha. thought it would suck so yeah it turned out so much better! yep, hung around then went home... studied a little and fell asleep.
monday. haha. went to get yumin's present with val. hahaha. bought two earrings and a necklace for her. =) hope yumin likes it. haha. then we went to eat at sushi tei. not bad... hahahha. kept looking in at the chefs who were ignorant to our stares. i thought they couldnt see us. so we kept staring. hahaha. then one chef finally realise. and all our laughters and looking must have brought his ego high to dunno where. hahaa. and geok was working there as one of the waitresses! hhahhaah so damn cute she. "armpit juice" as one of their drinks. oh god.
starting to wonder where will blogging go after like 5 years? dont want all my entries to be gone! so many memories i wanna keep. haha. maybe i shld print out everything and start a writing journal. haha.
dunno la.. now feel like i so wanna... haha. dunno how to say. WHERE'S THE CHRISTMAS MOOD.
i wanna dance!
haha.
i read my past testimonials. hahah. it was so nice to have all that love and care from those people. *sighs out of gladness. i still miss my past. still miss band. still miss all my friends. so wanna let them know that i still love them.
CHRISTMAS TIME!!!!!!
time to love. time to make peace. time to show others that you still care.
=)
anyway yesterday! odac day. rock climbing!!! i thought i couldnt make it. cause my first time totally sucked. haha. but yeah motto for rock climbing: heck everything and just chiong. hahaha. better not think too much about where to grab or step. and i made it quite high. =))) but that's only the easiest lane. so yeah. now i'm quite excited about krabi. since the activities are quite fun. =) just hope the environment will be nice!
after odac. wanted to go home and study.. but met up with sean. haha. then met mathan too. and watched movie with kaijie and sean. haha. HAPPY FEET! i thought it was nice. hahaha. funny and okay la the story.. haha. thought it would suck so yeah it turned out so much better! yep, hung around then went home... studied a little and fell asleep.
monday. haha. went to get yumin's present with val. hahaha. bought two earrings and a necklace for her. =) hope yumin likes it. haha. then we went to eat at sushi tei. not bad... hahahha. kept looking in at the chefs who were ignorant to our stares. i thought they couldnt see us. so we kept staring. hahaha. then one chef finally realise. and all our laughters and looking must have brought his ego high to dunno where. hahaa. and geok was working there as one of the waitresses! hhahhaah so damn cute she. "armpit juice" as one of their drinks. oh god.
starting to wonder where will blogging go after like 5 years? dont want all my entries to be gone! so many memories i wanna keep. haha. maybe i shld print out everything and start a writing journal. haha.
dunno la.. now feel like i so wanna... haha. dunno how to say. WHERE'S THE CHRISTMAS MOOD.
i wanna dance!
haha.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUMIN!
well, happy belated. hahaha. this post was meant to be for this afternoon. but yeah had to go out. which was indeed great! went for birthday lunch to celebrate akbar's and fadly's birthday. at seoul garden. ahahah. the food was pretty good. and it's so nice to see them again after a long long long time. and they call themselves the dog gang. so much changes. as in looks. hahahah. and same old crappy them. fun! and syafiq also went. MATHANGI PANG SEH. haha. then we spent like 3 plus hours eating? then went to play pool at clementi there. SIGH. i totally suck. after not playing for so long. omg really like pool la dont mind spending hours playing... wanna improve. lol. but i dont think there's time this holidays. =( and then... spent 4 hours at pool. then we went to ginza plaza. hahahaha as usual for them to went to play lan and i just sat there and watch them play.. while listening to music. then took bus to jurong east and walk back home from there. cool! happy early birthday to fadly and akbar! such rare opportunities to see these people. =DDD totally love it. will miss you guys.
hahahha. on friday was outdoor adventure day. with odac. hahaha. fun again! kayaking and rollerblading. kayaking was great hahah just kayaked around at ecp there leisurely and suntanning. hahaha. geok val and me tried to get on one boat but it capsized and the boat flipped and hit my head! hahahha. and wei hao's attempt to capsize me also caused the boat to hit my head. oh gosh. then rollerblading was okay.. accompanied serene and clarissa most of the time. haha. hope it was fun for them. and val hope your back heals soon! then after tt we went to suntec for dinner. and i met up with sean. walked around and went to a JAZZ PUB. totally cool went there to join his father and his friend.. hahaha. we just sat there and listen to jazz music. and i tried singapore sling, blue job and bloody mary. haha... nice experience. first time. thanks sean!
hahahah yay my dad's leaving for china again. christmas period.
i love you i miss you so wanna get closer to you.
hahahha. on friday was outdoor adventure day. with odac. hahaha. fun again! kayaking and rollerblading. kayaking was great hahah just kayaked around at ecp there leisurely and suntanning. hahaha. geok val and me tried to get on one boat but it capsized and the boat flipped and hit my head! hahahha. and wei hao's attempt to capsize me also caused the boat to hit my head. oh gosh. then rollerblading was okay.. accompanied serene and clarissa most of the time. haha. hope it was fun for them. and val hope your back heals soon! then after tt we went to suntec for dinner. and i met up with sean. walked around and went to a JAZZ PUB. totally cool went there to join his father and his friend.. hahaha. we just sat there and listen to jazz music. and i tried singapore sling, blue job and bloody mary. haha... nice experience. first time. thanks sean!
hahahah yay my dad's leaving for china again. christmas period.
i love you i miss you so wanna get closer to you.
Friday, November 24, 2006
MATHAN!
haha. watching horror movies with mathangi is really a joke. she screams at every "scary" part and it's really funny! the colic and 9:56 just now. LOL. hahahahahaha. laughing like hell after everytime she screams. sean, melvin and me. hahaha. really fun watching with her. anyway today, suppose to jog, study, BUT. as usual none of these happen. end up slacking in sean's house. and then hanging out in west mall and watching 9:56, which is really dumb and un-understandable. haha. but had a fun time with 3 of them. hahahahha MATHAN YOU SO CUTE!
and yesterday.. was saints odac jog. coooool being the IC. though didnt do much. just brief and stuff.... and was quite slack. stopping and everything. sigh. then only around 13 people turn up i think... cause the rest overseas, or some other reasons. hahaha. it's okay... experience.. hopefully.... i do better next time. after the jog... got the krabi talk and everything. then we went home. and met up at night to celebrate geok's birthday! hahaha. yumin, mel, weihao, ziyi and me went. hahaha. was great! hope geok you had a nice birthday. =) we watched step up. 2nd time for me! which i think it's worth it. not bad movie... with the nice dances and all. really nice. inspired to dance! hahaa. then... we had dinner at swensens. and a birthday cake surprise for her! hahahah. so sweet.
stayed over at mummy's on monday. haha. love her house la. hai. so my sis is moving school again. somewhere in hougang. no more her next year! that's kinda sad. sigh. if things gonna piss me off next year, off to mummy's house. sigh... sounding like i'm making use of her.. ahaha. nvm. KAN ZHE BAN.
studies is really gone case. not much time left. really! please pray hard that i'll buck up next week. finish up chemistry. and then after krabi trip, maths. bio huh. byebye lor. haha. and next year, major happenings:
A levels. (to study hard for it)
Piano practical exam.
Music theory exam.
OEC.
LTC.
lots of activities in odac.
okay la... not that bad la. SO FUN!
happy birthday to you. =)
haha.
and yesterday.. was saints odac jog. coooool being the IC. though didnt do much. just brief and stuff.... and was quite slack. stopping and everything. sigh. then only around 13 people turn up i think... cause the rest overseas, or some other reasons. hahaha. it's okay... experience.. hopefully.... i do better next time. after the jog... got the krabi talk and everything. then we went home. and met up at night to celebrate geok's birthday! hahaha. yumin, mel, weihao, ziyi and me went. hahaha. was great! hope geok you had a nice birthday. =) we watched step up. 2nd time for me! which i think it's worth it. not bad movie... with the nice dances and all. really nice. inspired to dance! hahaa. then... we had dinner at swensens. and a birthday cake surprise for her! hahahah. so sweet.
stayed over at mummy's on monday. haha. love her house la. hai. so my sis is moving school again. somewhere in hougang. no more her next year! that's kinda sad. sigh. if things gonna piss me off next year, off to mummy's house. sigh... sounding like i'm making use of her.. ahaha. nvm. KAN ZHE BAN.
studies is really gone case. not much time left. really! please pray hard that i'll buck up next week. finish up chemistry. and then after krabi trip, maths. bio huh. byebye lor. haha. and next year, major happenings:
A levels. (to study hard for it)
Piano practical exam.
Music theory exam.
OEC.
LTC.
lots of activities in odac.
okay la... not that bad la. SO FUN!
happy birthday to you. =)
haha.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
=)))))))))))
haha. yesterday was so much fun. spent with tian bee and weixing.. my 2 very good pri sch friends since pri 1. it's great la. that we're still in contact and meeting up every now and then. and it's only recently that we opened up to each other. and tell "more than that" stuffs. yeah.. it's like more personal. and close. that feeling. hahahahha. anyway.. we went to k box. and as usual.... SIGH. haha. half of the songs they sang i dunno. cause why? chinese songs. totally my fault that the mood isnt so high. but yeah.. quite alright la.. then we went for dinner.. and chatted at weixing's house downstairs there.. the playground. lol. it was nice.
THE WORLD IS TURNING GAY.
haha. today... sigh. slept. and slept.
piano exam and theory exam next year. NEXT YEAR. which is like 3 months away. and i'm halfway there. oh god. better buck up. and also studies. touched nothing yet. gonna start tomorrow. next week onwards. STUDY. and PIANO. priorities. and everything else after that. must read book. haha. and clean room. bla bla...
relax. relax. one thing at a time.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
THE WORLD IS TURNING GAY.
haha. today... sigh. slept. and slept.
piano exam and theory exam next year. NEXT YEAR. which is like 3 months away. and i'm halfway there. oh god. better buck up. and also studies. touched nothing yet. gonna start tomorrow. next week onwards. STUDY. and PIANO. priorities. and everything else after that. must read book. haha. and clean room. bla bla...
relax. relax. one thing at a time.
sigh. sigh. sigh.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
just floating.
today's kayaking was great! although i totally suck at it really. cant bloody control the kayak, and pedal in a straight line. and backward pedal was totally crap. hahaha. but it was fun. and the capsize drill. damn scared at first. but actually quite alright la. just dont panic and stay calm! yeah. but really. i'm not a water person. i dont like water sports. and i think it's twice as straineous as on land. is there such a word haha. anyway. next kayaking session next next week. gonna be tough! anyway it's also those nice instructors that make such courses fun and enjoyable. really feel sad when the course ends and you'll feel like, that's it?
didnt join the odacers for dinner.. met melvin and sean. hahah. westmall forever. had dinner. and sat at kopi teh and chatted happily. so nice. hahaha.
yesterday... hahahah. handed in GPP early in the morning. and then... had trek dryrun. which was alright... well the games are gonna be fun! hope i conduct them well.. sigh... why am i still afraid. fucking shit.
and on monday. "escape". didnt know it only opens on weekends. mon to fri, closed. so we went to vivo... haha. okay lor. catching up with them. nice. then watched flushed away with sean. not bad la... quite funny. haha.
so yay! finally one day free tomorrow. gonna practise piano.. read book. do theory homework.. and just stay home and chill. haha.
helen just left without saying anything! and my dad also never inform us. so it is probably that they think i dont care, so not bothering to tell me.
I DUNNO LA.
sigh.
didnt join the odacers for dinner.. met melvin and sean. hahah. westmall forever. had dinner. and sat at kopi teh and chatted happily. so nice. hahaha.
yesterday... hahahah. handed in GPP early in the morning. and then... had trek dryrun. which was alright... well the games are gonna be fun! hope i conduct them well.. sigh... why am i still afraid. fucking shit.
and on monday. "escape". didnt know it only opens on weekends. mon to fri, closed. so we went to vivo... haha. okay lor. catching up with them. nice. then watched flushed away with sean. not bad la... quite funny. haha.
so yay! finally one day free tomorrow. gonna practise piano.. read book. do theory homework.. and just stay home and chill. haha.
helen just left without saying anything! and my dad also never inform us. so it is probably that they think i dont care, so not bothering to tell me.
I DUNNO LA.
sigh.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
hehe
haha.haha.haha.
another one stupid full of things week coming up.
monday. escape with xueting hweeting huili and sean! so exciting cant wait to meet them.
then tuesday. have to go back to school to hand in gpf. then after that got trek dryrun.
wednesday. odac. kayaking.
thursday. THANK GOD nothing on.
friday. odac trek.
saturday. piano lesson. and kbox with weixing and tian bee. yay!
sunday. haha. free.
haha... when will the time come when i wake up everyday not knowing what will happen and just take things as they come.
anyway friday night was pretty fun. went to watch midnight movie with melvin and sean. after that went to xiu's house to stayover. well i'm quite a weakling so after a few games of bridge, the bridgers fell asleep while the mahjongers played on till 5 plus. we woke up at 10 plus. had breakfast cum lunch. then home. i went to mummy's house. hahaha. started to slack like crazy. played warcraft and watched movies. and sleep one thousand. haha. quite nice... sis and me. then slept there and next day continued the slackiness. met danchen just now it was her birthday. had dinner with her and my sis. hahaha. nice catching up with her. OMG AMERICA WITH HER AND WU YI SOUNDS SO FREEAKING NICE! hai really wish i could go. but i still dont dare to ask my dad. hai.. still not on good terms with him and helen. sorry la omg. i really cant bring myself to be so nice suddenly. it's not like he's so nice to me. parents and teens problem argh! just fuck. i'll try. i'll try.
what else... no time for studies.
no time for piano.
where's that interest.
another one stupid full of things week coming up.
monday. escape with xueting hweeting huili and sean! so exciting cant wait to meet them.
then tuesday. have to go back to school to hand in gpf. then after that got trek dryrun.
wednesday. odac. kayaking.
thursday. THANK GOD nothing on.
friday. odac trek.
saturday. piano lesson. and kbox with weixing and tian bee. yay!
sunday. haha. free.
haha... when will the time come when i wake up everyday not knowing what will happen and just take things as they come.
anyway friday night was pretty fun. went to watch midnight movie with melvin and sean. after that went to xiu's house to stayover. well i'm quite a weakling so after a few games of bridge, the bridgers fell asleep while the mahjongers played on till 5 plus. we woke up at 10 plus. had breakfast cum lunch. then home. i went to mummy's house. hahaha. started to slack like crazy. played warcraft and watched movies. and sleep one thousand. haha. quite nice... sis and me. then slept there and next day continued the slackiness. met danchen just now it was her birthday. had dinner with her and my sis. hahaha. nice catching up with her. OMG AMERICA WITH HER AND WU YI SOUNDS SO FREEAKING NICE! hai really wish i could go. but i still dont dare to ask my dad. hai.. still not on good terms with him and helen. sorry la omg. i really cant bring myself to be so nice suddenly. it's not like he's so nice to me. parents and teens problem argh! just fuck. i'll try. i'll try.
what else... no time for studies.
no time for piano.
where's that interest.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
time to relax
hahahh PW IS OVER!
so happy. end of it. i dont give a shit what grade i get. the only thing it has contributed to my life is, misery. hahah. maybe not. of course it was nice to work with christina, huiqin, farhana and keert. hope yeah... we'll continue to talk and stuff. haha. anyway op yesterday was fine. not as bad as i expected, so hooray. then spent the rest of the day with BMS.
today... was suppose to have trek dryrun. but rained. so met BMS. yeah.. and stuff. came home early today.
anyway it's the holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!! i should rejoice. and just relax. and although there's studies to worry about.. and odac things.. just take it easy. and find time to do what i like. and of course cant wait for christmas. but i guess this year's wont be as nice. i miss so many people, and cant wait to meet them soon. i wonder how it would be like if i spent my time:
staying at home and spend time with family.
really taking care and giving the cats and the rabbits and the guinea pig and the terrapin and the plants serious attention.
jogging regularly.
reading the newspapers everyday.
clearing up my room.
doing housework.
studying.
playing piano and reading books.
and not:
going out.
going out.
and going out.
and the only thing i do at home is, using the computer and watching the tv.
sigh. and i just realised... actually. i have been the fucked up one at home. not that i have only realised now.. but i am regretting that i chose to ignore everything. and being rude to my dad. and not trying. not trying at all.
and also not understanding some people at all.
it's just what you choose. choose to think, choose to behave. when you actually already know what will happen.
i also dont know what i'm talking about. but anyway, perhaps it's time to forget and let go. and not start blaming myself. and start afresh.
MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR.
also, seek to learn and improve.
so happy. end of it. i dont give a shit what grade i get. the only thing it has contributed to my life is, misery. hahah. maybe not. of course it was nice to work with christina, huiqin, farhana and keert. hope yeah... we'll continue to talk and stuff. haha. anyway op yesterday was fine. not as bad as i expected, so hooray. then spent the rest of the day with BMS.
today... was suppose to have trek dryrun. but rained. so met BMS. yeah.. and stuff. came home early today.
anyway it's the holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!! i should rejoice. and just relax. and although there's studies to worry about.. and odac things.. just take it easy. and find time to do what i like. and of course cant wait for christmas. but i guess this year's wont be as nice. i miss so many people, and cant wait to meet them soon. i wonder how it would be like if i spent my time:
staying at home and spend time with family.
really taking care and giving the cats and the rabbits and the guinea pig and the terrapin and the plants serious attention.
jogging regularly.
reading the newspapers everyday.
clearing up my room.
doing housework.
studying.
playing piano and reading books.
and not:
going out.
going out.
and going out.
and the only thing i do at home is, using the computer and watching the tv.
sigh. and i just realised... actually. i have been the fucked up one at home. not that i have only realised now.. but i am regretting that i chose to ignore everything. and being rude to my dad. and not trying. not trying at all.
and also not understanding some people at all.
it's just what you choose. choose to think, choose to behave. when you actually already know what will happen.
i also dont know what i'm talking about. but anyway, perhaps it's time to forget and let go. and not start blaming myself. and start afresh.
MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR.
also, seek to learn and improve.
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