its time to party.
she sings.
she drinks.
she entertains her friends.
she laughs and screams.
she gets drunk.
she cries.
she chases the whole world away with her hysteria.
she sleeps.
and says sorry the next day.
and the whole cycle repeats.
every christmas day.
every new year's eve.
every "suppose to be fun and enjoyable" occasion.
argh!
pisses me off. everytime this kinda shit happens. fuckkkkkkkk really. and then she goes...
my daughter doesnt love me.
love is bullshit.
men are bullshit.
i just want my daughters to be with me, and i'll be happy.
i still love your father.
why richavel dont wanna come and see me.
richalynn why do you come.
irritating really...
things she say really wanna make you cry and laugh at the same time.
sigh.........
anyway, not a very nice christmas spent after all... in mummy's house.. her friends came over. and as usual karaoke and food and alcohol. i was totally sianded cause, no one my age was around... hahah. so... i watched tv and sat around in the room with my sis and her friends. totally pathetic i know. sigh. so sorry i didnt join the odacers.
aiya whatever la... plus the stupid headache. argh. christmas eve. a little better. with my sis and joe at home. hahaha. we did nothing but the company was so much better. joe is really fun! hahaha. anyway she keeps calling me retarded. lol. then the day before i met them at suntec. we ate at kenny rogers.. played arcade and watched charlotte's web! nice nice. worth watching. haha. the spidey... damn wei da can. a promise is a promise. haha.. then joe stayed over at the house. hehe we played resident evil! damn exciting game. and my sis is so damn brave totally not scared. plays so well tooo... haha. i'm not that bad la still a bit scared. lol. and yeah.. left house at around 1 am and came here...
argh! plan to meet akbar and suria failed again. sigh. feel bad. like 4th time i sorta pang seh? really really so sorry.
anyway.. my dad's coming back... and no more late hanging out already i guess...
oh my god just realised this is the last week of the holiday!!! sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. depression. although i look forward to seeing the j1s next year. lol. but studies not ready. and thats the major thing. sigh. sigh. and odac full steam again.
nvm.. one thing at a time.. take it slowly. take it well.. life's fun when things happen totally unexpectedly.
just be ready to catch the ball when it's thrown at you. =)
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Saturday, December 23, 2006
I hope you dance
Lee Ann Womack & Sons o/t Desert
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. (Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
Dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance.. (Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
hahahah. was watching shall we dance, and reminded of this song. and then thought of miss ngiam playing this song for us on POP day. it was very very very meaningful. and it still is. hahaha. this is gonna be like my prayer for next year. haha...
gonna meet up with sis and joe later. hahahah.
last 2 days was studying with mathangi in yew tee macs. so damn conducive. haha. and melvin was with us too yesterday. studied till 12.30 to catch the last train.
and those plans to meet up in the middle of the night with akbar and suria, all failed. hahahah. hopefully la can meet up soon.
so dead.. so much work left. oh god. try my best. sigh but next week also so many things. tmd.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
sin less, love more.
Lee Ann Womack & Sons o/t Desert
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. (Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
Dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance. I hope you dance....I hope you dance.. (Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
hahahah. was watching shall we dance, and reminded of this song. and then thought of miss ngiam playing this song for us on POP day. it was very very very meaningful. and it still is. hahaha. this is gonna be like my prayer for next year. haha...
gonna meet up with sis and joe later. hahahah.
last 2 days was studying with mathangi in yew tee macs. so damn conducive. haha. and melvin was with us too yesterday. studied till 12.30 to catch the last train.
and those plans to meet up in the middle of the night with akbar and suria, all failed. hahahah. hopefully la can meet up soon.
so dead.. so much work left. oh god. try my best. sigh but next week also so many things. tmd.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
sin less, love more.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
haha. sean is in sweden now! wonder how is it like there... snow... white... damn cold and serene... hahahhaha. matthew, ghani and i sent him off last night. i gave him tt beanie thing. lol. then nth much.. just chatted and had coffee. miss him!
then after that... i went to bugis. and did nothing. omg. i am damn dumb took some bus back to woodlands. wanted to drop off at balmoral plaza and change bus. but missed it. so i took until bukit panjang and alighted at a wrong busstop, no bus home. sigh so i took cab home. 3 cabs in a day. let me see... 12+14+8=34. SIGH. last night just felt like slacking. and of course i did.
then piano lesson and oec meeting yesterday.
should be studying and practising piano today.
nothing done yet.
then after that... i went to bugis. and did nothing. omg. i am damn dumb took some bus back to woodlands. wanted to drop off at balmoral plaza and change bus. but missed it. so i took until bukit panjang and alighted at a wrong busstop, no bus home. sigh so i took cab home. 3 cabs in a day. let me see... 12+14+8=34. SIGH. last night just felt like slacking. and of course i did.
then piano lesson and oec meeting yesterday.
should be studying and practising piano today.
nothing done yet.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
RAIN!
damn cooooooling, i'm loving it. non-stop for 2 days already. nice la. hahah. longest rain this year i think... it really gives this kind of peace. nice feeling. best to just stay indoors and slack around.
but this afternoon quite fucked up la. was christmas shopping in town with matthew. then couldnt get out of taka and wisma. so stuck there, unable to look for presents. i'm so slow to decide! hahaha. so now i'm still left with quite a few to buy. blooooody no money left with 30 in pocket, and borrowing 150 from sis. sigh. next year onwards la, i'll be a good spender.
yep, so today was with matthew. hahahha. had fun walking around with him. laughing over stupid stuffs and everything. BEST FRIENDS!
after that went to meet my DEAREST PRI SCH FRIENDS! it was a christmas potluck in gladys' house. was so happy to see them, like always. gladys, jocelyn, yvonne, hongyi, alan, mingjie and me. hahaha. it was pretty fun. with all that lameness hahahahha. plus yvonne's super funny candid shots. then we played zhong ji mi ma. punishment was to eat a mixture of food, which was quite disgusting. hahha.. then as usual took loads of pics. love them! and had the present exchange. i got jocelyn's bucket of sweets! quite nice la.... hahah. yep, then we headed home in a cab. cant wait for the counting down together!!!
yesterday.. oec taskforce had our first recce in pulau ubin for next year's oec! WAS SO FUN CYCLING THERE!!!! my god. best cycling spot in singapore. really! it was like so exciting cycling in the non-road paths. plus all the puddles of water from the rain. and then it started to rain, we put on our poncho and cycled. damn fun! though we looked like a bunch of fools. really loving it la. then cycling up the slopes, damn funny la! looking at each other trying our mighty best to cycle to the end of the up slope, but couldnt. super like mini mountain biking. haha. yeah... then miss seow and us cycled to the campsite, and other possible check points. had fun really. love oec taskforce. =D then we discussed some stuffs before leaving ubin.
i travelled back to bb and met sean and ghani. new friend made! nice. hahah. hung around in west mall.. coffee bean. then mathan came. and we sat and chat for a bit. FUCKING SEAN LOL.
waiter hafiz comes to clear our table.
sean points at me and says to him,"she thinks hongyi(another waiter in coffee bean) is cute."
hafiz giggles and said "okay i know", walks in, tells hongyi, and points at our table.
my back was facing them la... so i have no idea what was their expressions.
and this is not the first time!
worst thing was........................ last time jx sean and me together in coffee bean.. then because jx thought he was cute. and being us, we wanted to get attention from him, i wrote something like "hong yi can i have your number?" on the coffee bean receipt and jx poked it into the needle at the counter there where you receive your drinks! so yeah. the whole coffee bean crew saw it, and yeah. i think hong yi is pretty freaked out. and it was pretty obvious he was like avoiding to appear whenever we were in coffee bean. oh mans.
my point is, hahahhahaha. i'm very embarrassed. cause he's gonna think i'm the one that is desperate for him.
actually i dont care la! hahahhaha. smallie.
hahhaa. after coffee bean, it was macs. then ghani's house. yea... OH MY GOSH HIS CATS!!!! one was persian which is VVVVVEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY cute. my god. and the other.. was very fat and cute as well, and more friendly.
haha. we sat around in his room. then mathan left. 3 of us went back to his house. and sorta stayed over. hahaha. had a nice time. nice knowing you ghani!
then... sean and i went home at 6 am.. i slept till 1150 today.. and yeah. met matthew and stuffs.
haven start work yet!!!!!!!!!!! god. no feel at all. got that kinda needa sort things out and settle down first feeling.
haha.
i miss all of you.
but this afternoon quite fucked up la. was christmas shopping in town with matthew. then couldnt get out of taka and wisma. so stuck there, unable to look for presents. i'm so slow to decide! hahaha. so now i'm still left with quite a few to buy. blooooody no money left with 30 in pocket, and borrowing 150 from sis. sigh. next year onwards la, i'll be a good spender.
yep, so today was with matthew. hahahha. had fun walking around with him. laughing over stupid stuffs and everything. BEST FRIENDS!
after that went to meet my DEAREST PRI SCH FRIENDS! it was a christmas potluck in gladys' house. was so happy to see them, like always. gladys, jocelyn, yvonne, hongyi, alan, mingjie and me. hahaha. it was pretty fun. with all that lameness hahahahha. plus yvonne's super funny candid shots. then we played zhong ji mi ma. punishment was to eat a mixture of food, which was quite disgusting. hahha.. then as usual took loads of pics. love them! and had the present exchange. i got jocelyn's bucket of sweets! quite nice la.... hahah. yep, then we headed home in a cab. cant wait for the counting down together!!!
yesterday.. oec taskforce had our first recce in pulau ubin for next year's oec! WAS SO FUN CYCLING THERE!!!! my god. best cycling spot in singapore. really! it was like so exciting cycling in the non-road paths. plus all the puddles of water from the rain. and then it started to rain, we put on our poncho and cycled. damn fun! though we looked like a bunch of fools. really loving it la. then cycling up the slopes, damn funny la! looking at each other trying our mighty best to cycle to the end of the up slope, but couldnt. super like mini mountain biking. haha. yeah... then miss seow and us cycled to the campsite, and other possible check points. had fun really. love oec taskforce. =D then we discussed some stuffs before leaving ubin.
i travelled back to bb and met sean and ghani. new friend made! nice. hahah. hung around in west mall.. coffee bean. then mathan came. and we sat and chat for a bit. FUCKING SEAN LOL.
waiter hafiz comes to clear our table.
sean points at me and says to him,"she thinks hongyi(another waiter in coffee bean) is cute."
hafiz giggles and said "okay i know", walks in, tells hongyi, and points at our table.
my back was facing them la... so i have no idea what was their expressions.
and this is not the first time!
worst thing was........................ last time jx sean and me together in coffee bean.. then because jx thought he was cute. and being us, we wanted to get attention from him, i wrote something like "hong yi can i have your number?" on the coffee bean receipt and jx poked it into the needle at the counter there where you receive your drinks! so yeah. the whole coffee bean crew saw it, and yeah. i think hong yi is pretty freaked out. and it was pretty obvious he was like avoiding to appear whenever we were in coffee bean. oh mans.
my point is, hahahhahaha. i'm very embarrassed. cause he's gonna think i'm the one that is desperate for him.
actually i dont care la! hahahhaha. smallie.
hahhaa. after coffee bean, it was macs. then ghani's house. yea... OH MY GOSH HIS CATS!!!! one was persian which is VVVVVEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY cute. my god. and the other.. was very fat and cute as well, and more friendly.
haha. we sat around in his room. then mathan left. 3 of us went back to his house. and sorta stayed over. hahaha. had a nice time. nice knowing you ghani!
then... sean and i went home at 6 am.. i slept till 1150 today.. and yeah. met matthew and stuffs.
haven start work yet!!!!!!!!!!! god. no feel at all. got that kinda needa sort things out and settle down first feeling.
haha.
i miss all of you.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
anyway hanging out with sis and joe was pretty nice. last night i met them at swissotel. had a buffet dinner there. damn cool la tt hotel. and there was this pianist playing in the lobby there. i dont mind that kinda job man. hahaha. anyway the buffet sucked. food not nice la. okay la... feel so bad about joe paying for all my stuffs. then after that we walked to marina square to watch dejavu!!! again for me. hahahah. damn cool la. denzel washington. and the plot. i finally understand it fully. after my sis's kind explanation. so if you wish to believe, everything is happening repeatedly in different dimensions. cheeeem la tmd. after that went to esplanade for dessert! at Max's i think. or something like that. tried a new thing. called succau. hahahhaah damn nice la. thanks joe again for bringing me to try new stuffs. damn nice of her.
she came to our house to stay over. and yeah.. helped us install some new ram shit into our com to make it faster.
and today woke up at 2pm. now wasting time away. sigh...........
fuck it.
nothing's concrete. nothing's to stay.
anyway hanging out with sis and joe was pretty nice. last night i met them at swissotel. had a buffet dinner there. damn cool la tt hotel. and there was this pianist playing in the lobby there. i dont mind that kinda job man. hahaha. anyway the buffet sucked. food not nice la. okay la... feel so bad about joe paying for all my stuffs. then after that we walked to marina square to watch dejavu!!! again for me. hahahah. damn cool la. denzel washington. and the plot. i finally understand it fully. after my sis's kind explanation. so if you wish to believe, everything is happening repeatedly in different dimensions. cheeeem la tmd. after that went to esplanade for dessert! at Max's i think. or something like that. tried a new thing. called succau. hahahhaah damn nice la. thanks joe again for bringing me to try new stuffs. damn nice of her.
she came to our house to stay over. and yeah.. helped us install some new ram shit into our com to make it faster.
and today woke up at 2pm. now wasting time away. sigh...........
fuck it.
nothing's concrete. nothing's to stay.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Sunrise during take off. DAMN NICE.
Krabi Full Strength.
View from top. damn nice la can. wind blowingshimmering waters and clear horizon. hahaha.
Walking down Ao Nang street. Shopping!
Yumin, val and I on the top of Tiger Cave.
mr lam-"not thai girl cave". jokes really.
hahahh. only some pics here. all the others have to get from the rest. hahahah. missing out kayaking pics and island hopping pics. soon!
AO NANG, KRABI!!!
god just came back from krabi. and i miss it so much!!! promise myself to go back again. love that place really. well i'm not gonna blog about every single detail cause i've already done it in the odac journal. this trip, was unbelievable. odac learnt a lot a lot. from every single activity. there were so much to learn from. and we definitely got closer and i feel the love now! as in, we're more family-like now. hahaha. got to know more about most people. i love you guys. really really love you guys. thank god for allowing me to choose and get into odac. personally i have gained much too. =) so glad. we did things like, okay first day was the forest trek. we went to the natural swimming pool (Emerald Pool), and the hot spring which was DAMN SHIOK. in between we also went to the source of the waters in the forest where val and me fell into the deep mud. hahahahhahaha. had a good laugh. 2nd day, it was kayaking. most enjoyable part of it was the BEAUTIFUL sceneries. really oh my god. and i paddled with wei hao which was enjoyable. plus the damn good looking kayak instructor. hahahah. then 3rd day, ROCK CLIMBING!!! my favourite. and i managed to climb up to the top of the 2 longer lanes. although climbed only 3. but i had a great time. really rock climbing i like it a lot. i must go further and pursue it somehow. 4th day. island hopping! and the highlight was snorkling. damn nice. those cute little fish and corals. i was like holding on to the bread close to my face and all the fish came so damn close. NICE! then 5th day shopping. and 5th day went to climb up tiger cave before going back to singapore. hahahah the climb so damn tiring. 1003 steps. staircase after staircase. but the view up there was fantastic. =)
so now i'm back in singapore, totally not ready to start on hw. but i will.
hahahah.
i love thai people. they're like damn nice, hospitable, obliging. and i really like hearing them speak their language. and their food!! gosh, damn delicious. and having to eat tom yam soup almost everyday was a joy for me. hahahaha. pineapple rocks too.
i found what mr ho spoke to us about rockclimbing really inspiring. it's like, you view life like rockclimbing. treating your destinations like the goals you have in life. and all the hand holds and grips and steps can be seen as obstacles or solutions. so you have to like view life positively. and having people at the bottom of the rockwall cheering you on and of course your belayer which gives you the most support, can represent all the people in your life, encouraging you, pushing you on. and also looking at the goal so high and difficult to reach, dont give up and move on step by step. after each step, another step will appear. and when you're rockclimbing, you will concentrate on holding on to the next handhold or making the next step, rather then focusing on the end point. same thing in life, concentrate on the little things you have to accomplish one by one rather then wanting to jump to the end point right away. one more thing, dont give up before even trying to climb up the rockwall, cause from the bottom you have only one view, at the top you can see everything.
yep that's about it. perserverance, never give up without even trying, always have a positive mindset, take things slowly one at a time, a little bit more and we'll reach our goals. and the rewards are definitely breathtaking.
HAHA. i love rockclimbing.
totally respect all the teachers of odac.
so... this trip has definitely made a difference in my life. really learnt a lot a lot through all the reviewing sessions and things said by my friends, teachers. one really memorable experience.
Krabi.
i'm going back! hahahhaa. anyway... this morning had oec meeting with mr lam. he told us what to do and everything. i'm pretty excited to see the j1s next yr. hahha. okay gonna concentrate on studies and music and odac now.
pictures of krabi probably will post later.
so now i'm back in singapore, totally not ready to start on hw. but i will.
hahahah.
i love thai people. they're like damn nice, hospitable, obliging. and i really like hearing them speak their language. and their food!! gosh, damn delicious. and having to eat tom yam soup almost everyday was a joy for me. hahahaha. pineapple rocks too.
i found what mr ho spoke to us about rockclimbing really inspiring. it's like, you view life like rockclimbing. treating your destinations like the goals you have in life. and all the hand holds and grips and steps can be seen as obstacles or solutions. so you have to like view life positively. and having people at the bottom of the rockwall cheering you on and of course your belayer which gives you the most support, can represent all the people in your life, encouraging you, pushing you on. and also looking at the goal so high and difficult to reach, dont give up and move on step by step. after each step, another step will appear. and when you're rockclimbing, you will concentrate on holding on to the next handhold or making the next step, rather then focusing on the end point. same thing in life, concentrate on the little things you have to accomplish one by one rather then wanting to jump to the end point right away. one more thing, dont give up before even trying to climb up the rockwall, cause from the bottom you have only one view, at the top you can see everything.
yep that's about it. perserverance, never give up without even trying, always have a positive mindset, take things slowly one at a time, a little bit more and we'll reach our goals. and the rewards are definitely breathtaking.
HAHA. i love rockclimbing.
totally respect all the teachers of odac.
so... this trip has definitely made a difference in my life. really learnt a lot a lot through all the reviewing sessions and things said by my friends, teachers. one really memorable experience.
Krabi.
i'm going back! hahahhaa. anyway... this morning had oec meeting with mr lam. he told us what to do and everything. i'm pretty excited to see the j1s next yr. hahha. okay gonna concentrate on studies and music and odac now.
pictures of krabi probably will post later.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
off to thailand =)
HAHA. that time forgot to blog about the chalet. S21's chalet. which only less than half the class went?? i went there at around 11.. after leaving matthew and ben. went there and only meifung.. christopher.. nurul.. jowy.. karthi.. peiwen.. tiffany.. were there. then started to play cards. went out to walk a while. then went back in to play cards again and chit chatted on the bed. we also had the lamest pillow fight on the bed, where we just jumped up and down, trying to push each other down. hahahha. we stayed up until 5 then went to the beach there. "sunrise". haha. went back to the chalet there to sleep! afternoon did a bit of cycling. hai.. i hope premila's fine. then evening bbq. was alright la everything. most of the time talking to meifung and peiwen. hahah love yous! =))) meifung's really sweet. hahahah.
went back at night. then next day got the cca teambulding dryrun. was alright. hahaha. nothing much lor. then after that went to meet suria akbar lokman and shannan. played pool. see them play dota. and watched movie! "the holiday" at 12 midnight. i thought it would be nice!!! damn sad la, disappointment. romantic comedy. my head. not that funny. and everything's so dull, nothing exciting! BUT JUDE LAW. oh my god! SO SEXY!!!! love his eyes! and smile!!! that smile without showing the teeth. god. damn attractive. hahahha. one of the sexiest actors around. hahah. so... not so nice movie after all!
hai.
going to the airport in 4 hours!!! sigh later damn tired. not enough sleep. so it's 6 days and chionging studies after that!! I MUST. cannot procrastinate anymore. if not really die. then must chiong music as well... sigh. theory.. practical.. exams in march. oh god. plus OEC meetings and a few outings, and CHRISTMAS! hahaha.
well gotta relax.
I CAN!
i miss you.
went back at night. then next day got the cca teambulding dryrun. was alright. hahaha. nothing much lor. then after that went to meet suria akbar lokman and shannan. played pool. see them play dota. and watched movie! "the holiday" at 12 midnight. i thought it would be nice!!! damn sad la, disappointment. romantic comedy. my head. not that funny. and everything's so dull, nothing exciting! BUT JUDE LAW. oh my god! SO SEXY!!!! love his eyes! and smile!!! that smile without showing the teeth. god. damn attractive. hahahha. one of the sexiest actors around. hahah. so... not so nice movie after all!
hai.
going to the airport in 4 hours!!! sigh later damn tired. not enough sleep. so it's 6 days and chionging studies after that!! I MUST. cannot procrastinate anymore. if not really die. then must chiong music as well... sigh. theory.. practical.. exams in march. oh god. plus OEC meetings and a few outings, and CHRISTMAS! hahaha.
well gotta relax.
I CAN!
i miss you.
Friday, December 08, 2006
sad case
another week. flew by just like that. damn fast. it wasnt so busy after all. which is a good thing. the tinkle thing was cancelled so i had tues and wed free. hahah.
MONDAY. had the last session of the 1 star kayaking course. that fucking day started out like crap. i was late. took 2 cabs, and both drivers had no idea where kallang sea sports club was. yes, it was not their fault, but still irritating. and i dunno what the hell was wrong with me. i knew that the cab driver didnt give me correct change, short of 2 dollars, and i still didnt ask him for it. make myself seem like a fool. damn.
that hug totally saved the day.
and kayaking is not my thing. lol. rescue drill was okay... just didnt like to kayak.
haha. forget it. so all of us passed this course. and thank you instructor james and peter. hahah.
after that, odac went to marina square to eat. had a nice time at the foodcourt there. that outdoor place is my favourite la.. haha. makes you feel so relaxed. then some of us went to esplanade rooftop there to sit and chat. i LOVE this kinda stuff. haha. we saw a shooting star!!!! gosh it's my first time seeing one. let's just hope that it is really a shooting star and the wish i made will come true. lol. rocks. shooting star. it should be la. white shiny flying thing appearring out of nowhere and across the night sky, disappearing into the buildings there. hahahah. then we went home.
next day went out with RMB again. lan-ed at bugis. for 3 hours? hahaha. quite fun. counterstrike. KILL KILL KILL!
then we went to eat. and matthew had to go for his chalet. so we splitted. and i went to meet akbar, mathangi, suria, shannan and liang ying. to play pool! at the usual place. damn fun. hehe. had dinner at macs. then home.
so wednesday we planned one full day of activities. jog, ice skate, movie, and pool. LOL. BUT, plan failed. we only managed to watch the movie. DEJAVU!!! damn cool show. although so complicated. but really interesting la. then we met up late, so jogging gone. SO SORRY. hahah. we went to check out ice skating. crowded like hell... and i saw cheryl, ziyi, yuda and minqi! hahaha. sooooooooooooooooooooo, decided not to iceskate because of the crowdedness. and we went to sentosa instead! to cycle. hahaha. which only took 1 hour. after tt we met sean in vivo and watched the movie. hehe. met ben's friend.
3 of us went to tampines but couldnt pool because it was too late. so we had dinner at BK. and we finally had our first concrete conversation?? lol. reincarnation. omg both of them, intellectuals. really. i'm like soooooooooooooooooo, ignorant.
we parted at the bus interchange. it's gonna be long till i see ben.
RMB! remember me. hahahahhaa.
hanging out with both of them, makes me realise a lot of things about myself. things that i lack in me. and makes me so wanna improve. like really. i dont know why. seems so silly i know. but yeah... really, thank you.
for being my friends!
HAHA.
inspirations.
i can one, no problem. lol.
i now know exactly, what i want to achieve.
hehe.
so tomorrow cca teambuilding dryrun. another obstacle for me. i'm a creep. i'm a weirdo. lol. okay... yeah. CONFIDENCE! it's all about acting like you can. and yes i can! (corny)
hahahah.. what's wrong with me. 17, and still stuck at dont know where. well, it's okay. i'll just have to start somewhere.
and after that it's KRABI!!! woo hooooo!
Something in your eyes makes me want
to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice makes my
heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've felt so low
If you knew how I wanted someone to
come along
And change my life the way you've done
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where
I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the darkthere's light
If you knew how much this moment
means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I've never thought I'd love anyone so much
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the wayback where I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
MONDAY. had the last session of the 1 star kayaking course. that fucking day started out like crap. i was late. took 2 cabs, and both drivers had no idea where kallang sea sports club was. yes, it was not their fault, but still irritating. and i dunno what the hell was wrong with me. i knew that the cab driver didnt give me correct change, short of 2 dollars, and i still didnt ask him for it. make myself seem like a fool. damn.
that hug totally saved the day.
and kayaking is not my thing. lol. rescue drill was okay... just didnt like to kayak.
haha. forget it. so all of us passed this course. and thank you instructor james and peter. hahah.
after that, odac went to marina square to eat. had a nice time at the foodcourt there. that outdoor place is my favourite la.. haha. makes you feel so relaxed. then some of us went to esplanade rooftop there to sit and chat. i LOVE this kinda stuff. haha. we saw a shooting star!!!! gosh it's my first time seeing one. let's just hope that it is really a shooting star and the wish i made will come true. lol. rocks. shooting star. it should be la. white shiny flying thing appearring out of nowhere and across the night sky, disappearing into the buildings there. hahahah. then we went home.
next day went out with RMB again. lan-ed at bugis. for 3 hours? hahaha. quite fun. counterstrike. KILL KILL KILL!
then we went to eat. and matthew had to go for his chalet. so we splitted. and i went to meet akbar, mathangi, suria, shannan and liang ying. to play pool! at the usual place. damn fun. hehe. had dinner at macs. then home.
so wednesday we planned one full day of activities. jog, ice skate, movie, and pool. LOL. BUT, plan failed. we only managed to watch the movie. DEJAVU!!! damn cool show. although so complicated. but really interesting la. then we met up late, so jogging gone. SO SORRY. hahah. we went to check out ice skating. crowded like hell... and i saw cheryl, ziyi, yuda and minqi! hahaha. sooooooooooooooooooooo, decided not to iceskate because of the crowdedness. and we went to sentosa instead! to cycle. hahaha. which only took 1 hour. after tt we met sean in vivo and watched the movie. hehe. met ben's friend.
3 of us went to tampines but couldnt pool because it was too late. so we had dinner at BK. and we finally had our first concrete conversation?? lol. reincarnation. omg both of them, intellectuals. really. i'm like soooooooooooooooooo, ignorant.
we parted at the bus interchange. it's gonna be long till i see ben.
RMB! remember me. hahahahhaa.
hanging out with both of them, makes me realise a lot of things about myself. things that i lack in me. and makes me so wanna improve. like really. i dont know why. seems so silly i know. but yeah... really, thank you.
for being my friends!
HAHA.
inspirations.
i can one, no problem. lol.
i now know exactly, what i want to achieve.
hehe.
so tomorrow cca teambuilding dryrun. another obstacle for me. i'm a creep. i'm a weirdo. lol. okay... yeah. CONFIDENCE! it's all about acting like you can. and yes i can! (corny)
hahahah.. what's wrong with me. 17, and still stuck at dont know where. well, it's okay. i'll just have to start somewhere.
and after that it's KRABI!!! woo hooooo!
Something in your eyes makes me want
to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice makes my
heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I've felt so low
If you knew how I wanted someone to
come along
And change my life the way you've done
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where
I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I'm alright cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the darkthere's light
If you knew how much this moment
means to me
And how long I've waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I've never thought I'd love anyone so much
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the wayback where I come from
Feels like home to me
Feels like home to me
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
Feels like I'm all the way back
where I belong
Monday, December 04, 2006
christmas is all around!
hahahah i'm so excited to blog this. cause so many nice things happen. hahah. so glad. =)))
shall talk about friday first! okay cool! odac had our first dryrun for the cca teambuilding next year. we're gonna be station masters and facilitators of some of the ccas. hahha. so... we played the games while the taskforce conducted them. pretty fun. hope the ccas will really feel teambuilding-fied next year. plus the high elements which probably gonna be fun! and then we had debriefing and stuff. and my game is the great pearl caper! hahah well, shall do my best. YUMIN'S DEBRIEFING DAMN POWER. hahahah.
after the dryrun, we waited for the bbq to start. some of us played basketball. haha fun. and then half started to paint the bouldering wall, and the other half prepared the pits and fire. hhaha. seniors started to arrive. met the J4s, 3s, and 2s!!! yep, so it's like starting fire, sitting around, eating. like any other bbq. then played soccer, ball, walked to the fitness corner there, track there. hahahha quite enjoyable la. then clean up time! washed, threw trash and everything. some of us chatted with chang dee and evadne at the sink there. hahahah. nice! love chang dee. =)) my fav senior. hopefully there'll really be an J1 and 2 mahjong or bridge session.
gladness. nice closure. nice smile.
haha.
after leaving sch, went to orchard to meet sean. hahaha. was going to meet jx after her clubbing. walked around with sean, took pictures with the really nice christmas tree outside paragon. haha. LOVE THE LIGHTS! then we decided to k box. exciting! yep sang and sang. ENGLISH SONGS. hahaha quite dumb. then jx arrived. hahahah. sang till 4. then went to sean's house to sleep. hahaha. i woke up at 6.30 and got home to sleep.
next day. met MATTHEW AND BEN! hahahha finally we meet after 1 year! i was so happy. hahahaha. went to cineleisure and heeren. ate at the wan tan mee stall there. okay so it's not bad. haha. then... watched DECK THE HALLS. oh god. really NO NO NO NO NO. dont freaking watch. dont even know why it's called deck the halls. hahahha but okay la................... little jokes here and there. really lame. haha. oh yeah before the movie! LAN! hahahhaha. first time playing. ben intro-ed to me. CS! it's quite late to play now la but i quite like it. hahaha. yep not bad... i like such shooting games la... especially with all the blood and everything. haha. then we took pics. haha. went with them to tampines. went for mass for a while. we were damn late. okay it has been like 1 2 3 4 5 6 months i've been to mass. kill me. shoot me. burn me. sigh.... dont feel anything. no faith. sigh. after that went home while they went to their party. haha.
hehe. today. met up with them again! cabbed down to ben's house. with my sis and joe. hahaha. then we pool-ed. and went to bugis. ate. and CS-ed. fun fun. hahah.
RMB. hehe.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, phew! it's gonna be 2 weeks of non-stop action.
kayaking, tinkle thing, class chalet, cca teambuilding dryrun, and then off to KRABI!
KRABI! hahah quite excited.
after that would be oec recce and meeting.
completing of HW.
CHRISTMAS!!!!! my fav time of the year. it's just is. gonna spend it with mummy. haha.
daddy's not gonna be around. hahahahahahahhahahahhaahaha.
haha.
ENJOY! take things easy... it's holidays after all.
shall talk about friday first! okay cool! odac had our first dryrun for the cca teambuilding next year. we're gonna be station masters and facilitators of some of the ccas. hahha. so... we played the games while the taskforce conducted them. pretty fun. hope the ccas will really feel teambuilding-fied next year. plus the high elements which probably gonna be fun! and then we had debriefing and stuff. and my game is the great pearl caper! hahah well, shall do my best. YUMIN'S DEBRIEFING DAMN POWER. hahahah.
after the dryrun, we waited for the bbq to start. some of us played basketball. haha fun. and then half started to paint the bouldering wall, and the other half prepared the pits and fire. hhaha. seniors started to arrive. met the J4s, 3s, and 2s!!! yep, so it's like starting fire, sitting around, eating. like any other bbq. then played soccer, ball, walked to the fitness corner there, track there. hahahha quite enjoyable la. then clean up time! washed, threw trash and everything. some of us chatted with chang dee and evadne at the sink there. hahahah. nice! love chang dee. =)) my fav senior. hopefully there'll really be an J1 and 2 mahjong or bridge session.
gladness. nice closure. nice smile.
haha.
after leaving sch, went to orchard to meet sean. hahaha. was going to meet jx after her clubbing. walked around with sean, took pictures with the really nice christmas tree outside paragon. haha. LOVE THE LIGHTS! then we decided to k box. exciting! yep sang and sang. ENGLISH SONGS. hahaha quite dumb. then jx arrived. hahahah. sang till 4. then went to sean's house to sleep. hahaha. i woke up at 6.30 and got home to sleep.
next day. met MATTHEW AND BEN! hahahha finally we meet after 1 year! i was so happy. hahahaha. went to cineleisure and heeren. ate at the wan tan mee stall there. okay so it's not bad. haha. then... watched DECK THE HALLS. oh god. really NO NO NO NO NO. dont freaking watch. dont even know why it's called deck the halls. hahahha but okay la................... little jokes here and there. really lame. haha. oh yeah before the movie! LAN! hahahhaha. first time playing. ben intro-ed to me. CS! it's quite late to play now la but i quite like it. hahaha. yep not bad... i like such shooting games la... especially with all the blood and everything. haha. then we took pics. haha. went with them to tampines. went for mass for a while. we were damn late. okay it has been like 1 2 3 4 5 6 months i've been to mass. kill me. shoot me. burn me. sigh.... dont feel anything. no faith. sigh. after that went home while they went to their party. haha.
hehe. today. met up with them again! cabbed down to ben's house. with my sis and joe. hahaha. then we pool-ed. and went to bugis. ate. and CS-ed. fun fun. hahah.
RMB. hehe.
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, phew! it's gonna be 2 weeks of non-stop action.
kayaking, tinkle thing, class chalet, cca teambuilding dryrun, and then off to KRABI!
KRABI! hahah quite excited.
after that would be oec recce and meeting.
completing of HW.
CHRISTMAS!!!!! my fav time of the year. it's just is. gonna spend it with mummy. haha.
daddy's not gonna be around. hahahahahahahhahahahhaahaha.
haha.
ENJOY! take things easy... it's holidays after all.
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