thinking of you guys keep me sane.

heehee.

make us disappear!

sometimes when you just wanna escape from EVERYTHING.

that feeling.

sucks.

you just dont wanna be anywhere at all.

but in your own world.

where everything is pretty and nice.

green grass everywhere. flowers. pretty butterflies. clear blue sky. tall umbrella trees.










okay whatever.......... haha.

today was gooood. orientation dryrun. and i'm gonna be a facilitator! with yuda.. hahaha. fun fun. looking forward to it. and everything went smoothly. odacers are feeling the stress piling up. all have different tasks to accomplish. i just hope that everyone copes well.. dont take things toooooooo seriously. and just have fun doing our things. really happy that everyone's here for everyone!

and after odac... discussed some oec stuff. EMERGENCY! we're really no where. nothing's concrete yet. but yeah.. one step at a time..

and lying down on the track with cheryl and geok was very nice. the breeze. nice night sky with the clouds and stars and moon. just lying there. and talking. =)))))))))))))) really like tt.

the thing is.

a little at a time.

and enjoy every moment of it.

leng leng.

hahahha finally the first 2 days of the week are over! they are really the crappiest days of the week. monday one shot tutorials. and tues one shot lectures, plus irritating chem prac.

luckily there's such a thing called PE.

sigh. felt totally annoyed today. SIGH. just hate maths la.

dunno whats wrong also.

anyway. anyway anyway. CCA TEAMBUILDING DAY 2007! organised by saints odac.

was a success!!!! hahaha. held on saturday. and everything was great. despite the rain. we still carried on with most of the plan. and.. everyone did great.

hai i have no time to talk about every single thing.

but i really really gain a lot through this teambuilding day. and i hope i'm up to the future tasks thats up ahead. and odac will definitely do better and better each time.

hahahah. the great pearl caper!

oh yeah tt blooooody foooook who managed to pissed so many of us tt day,

hope your legs rot.


damn mean, but i really need to fa xie.


the illusionist was damn nice! edward norton. wanna watch again la... so many nice shows i wanna watch again!!!! blooody no time no money. sadness. anyway watched it with sis and joe. hahha. make it a weekly thing la. so nice hanging out with them. and joe is really joker.

next time when your friend or lover keeps pestering you on the phone, just divert your calls to woodbridge!!!


and mel!!! miss you. just love being with her la. can just laugh and have fun.

every tues oec meeting.

every mon bms.

every sat movie with sis and joe.

every mon mel.

haha....

what the hell am i doing.

some stuffs to look forward to... cross country. vertical marathon. bio test. valentines day. hongyi's birthday gathering. chinese new year!!! o's result (hoping so much haha).





sigh. dont be sad.

just leng leng. everything is alright!

american idol's back!

lol. yay. so fun. season 6, but still fun to watch.

all because of one judge la simon ah simon. your humour and sarcasm. LOVEEE IT.

hehe.

anyway.

good week, good week. trying to do everything on time. and yes, seems much easier. so it's all about one word, discipline.

bms on monday! hhaha. odac on wed.

really hope cca teambuilding day will turn out real well.


aiya back to AI!!!!

new mornings. new one. new looking-forward-to-s.

stop and take in the breeze.

hahaha. FUCK MATHS really. most terrible thing that i have to face in school.

sigh.

cca teambuilding.

so many things.

am i up to it?

3 words.

deal with it.

haha. suppose to be having piano lesson now... but feeling a little unwell.. decided to cancel it. so now i'm here. slacking. blogging. gotta do some preparations for cca teambuilding dryrun later.. oh dear i'm quite nervous about it. but it's okay! it's just talking and giving instructions. JUST.

yeah. this week was... tiring! really busy.. everyday reached home around 7. and 10 on wednesday. totally no feel, no mood, no energy to do homework. i've been neglecting my work. both sch work and some piano hw and practising la. sigh. resorted to copying in school the next day. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. I SWEAR. haha. and shhhhiiiiittt. piano exam......... next month. didnt practise for one whole week! okay nvm. nothing's too late. better buck up right now. haha.

so.. monday was.. school. then oec meeting. oh yeah! solo night proposal. another thing to do. sigh. then tuesday.. haha. stayed back for the rockclimbing cca meeting. just set up this year. and sadly i cant join. after tt went to study with mel and weihao. quite okay.. wednesday! odac! rockclimbing! hahahah. i really really really wanna go further... like go take level 2 and higher. maybe during june holidays. and after A's. and then in U... hahaha. dream number 1. anyway our school's rockwall is really challenging. and that thrill when you're high up there. and feeling damn good after taking each step higher. *sighs in bliss*

haha. better not long for a break. cause it's just gonna make you feel down down down down down. be thankful for the busy-ness and tired-ness. only then we'll feel real relaxation.

tt was lame. haha.

some pics taken in pulau ubin...

be considerate. be gracious.

reach for your limits.

BLOOOOOOOOOOD DIAMOND

haha. school's been fun! yeah... timetable not so bad. and okay la... fuck the hw load. but it's J2 now! gotta accept that fact. and just one word this year.

CONSISTENCY.

haha.. took that from weixing. lol.

well it's true...

anyway. wednesday first day in school. J1s!!! hahahha. quite a few bbss peeps. hope they stay! and also axel. lol. then.. normal lessons started straight away. changed gp teacher. which is a GREAT thing. haha. miss lee... she's good i guess. then odac after school! hahhaa. games day. not bad... relaxing time. and then. haha. nth la...

thurs was rather nice as well. after school, went for piano, then gladys' birthday party!! at jocelyn's house. not really a party. but yeah this time quite a few turn up. hahah. it was nice.. pictures.. cake.. presents. haha. pri sch friends are just fun!

sigh but blooooody fook she had to spoil my mood. stop being so negative and insensitive. really pisses people off.

sigh.

friday... hahah. cant remember anything la. rollerblading.. haha. then after tt went to meet sean and ghani. and we watched wicker man! hahha. not bad.... should watch too.. hahah. whole night we just sat around and talked a lot.. haha.

today is the best la!! oec recce in pulau ubin! hahaha. we walked i think more than 10km already. recce-ing from checkpoint to checkpoint. quite fun though! and great exersise. hahah. love oec taskforce! anyway going up the quarry was really fantastic!!!!!! omg best view in singapore. gotta post some pics to show. haha.

did hw today! one of the rare times when i seriously sit down and do.. hahah. cheryl and me. yay. this is the start of something new. lol.

met sis and joe. and watched blood diamond!!! hahahha. leonardo! damn good show la must watch man. meaningful. and great actors.

i've been thinking about different stuffs lately. ahahha.

and i miss you.

and.

save the ocean creatures.

save the endangered animals and plants.

stop global warming.

haha...

sigh.




















loving life still!

2007, year of the PIGGGGGGGGGGGG.

hahaha. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

haha.. well well well. i'm not feeling sad, not feeling happy. just... okay lor. new year. good lor.

but yeah.. i gotta welcome it! and not dread anything. it's always important to stay happy on the first day of school. which is on wednesday. hahahah. not bad la.. only got bio and gp. and odac games day! fun. ahahah.

anyway, i'm quite sad that i havent been out with any odacer since krabi. i am awfully sorry to have missed the gatherings on christmas.. and later the new year one. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. aiya nvm la.. guess i need not justify anything.

anyway yesterday was FUN! hahahah. okay i woke up at 3pm. the day before.. i met up with ben and matt. sigh gonna be a long time till i see them again. saddening. we... went to borders to look for books and stuff. thank you ben for paying for my calendar. hahah. and we 3 shared a book! something fastfood. then the movie coming out also... so it's gonna make us ban ourselves from fastfood huh. haha.. hopefully. also went to kino.. looked around.. I WONDER WHO MATT WENT TO MEET. so secretive... wa lao. hahaa. then CSed again.. at dunno where which sucked. yep.. said bye and i went to meet sean and ghani and jx. haha. and i stayed in his house till 1 plus.. then went home..

i am gonna reallllyyyyyyy miss RMB. =(

then yesterday! hahahhahahahahhah. PRI SCH FRIENDS! although only like 5 ppl, it was still enjoyable. met them at buona vista then went to holland drive to eat. the zi cha thing. jocelyn, gladys, hongyi alan and me. the food was great. and then we discussed next time gatherings. really happy that we're still gonna meet up and everything. then jocelyn left.

4 of us went to PS. to play alan's favourite game. BASKETBALL! in the arcade one.. ahahahha. it was pretty fun. though we couldnt reach our target of 150 points. then we walked all the way to esplanade. took loads of pics. esplanade as usual on such occasions was CROWDED. they wanted to leave before even walking to the esplanade. but luckily we changed our minds. continue to squeeze through the crowds. i saw quite a few ppl! jeremy and his gf and medeline! and then TSZ HO! omg. then jason and geok hian too. hahahah. all of them caught the fireworks. cooooool. it was amazing la the fireworks. and 4 of us got a good spot. like nothing blocking us. hahahah. they were really pretty. especially the one that falls down like glitters in a waterfall way. the feeling is just soooo like... heartwarming. new year, good friends, pretty lights, screams and wooooos from the crowds and us.

hahah. we left straight away. walking back to the mrt was fun. hahaha. we shouted happy new year a million times. really shouted. down the streets. highness. lol.

then took mrt back to cck. and to alan's house. then to gladys's house. sleepover. we showered, ate, looked and laughed at pictures. so shallow can rating ppl like tt. aiya.. but its ok la i guess.. no harm. then at the end we sat down on our beds and started to talk. about the year 2006. 2006 is so history.

it was a GREAT year for me definitely. entering SA. although i felt down a lot of times this year. but the ups made up for it. hahaha. first thing that i'm really happy about. is that i joined odac. really. it had made a difference in me, and hopefully continue to groom me as a person in the near future. wow really near. all the camps for J1s... cca teambuliding.. orientation.. conducting the activities for the scgs and our own sch.. and lots of other activities. one heck of a busy time. but, i'm gonna make full use of it, and yeah live it to the fullest. i should be feeling lucky. to have the opportunity to experience all these. and in odac, found something that i really like. rockclimbing. hahahah. and of course! the friends. really really treasure and appreciate them. and thanks for all the encouragement, which really helped me in like, opening up. and being more confident. especially from krabi. all the fun. aiya.. really dunno how to express this, but i really love you guys.

val, xiu, yumin, geok, cheryl, nat, minqi, qihui, wanling, eeling, clarice, clarissa, mel, serene.

wei hao, ziyi, edmund, abu, yuda, hakim, joshua, lester, jason.

i duno what i did that for.... but ya... haha.

must also thank the seniors. for guiding us through the first half year. haha.

actually it's more about the friends.. OG 14, mel, fen, darren, linus, dave, abu, grace, jingyu, raine... all so important to me.

i feel weird doing this... haha... RMB, BMS, sec sch friends. pri sch friends. so so so so so glad that we're all still in touch. never wanna forget you all la...

hahahha. dunno la.. actually there's nothing much to JC life. for me i guess. it's all about odac, studies, class, friends, sch functions that i'm not really involved in. outside school......... all the random things.

it's all fun! i guess dont have to think of life so seriously.. and just yeah.. simple, enjoy.

HOPES FOR THIS NEW YEAR.

to catch every movie that i wanna watch! its like my escapism. ahahahha. spiderman 3. the illusionist. wicker man. blood diamond ETC!

and then... i guess its about the studies. do well in A's!

and, really hope the polar bears wont get extinct.

and other stuffs.. cant think now.

just be the better me!

and see the best in others!

dumb dumb.

i want gum gum.

hahahahah so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeee. that stone thing in a night at the museum. it's damn funny! should watch. haha..

and it made me wanna read up on those history things. haha.

watched it twice! once yesterday with tian bee.. and today with sis joe and her sis. they bought the tickets without telling me la. so nvm. anyway i was half asleep yesterday. so tired la never sleep one whole day? trying to turn back my body clock. slept 6am-2pm for many days.. haha.

yesterday.. met up with tian bee.. oh yeah before that had piano.. OH GOD!!! exams are in february and i'm not even half prepared!! sigh sigh sigh. emergency!!! theory i still cant chiong abit.. but practical.. i just cant. i suck. like some finger block thing in me. omg...

anyway yeah... i went to cut hair at mum's shop. hahah. ok la... not so bad.. then we went to causeway. plan to buy gifts failed. so.. watched the movie and came back home..

hahahha today! RMB outing! yay. so happy. hahhah. ben just came back last night. coooooool he went like snowboarding and disneyland.. lucky guy!! yep then today.. CS! ahaha. had lunch at... erm okay forgot the name. some pasta restaurant. then dinner at billy bombers. and exchanged presents. hahahha. how nice.

hopefully we'll meet up soon. another new year. all that busy-ness and different lives. and living at both ends of the country. damn tough. love ya both RMB!

hahah. 2 more days.

2007!!

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.

1) dont sleep at all in lectures and tutorials.
2)

okay i cant think of anymore for now.. all that study hard shit and use time wisely and be confident and have disciplined dont use internet too much. ALL TOO VAGUE. need details. haha.. maybe i should just forget about resolutions and fuck 2007. haha! no la i mean as in dont plan, dont set grounds, dont promise myself anything.. and just day by day see how la... isnt that gonna work!

i hereby pledge that i'm gonna welcome 2007 with open arms.

anyway i forgot to say that i have 3 new kittens and one of them is a persian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!