hahah love today! slack time in school.. and then oec meeting. after odac went to meet sean! hahah after so many days. it was great. we went to ps.. had dinner and watched movie. while waiting for the movie we went to starbucks. and just talked all the way... same usual crap which are still amusing. we watched sunshine. its really... not understandable. some far fetched science fiction movie about the sun dying and this team of scientist in space on their way to revive the sun. quite sad.. dying one by one. but anyway reason i wanna watch: CILLIAN MURPHY. look at his eyes and you want to look at him forever.

spiderman 3. POC. fantastic 4. zodiac.

haha. must catch.





3 days break. hw and hw and hw. thats all i wanna do. yes.




and new phase of odac. last phase. =(















so many "should have"s.

just read some of the odacers blogs about orientation and oec, haha i shall blog too. although gp essay and bio practical are still waiting for me since friday. fuck la. i just have to wait until the very end then start worrying. a total turnoff. and yes, triple Us await me too. congrats for getting the worst results in my life and also at this point, when POSITIVE motivation is what i need for A's.

triple Us. wake up call.

just give up, you mean.




hahaha. okay la. actually i really dont know why i dont feel like super depressed yet. about results. maybe i expected all these, and i think hope pray that things will work out. i mean, i'm starting to change. i dont sleep during lectures anymore! and i am going home straight after school nowadays. its a start right.

sigh.

just dont slack anymore. start now.









anyway, odac orientation 2007! ahahha. it was successful, and with mr lam's praises and encouragement, definitely ended everything on a good note. and i was facilitator with yuda. haha. we had fun with eugene krab ppl. they're quiet at the start but we saw them opening up after a while, which is really good. hope they had fun. but i didnt know what was i doing, quite quiet during the icebreaker cause yuda was answering 99% of their questions, and during the games screaming and shouting randomly, but my group had no reaction. ahha. oh well. first time facil i also anyhow la. haha. hopefully everyone comes back on wednesday for FIELDCOOKING. fun ok.

and the oec recee yesterday, was quite good i guess. and damn tiring for everyone. but this is probably the last time we're stepping foot on that island before OEC. so. haha. had solonight recce, and then orienteering dryrun, and then solonight at night. from 10 to 10. nice la. haha. taskforce again has to make changes. major ones. oh god. i really hope we do a good job, because i know we didnt start well, leaving everyone thinking that we're unorganised and whatever thats negative. give us a chance to learn. and yes, it was fun. especially the going back part walking from murai hut to the jetty. its these times when everything counts! thank you mr lam for the sparklers. and just walking as once odac, singing, making noise, counting strength. and then the boat ride back was.............................. ahhhh. so shuang. bright moon night sky sea view breeze blowing into face ppl singing. love it. after that was dinner with some of them. and home with cheryl. =)




thank you for changing my impression of you. getting to see this side of you is really great. because now i know you're the real shit inside. self-centered, stuck up, and insensitive.

argh.

okay back to work. sigh.


missbandmissbandmissbandmissband.

i need some excitement in my life.

school sucks.

it's just that feeling of wanting to be somewhere else.

anyway, yesterday was fun, stayed home most of the time. and then went out with sis and cousin jeffery to watch movie! we watched the hitcher first. which is quite alright. yea scary. and the hitcher is SEAN BEAN. he is damn sexy. and even though he's damn evil and psycho you dont want him to die in the end. haha. not because he's cool or whatever, but just his role. and then the movie ended soon. too early for dinner so we watched 300! 2nd time for me. hahaha. love it. the fighting scenes damn nice, slow mo then fast slow mo then fast. haha.

after that we met sean and jx, ate at pastamania. had a fun time talking!

went to 30th storey with jx and sean. then home.

so many movies wanna catch. number 23, spiderman, bla bla.

term 2. end quickly please. whats coming... odac. orientation. J1s!!! then all the activities, plus oec and ltc. wooooo.

bbss band SYF!!!!

then really hope to go for that geog trip to sabah.

and nothing much i guess... all the competitions coming up.

above all, study hard. and

piano.

hahahhahahahahhahahaahaahhaha.

in jiaxin's house, again. stayed over for 2 nights! so funnnn. we watched liu xing hua yuan through the night. OMGGGGG! dao ming si. hahahhaha. being naive little teenage girl now. last time it's really my LOVEEE! the show, dao ming si. hahah. but now watch find the lines quite stupid, and dumb. okay, get over it richalynn!

"ying wei wo xi huan ni,

wo zhen de hen xi huan ni."












"zhi yao ni shuo mei you, wo jiu xiang xing ni!"












"wo xi huan ni, xi huan mi lian dao lian wo zi ji dou jue de mo ming qi miao"















okok enough.

but those lines are really... die-able.

stupid drama shows.

delusionises people.

haha.


yesterday... watched oc a little. another one.

and then wanted to go back band.. but then.. due to ps-ing of some people...

their syf is on the 12 of april! omg 2 more weeks. really really hope they can do it and do it well.

would love to go see them...

at night had piano.. then met sean and jx at my house. =)))

love last night. the chat with jx.

BFFL. haha.









dont want sch!!!!

in jiaxin's house now.. hahha. stay over after sickening block tests! funnn. anyway the exams was crap and i just pray real hard that i dont get into MSP.

haha. just now after chem paper went to have lunch with fen, raine and tif. went home.. watched OC!! finally. and then came out to meet sean, jx, mathan. celebrated mathan's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! hope you had a great time. =D then.. now here. gonna watch liu xing hua yuan. LOL.

still miss band.

back to hectic sch days with odac and lessons.

and all that shit.

=(

so perfect.

a must have.

yet impossible.



to do something, just for that someone.

sucks.

FUCK MATHS.


argh.


but its ok. i'm gonna get an A for alevels.

its so easy! either wrong or right. and just have to practise!

and why cant i do it?

because i simply do not understand and its such a turnoff.















=(







anyway, yesterday was fun! sean's birthday. we sorta surprised him at his house. and gave him gifts. BMS outing! we went to clarke quay. had dinner at this italian restaurant. nice! then walked around.. after much begging, asking, and whatever, jx finally went up the bungee jump thing with melvin and sean. dunno they scared for what. so lousy. haha. after that we got alcohol. and that guy didnt check haha! coool. went home quite early cause next day got exam!

today gp......... okay la..... hope i can pass both papers.

i hope i dont into MSP.

i hope some miracle will happen which allows me to pass maths. and geog.










haha.


stay positive!

i want!!!

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=))))))))))))))

awesome night.

dont wanna mention every detail, but everything was great.

the band was very good.

i love trom section.

giving out the concert brochure with jx was fun. saw many familiar faces.

just standing at back with fellow usherers, listening to the band, screaming and clapping after every song, hair standing moments (in the good way), feeling so touched when i hear trom section play so well hahahhaa, looking for trommies during interval, 2nd half, appreciation for teachers, miss ngiam and mr goh are the best, ENCORE, HIP HIP HOORAY FOR BBSS CONCERT BAND, gifts for alumni, taking pictures with section, going down the giant lift thing which i never knew exists, talking to juniors, deyong, lynn, bryant, vanessa, aloysius, on the bus back to bbss, playing dumb games with jx and mathangi, back in bbss, in macs with bunch of seniors and miss ngiam, talking.....

sighs in bliss.

times like this, always fun, always heartwarming.

so dont wanna let go of this past.

but sigh...

haha. congrats to bbss concert band!

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