haha 2nd last day at work! gosh i'm gonna so miss this place. i'll miss hera, my super nice and sweet supervisor, and the rest of the village. they call themselves "chun ren". haha. elias, henry, eunice, siew kee, pauline, eugene, eva, janet, bernadette. great peeps! hopefully our paths cross again....


and... i received letter from ntu already. SBS. school of biological sciences. haha. i dunno really.... biology is so tough for me. and what am i gonna do in the future? work in the lab.. do research... repetitive work... haha. oh well! see how it goes in the tea party and... what i get from nus...

so, its not bad. 2 months and 1 week being a TA in bbss. experience was really great. made some really good friends, and meeting students of all kinds. and meeting some of the fakiest collegues. but oh well, didnt end well... but it was ok. 1 day of being a waitress in tea party. which was....... ok i guess... actually just one night. so there isnt much. another week of working in ewins marketing, thanks to melvin's dad! hahaha. business, accounts kind of thing. and i chopped "paid" on hundreds of invoices. quite sianzzzzzzzzzzz but collegues were nice. and finally 3 weeks in SMU! hr department. quite enjoyed myself, and got to experience how's HR like.

whats next i dunno....

may already. and i have not received any letters from any uni. sigh. starting to get worried, because i just realised that i dont have A levels physics, so i have less chance of getting into any engineering course. how dumb of me to JUST REALISE. but most of the pre-requisites only require o levels physics! hai. but still.

hai.

work at smu has been pretty enjoyable. i have really nice collegues. but eva has left. so i guess it will be less high around in the office. and elias is leaving soon. and then my turn. one week left. thank you recruit express for giving me this job. hahah. and i'm not gonna work in HR next time. no. one more week and i'm jobless again.... no income. no money to learn driving. sian sian sian sian. so damn sian.

something is really wrong/off/missing.
help.

haha. this week has been weirdly good. thank you so much. meeting up with odac, ben and matt and hanging out with mummy and charlynn last week was nice. and i finally got a job. lasting for 3 weeks, admin job at smu. looking forward to it. and tomorrow i'm gonna just go whack the new environment. hmmm and i'm not gonna touch driving until i have at least 2500 freaking bucks in my account. so life's good. and i miss my friends.

i look forward to:

odacing in ubin this sat.

meeting melvin.

meeting wx.

baking with tb.

mothers day.

richalynn's birthday.

receiving uni's letter.

passing final theory test.

learn driving again.

piano exam.

theory exam.

entering uni.

cruise.

going australia with mummy and charlynn.




need to exercise!!

and david cook's SO GOOD.

sigh. feel so cheated. i thought she wanted me to come back to work every fri and sat la.. didnt know she was suppose to call me first. i really didnt hear "i will call you" or anything like that. and i thought fri and sat was gonna be super packed. ended up with no piano lesson, no work, and i skipped alumni. haha. so how did i spent a perfect free saturday? yes. sleeping. for like the whole afternoon. got wake up and read book la. but the ratio is like 100 to 1. reading american gods by neil gaiman. haha. nice!

feel so restless! but dont feel like doing anything. ANYTHING. after next monday, i'm back to square one. no job. still suck at piano. still suck at driving. still no money. still havent been jogging. still havent been reading newspaper. haha. still havent learn cooking.

feel like a piece of useless crap. 18 plus years old. ignorant, childish, a lot of things havent tried.......

haha. ok. enough of self-condemnation.

the thing is... stop thinking it, and just start doing it.

this week is really... omg. nonstop work. haha. lunch break now. i quite like this job, despite the painful travel to kallang early in the morning, and the repetitiveness of the job. because, the people here are nice! haha. i still dunno their names, but, yeah.. i hope if its possible, i can work here still after 1 week.

pri school gathering on monday, right after the genting trip. 3 of us turned up late, but i'm glad we did turn up! it was one of those rare big gatherings, where everyone made it. and chang boon! its like years since i've seen him. iy was nice, seeing everyone again, all happy and smiling. it was also a farewell for hongyi, changboon and weixing. NS boys. sad. really hope to see them again real soon! i miss pri sch gang!!

and i'll miss melvin.

and fri and sat is gonna be soooo exciting.

back to chopping invoices. =(

HAHA GENTING TRIP WAS FUN! fun singing kbox on the first day, getting high over one mug of beer each, and seeing a totally new side of wx. fun playing photo hunt for like 4 hours straight. fun eating fried chicken for 3 days straight. fun riding the rides! mostlywith weixing, cause SOMEONE doesnt want to try, especially the most exciting rides. fun going onto the space shot for 4 consecutive times, and feeling the rain up there. fun hearing ttb scream all the way in the mine ride. fun listening to all the suaning from wx to ttb. fun sitting in the long bus ride, with the bus all to ourselves.

although there were moments of sian-ness... i still enjoyed the trip! missing it already. the unlikely trio, going on our first overseas trip. looking forward to more!

only us, plus one auntie!

tan tian bee and i!

my fav, space shot!

after the water slide.

viking! weixing and i.


SHUANG GAN.

round and round we go.

flying coaster. =)))


tian bee, weixing, me!

hk, kl, genting. gimme more! haha.

i've been totally free for 1 month already! with all the outings, overseas trip, slacking and roaming moments, job searching... mostly spent with BMS, tianbee, shida. haha. feeling real happy now. should really feel glad that i have the chance to slack out loud!

anyway 1 one week job awaits me. thank you uncle sam. haha.

and part time waitressing at tea party house.

i just wanna concentrate on piano and driving la..

last night was really really FUN. a night with BMS. although JX didnt stay over. we're so full of shit, i can just die laughing. thanks so much to these 3 people. i love you all so damn much!! i so look forward to our overseas trip together. we rock the world.

I WANT TO GO BBDC.

back from KL! had a great great great time with your highness and fatfinettes. hahahaha. but one more night with them, i could be stabbing knifes into their chests. 2 days non-stop inhalation of 2nd hand smoke. really wanted to kill. BTH! but then other than that, all was great. tiring though.. sean and i couldnt take even half a day of shopping. walk and walk and walk. we didnt buy much. and we ate a lot. haha. each meal like more than 5 dishes. and... the hotel room is sooo nice! looking for the hotel was really freaking tiring as well. we arrived at KL at around 5am. and hung outside until the sky lit up. took train and walk walk walk walk walk walk, to our hotel. we met martin's friend as well, mandy, chio make-up artist. looking at stars and lightning on the way back was nice!

fatfinettes, your highness and me!


farewell xuefen...

this week is exercise week.

looked for jobs on monday with shida. we really t r i e d. went to fill up a form to become a waitress at an ntu restaurant. no return call. went to some company for an interview to be some telemarketer. and JERK interviewer said this when i ask a question "you only ask questions that you need to know, not questions that you want to know" stick up middle fingers in his face please! then.. tried calling a few places, either no answer or no vacancy. and then we met sean, melvin, and elina! walked around town.. and walked past indochine. on the spur of the moment! "hi, are you all hiring?" haha.. yes and filled in form again. no call back still! HAI. cry can. but anyway it was really fun traveling to and fro with shida dear!

i met up with linus and darren yesterday! it was really great catching up with them. felt quite sad though.. seldom meeting JC friends.. we watched shutter. which was really bad compared to the thai one. and we ate at coffee shop and chat and stuff. one topic really struck me. we were like talking about uni courses as usual... and then started guessing each other's job next time. like "what do you picture me to be like next time" it got funny.. but if i think about it seriously... seriously. i do not know. and i guess it would be wise to at least have an idea... so, darren is a card dealer in the IR. linus was first a doctor, and then a lawyer signing papers all day long, and then it was anything! yeah, anything that is a big shot, earning big bucks. and me?? LOL. linus' MAID. hahahah. maybe a little better, his personal assistant. haha. anyway! who gives a shit. thinking about the future is not me. i rather, walk one step, see one step. hai.

this week has been great. slacking. thinking. figuring things out. if i really cant find a job, then i'll become a temporary hardcore housewife.

AND things really happen when you least expect it to!

why do i feel so empty when this is suppose to be the happiest and free-est time of my life?