watching movies, movies and more movies, has been going on in my boring, insignificant life. and its so freaking addictive, i cant stop watching. and THE GREEN MILE is so freaking good. hai i know its so bloody unhealthy but, its one of the rare chances i have! met up with melvin and sean on sat night. i really enjoy these weekly sessions. prata, non-stop crap, and serious talk sessions! jx jx jx jx, stop ps-ing us. anyway, we were talking about uni. again. got quite excited about uni life. hahah. and i am looking forward to it now. only worry is, i'm afraid i cant ta han bio. haha. that's like the main worry which will stop me from accepting ntu! but, nus is still not coming to my letter box. hai. 90% chance i'm gonna do bio for the rest of my life. i mean, i can learn to love it right? haha. its gonna be freaking tough to do that if i really dislike it i know. but ok, its only certain parts of bio that i hate. maybe memorising the complicated names they have for each protein, gene, bla bla. and the ethical issues that follow the study and application of biology. i am freaking not gonna kill rabbits and mice. and growing genetically perfect plants, and consuming them. i think its just wrong. and so many others that i'm gonna figure out and argue with myself... okay, other than the subject itself, uni life seems fun. i l o v e the SBS building. and the whole ntu campus is nice. and the freedom, CCAs, curriculum is quite appealing. so i guess uni will be fun. of course it all depends on yourself. whether you want to jump into the opportunities. and i am gonna! gonna join odac, or some outdoor-ish club. gonna study hard and apply for the global immersion thing. dreams..................... i seriously want to backpack in malaysia. anyone who wants too please tell me!

i really really really want to go backpacking in malaysia, and climb all its mountains.

happy birthday to me. haha. once again celebrated at mum's place. with her friends over... and daddy and jie, charlynn. so its like happy family plus friends. sadly i didnt invite my friends over... cause its kind of last minute this party. the happy mothers day cake can explain why. so.. it was pretty fun. the usuals- karaoke, alcohol, dancing, lotsa food, high pitched, shrieking laughter from the philipinas. haha. and the cake for charlynn and me. and another cake for the mothers. and yes, mum got drunk at the end of everything a g a i n. so irritating. she'll wail and sob and cry and scream and shout until she sleeps. thats her drunk. sigh.

and today.... last day at smu! sobs! the thing i'll miss most, is of course the people here, and all the lunch breaks that we had. haha. and thanks so much for the mini birthday celebration. it was special, first office celebration with real collegues. haha. they are just so nice!

so, thanks to everyone who made my birthday.

and tomorrow onwards, game marathon, movie marathon, jog marathon, reading marathon. haha. good bye world!

i seriously have to watch all the good movies that are coming out. someone!!!

haha 2nd last day at work! gosh i'm gonna so miss this place. i'll miss hera, my super nice and sweet supervisor, and the rest of the village. they call themselves "chun ren". haha. elias, henry, eunice, siew kee, pauline, eugene, eva, janet, bernadette. great peeps! hopefully our paths cross again....


and... i received letter from ntu already. SBS. school of biological sciences. haha. i dunno really.... biology is so tough for me. and what am i gonna do in the future? work in the lab.. do research... repetitive work... haha. oh well! see how it goes in the tea party and... what i get from nus...

so, its not bad. 2 months and 1 week being a TA in bbss. experience was really great. made some really good friends, and meeting students of all kinds. and meeting some of the fakiest collegues. but oh well, didnt end well... but it was ok. 1 day of being a waitress in tea party. which was....... ok i guess... actually just one night. so there isnt much. another week of working in ewins marketing, thanks to melvin's dad! hahaha. business, accounts kind of thing. and i chopped "paid" on hundreds of invoices. quite sianzzzzzzzzzzz but collegues were nice. and finally 3 weeks in SMU! hr department. quite enjoyed myself, and got to experience how's HR like.

whats next i dunno....

may already. and i have not received any letters from any uni. sigh. starting to get worried, because i just realised that i dont have A levels physics, so i have less chance of getting into any engineering course. how dumb of me to JUST REALISE. but most of the pre-requisites only require o levels physics! hai. but still.

hai.

work at smu has been pretty enjoyable. i have really nice collegues. but eva has left. so i guess it will be less high around in the office. and elias is leaving soon. and then my turn. one week left. thank you recruit express for giving me this job. hahah. and i'm not gonna work in HR next time. no. one more week and i'm jobless again.... no income. no money to learn driving. sian sian sian sian. so damn sian.

something is really wrong/off/missing.
help.

haha. this week has been weirdly good. thank you so much. meeting up with odac, ben and matt and hanging out with mummy and charlynn last week was nice. and i finally got a job. lasting for 3 weeks, admin job at smu. looking forward to it. and tomorrow i'm gonna just go whack the new environment. hmmm and i'm not gonna touch driving until i have at least 2500 freaking bucks in my account. so life's good. and i miss my friends.

i look forward to:

odacing in ubin this sat.

meeting melvin.

meeting wx.

baking with tb.

mothers day.

richalynn's birthday.

receiving uni's letter.

passing final theory test.

learn driving again.

piano exam.

theory exam.

entering uni.

cruise.

going australia with mummy and charlynn.




need to exercise!!

and david cook's SO GOOD.

sigh. feel so cheated. i thought she wanted me to come back to work every fri and sat la.. didnt know she was suppose to call me first. i really didnt hear "i will call you" or anything like that. and i thought fri and sat was gonna be super packed. ended up with no piano lesson, no work, and i skipped alumni. haha. so how did i spent a perfect free saturday? yes. sleeping. for like the whole afternoon. got wake up and read book la. but the ratio is like 100 to 1. reading american gods by neil gaiman. haha. nice!

feel so restless! but dont feel like doing anything. ANYTHING. after next monday, i'm back to square one. no job. still suck at piano. still suck at driving. still no money. still havent been jogging. still havent been reading newspaper. haha. still havent learn cooking.

feel like a piece of useless crap. 18 plus years old. ignorant, childish, a lot of things havent tried.......

haha. ok. enough of self-condemnation.

the thing is... stop thinking it, and just start doing it.

this week is really... omg. nonstop work. haha. lunch break now. i quite like this job, despite the painful travel to kallang early in the morning, and the repetitiveness of the job. because, the people here are nice! haha. i still dunno their names, but, yeah.. i hope if its possible, i can work here still after 1 week.

pri school gathering on monday, right after the genting trip. 3 of us turned up late, but i'm glad we did turn up! it was one of those rare big gatherings, where everyone made it. and chang boon! its like years since i've seen him. iy was nice, seeing everyone again, all happy and smiling. it was also a farewell for hongyi, changboon and weixing. NS boys. sad. really hope to see them again real soon! i miss pri sch gang!!

and i'll miss melvin.

and fri and sat is gonna be soooo exciting.

back to chopping invoices. =(

HAHA GENTING TRIP WAS FUN! fun singing kbox on the first day, getting high over one mug of beer each, and seeing a totally new side of wx. fun playing photo hunt for like 4 hours straight. fun eating fried chicken for 3 days straight. fun riding the rides! mostlywith weixing, cause SOMEONE doesnt want to try, especially the most exciting rides. fun going onto the space shot for 4 consecutive times, and feeling the rain up there. fun hearing ttb scream all the way in the mine ride. fun listening to all the suaning from wx to ttb. fun sitting in the long bus ride, with the bus all to ourselves.

although there were moments of sian-ness... i still enjoyed the trip! missing it already. the unlikely trio, going on our first overseas trip. looking forward to more!

only us, plus one auntie!

tan tian bee and i!

my fav, space shot!

after the water slide.

viking! weixing and i.


SHUANG GAN.

round and round we go.

flying coaster. =)))


tian bee, weixing, me!

hk, kl, genting. gimme more! haha.

i've been totally free for 1 month already! with all the outings, overseas trip, slacking and roaming moments, job searching... mostly spent with BMS, tianbee, shida. haha. feeling real happy now. should really feel glad that i have the chance to slack out loud!

anyway 1 one week job awaits me. thank you uncle sam. haha.

and part time waitressing at tea party house.

i just wanna concentrate on piano and driving la..

last night was really really FUN. a night with BMS. although JX didnt stay over. we're so full of shit, i can just die laughing. thanks so much to these 3 people. i love you all so damn much!! i so look forward to our overseas trip together. we rock the world.

I WANT TO GO BBDC.