one post before this blog goes back into being dead. in elianna's house now! suppose to be doing lab report. fuck spectroscopy. haha. giving ourselves half an hour break now. omg must life be so scheduled. sigh. so... if anyone's been wondering hows my life been since entering uni... its been well... well, not the most hyper and enthu life around. since i didnt join FOC right from the start. not in any comm.. and not staying in hall. but its alright i guess. everythings been getting better. move on and make the best out of everything. hahha. found bunch of nice friends. and i'm in ntusb! haha. despite going thru audition, and comments from people about being the weakest section. thank god for great section mates. haha. and studies has been...... arghhhh as usual, crappy. but its all gonna be over soooon! 2 weeks to exams, 6 weeks to hols. whats in hols? hahha. i am so gonna learn driving again. and cousins coming over... and hopefully meet ups! with pri sch friends. ODACERS. currently enjoying life with dad being away in china. haha. so freeeeeeeeee. to study though. =(

yay 4 days weekend.

stuff everything except studies.... arghhhh.

i dont wanna keep complaining about how tough it is studying in uni.

i dont wanna keep thinking theres gotta be something more.

i dont wanna keep thinking about the future and how it is gonna be a drag.

i dont wanna keep living for the weekends. keep living for going home everyday.

i love bio. i must love bio. i love bio ever since i was born.

booooooo boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

sigh. havent touched this blog for ages!!

was in sydney for 3 weeks. and it was probably the best 3 weeks of my life... and met a family i didnt know exist!! i mean of course i know my mum has sisters in australia who have kids. and i was like oh okay. and then i went there, and slowly met my different cousins... and we became close... and i miss them so so so so so so so much. i want to live in australia lah.... i dont care INSTEP programme i must go to uni of newcastle!!!! gpa 3.6!!! yeah right, when i am already finding difficulty in the first week lectures blooooooooooooooooody hellllllllllllllllllllllll. organic chem, biophysical chemistry, biochemistry and ECONS omg........ so not i want as an elective. and "sound in our daily life". haha wtf? but its okay i guess.... just try my best. that sound thing is quite interesting... but ECONS?!?! blahhhhhh. just hope this semester will quickly end.... and freaking timetable... how to tahan... so tough tough tough. i'm not ready.

but its okay.. first week only.

omg tutorials... prepare to camp in Library 2.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. seems like i wont be having a fun, enriching, exciting uni life. first i cant go for my sch's orientation camp, or any of those orientation camps as a matter of fact. and then... sigh that's bad enough. and i'm not gonna stay in hostel. totally can imagine whats uni life gonna be like. study lab home study lab home. hopefully i can meet some really nice people from SBS. and... still deciding between band, and mountaineering club. hmmm.

yeah, i should put everything at the back of my head, and ENJOY THE COMING THREE WEEKS! woo.

ahh. what a great way to end 8 months of holiday. 3 weeks in sydney. coldest month of the year. meeting up long lost cousins and aunties. so much things to do, places to visit. sigh, but nothing is perfect. i'll have to miss 3 important things- 2 odac gatherings, and uni orientation!! sigh sigh. but anyway, hopefully its a worthy miss. and just listen to my mum's advice-"dont keep quiet!!!" haha. motto of life number 1: just whack!!

a week to remember! with all the meet ups. pri sch mates, sec sch mates...

omg i'm really going to sydney.

interesting couple of weeks!

with dad's new girlfriend from china(again). she's visiting singapore and staying in our house. but at least this time she's nice and normal. and she likes our cat. haha.

and i got confirmed on sunday 15 june 2008! it was really touching, especially when the whole church raised their hands over us confirmants and said a prayer together. and i saw the bishop for the first time. and so great that it was my favourite priest leading the mass together with him. hahaha. thanks godma, mummy, charlynn, melvin and jx for being there! and sean who was confirmed with me. my SPIRITUAL PARTNER. hahaha.. hopefully. and i saw couple of bbss students getting confirmed also! all was well, and ended well with a dinner with godma, god bro, uncle panjang, mummy and charlynn. my special family. it was like a little reunion. i missed them!

another highlightable thing was the bbq-cum-overnight cycling with friends from 1e2 and fadly!! and also some other people.. haha. i just really enjoyed myself, despite the agonising cycling from east coast park to changi village to tampines to simei to i really dunno where and finally saw some sign that says 2000m to ecp! set off at 2 plus am. reached our bbq pit at 8am. 5 hours of cycling hahahah and i was the last. like way back last. lol. cant help it when i'm the only girl. ok it got really painful after changi village. interestingly i cycled passed ben's and matthew's house. was suppose to go old changi hospital!!! argh. couldnt find. its quite amusing we actually tried going under the expressway on our way back. it was like dark, grassy, mas selamat-ty.... haha. so fun! cant forget the sunrise. B E A U T I F U L.

life is going pretty good.

just sucks to think that i have only 1 month plus left to enjoy!

i am currently filled with hatred now.

which is not suppose to be the case a few days before my confirmation. sigh.

my new name: richalynn ramirez leong.

haha.. mum's surname.

best thing that could happen now is, mum booking the ticket to sydney for me to visit my relatives there.

i really hope.

guess i should i really count my lucky stars. and thank melvin out loud for giving me peer pressure, making me fill in the non-academic part. sigh. why why why why. how unfair things can get.

so, i'm so excited over the concert tomorrow. bet its gonna feel really special, first time playing as alumni band!! gosh. i love band la! maybe perhaps i will join band in ntu after all. playing once again with seniors, juniors, and very special and funny people from trom section! hahah.. just hope that, alumni will continue. tomorrow will be fun!

if only i had continue playing my instrument.

and i passed my FTT finally. so i can book my practical test date, and start chionging lessons. but there is so an obvious and immediate problem sigh. so i should just forget it.

this is suppose to be the best holiday of my life.

hello.

i am just so glad that david cook won american idol. i am gonna get his album.

and i'm in love with jason mraz now too.

and this week's gonna be busy with band. band everyday! living my dream now. haha. bbss concert this sat night. hehe anyone interested in listening to some band music and see me play haha, please sms me for tickets! haha.