just had one of the most amazing nights of my life. never thought i would have this chance, to perform with a live jazz band, in a pub, with bloody damn good dancers, and in the tribute of frankie manning, the legendary lindy hopper. really would like to thank dale, martin, and my fellow jazz nuts big band mates, made all possible. so honoured. so blessed.

make me wanna freakin improve on my trombone playing!!!!!!

dont wanna lose touch with the people, music, and dancing.

dance on.

you could have just said it. it wouldnt even matter.

:(

exams now. pretty alright. 4 more papers to go... then holidays... wooo. i dont even know whats up ahead. just take it as it comes. but of course there are things i must do. just wanna relax... and enjoy.

unforgettable.

hello blog.

i have 5 lab reports, and one whole chunk of biology to study. all to be done in the next 3 weeks. yay at my procrastination. i can probably say byebye to 3.6 gpa this sem again.

this was from about 2 months ago.

goals in the next 5 years of my life:
driving license. (practise and luck)
above 4 gpa for next exam. (lots of studying)
go to sydney. (lots of money)
go to philippines. (lots of money)
wmc. (lots of practising and lots of money)
INSTEP. uni of newcastle. (lots of studying and lots and lots of money)
grade 8 in piano. (lots and lots of practising and some money)
2nd class honours and above. (lots and lots and lots of studying)
ANZCoL. (lots and lots and lots of studying and lots and lots and lots of money)

i still want the same things! maybe cancel out the holidays to sydney or philippines. cant be too greedy. i gotta work for it richalynn... sigh. time has been flying by fast, way too fast for me to catch up and be in control.

i really would like to choose to believe, and would like to wait. despite the fact that its so fucking obvious that i'm gonna be left in this drain. urghhhh this sucks.

time will heal after all.

concentrate on whats important! like BLOODY EXAMS IN THREE WEEKS.

and i should really be a better person at home. i know i'm rude, but cant seem to control it. sigh! perhaps its high time to go back to church. seems like i'm losing myself.

something just hit me right now.

cries.

just like that.

march already!!! damn that was fast. and very fast recess week is over already... and didnt do much studying!!! and F i didnt pass my driving test! sighhhhh i got 36 demerit points (30 accumulated outside on the road). which is actually funny i wouldnt mind you laughing. tester said "your judgement very poor leh!" booooo. sucks. but i wouldnt forget this day 27 feb 2009. guy in white. woooooo. its this little bits and pieces of exciting things that makes life soo interesting lol. and night out with bms. at home club. 1 vodka bottle. and yes sean got the most drunk in the end! haha love bms. always so fun.

2009 has been great thus far. all started from sis bday. cny was nice. i met all my cousins this year!!! and then school is fun. band concert was good. and the best thing is.... :D:D:D:D. i really want this.

6 weeks to exams!

CAN'T WAIT FOR 3 MONTHS HOLIDAY.

haha time really flew........ 3 papers done, 3 papers left. killed 3 times. 3 more times to get killed. but i hope sound elective will really be easy! lecturer said it'll be easier than the quiz. i wonder what can be easier than mcqs and fill in the blanks...... sigh i really hope i can get at least 2.5 gpa or something close to 3! i cant imagine repeating this sem. and i so pray that i need not retake any module... which repeating is most likely the case. sigh. i wanna quit uni, and do something useful before the world ends in 2012. hahaha. yes i keep saying this! probably wont be true... who knows...

bms met up and we went to hang in holland v. bitch 1 bitch 2 bitch 3. hahah. such dear friends. cant wait for jx's party on the 28th! something to look forward to. :) and we were talking how the year is gonna end... finally christmas is here. yay! i bet this year's will be slightly different. spent with new people. cousins. 3 big boys coming to singapore and live with us! for one darn month. its good, then i can have the reason and energy to visit singapore's places of interests again. i so must cycle in pulau ubin. hopefully go cable skiing in batam again... so decembers gonna be pretty interesting i hope. christmas! new year! gatherings! cousins!

what an interesting year. its not even ending yet, but i still wanna talk about it. from work, to overseas trips to loads of slacking, best thing NO SCHOOL! and then UNI started soon enough. not a great start. but well... slowly pick things up i guess... and... i miss friends that i havent been meeting since july. especially. ODACERS. the only way i've been catching up with some of them is through facebook and blogs. hahah. if you're reading this you probably dont see me online.. i use my old msn add me lah chiuchiu89@hotmail.com lol. december... gatherings month. and also SHIDA. hahah can never forget bbss moments. :D:D:D we have to have a TA gathering.

haha just have that suddenly i miss my friends and the old times feeling.

back to studying sound lah.

plainest blog ever.

yay its exams now. i love exams period, because there is so much free time. and theres this cool and calm thing floating around. and then theres the holidays awaiting. but then when it finally comes, it will be over in a second.

when you think it is... it probably is... so time to change.

one post before this blog goes back into being dead. in elianna's house now! suppose to be doing lab report. fuck spectroscopy. haha. giving ourselves half an hour break now. omg must life be so scheduled. sigh. so... if anyone's been wondering hows my life been since entering uni... its been well... well, not the most hyper and enthu life around. since i didnt join FOC right from the start. not in any comm.. and not staying in hall. but its alright i guess. everythings been getting better. move on and make the best out of everything. hahha. found bunch of nice friends. and i'm in ntusb! haha. despite going thru audition, and comments from people about being the weakest section. thank god for great section mates. haha. and studies has been...... arghhhh as usual, crappy. but its all gonna be over soooon! 2 weeks to exams, 6 weeks to hols. whats in hols? hahha. i am so gonna learn driving again. and cousins coming over... and hopefully meet ups! with pri sch friends. ODACERS. currently enjoying life with dad being away in china. haha. so freeeeeeeeee. to study though. =(

yay 4 days weekend.

stuff everything except studies.... arghhhh.

i dont wanna keep complaining about how tough it is studying in uni.

i dont wanna keep thinking theres gotta be something more.

i dont wanna keep thinking about the future and how it is gonna be a drag.

i dont wanna keep living for the weekends. keep living for going home everyday.

i love bio. i must love bio. i love bio ever since i was born.

booooooo boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

sigh. havent touched this blog for ages!!

was in sydney for 3 weeks. and it was probably the best 3 weeks of my life... and met a family i didnt know exist!! i mean of course i know my mum has sisters in australia who have kids. and i was like oh okay. and then i went there, and slowly met my different cousins... and we became close... and i miss them so so so so so so so much. i want to live in australia lah.... i dont care INSTEP programme i must go to uni of newcastle!!!! gpa 3.6!!! yeah right, when i am already finding difficulty in the first week lectures blooooooooooooooooody hellllllllllllllllllllllll. organic chem, biophysical chemistry, biochemistry and ECONS omg........ so not i want as an elective. and "sound in our daily life". haha wtf? but its okay i guess.... just try my best. that sound thing is quite interesting... but ECONS?!?! blahhhhhh. just hope this semester will quickly end.... and freaking timetable... how to tahan... so tough tough tough. i'm not ready.

but its okay.. first week only.

omg tutorials... prepare to camp in Library 2.