urgency!

hey hey.. lessons start again. results not yet out. came home early today. but i havent started on any work. gonna do a maths homework now.

sigh!

why am i missing out on all the great things???

hahaha.. once again. hopes crushed. so weird. things really arent what they seem to be. i'm always fooled! haha.

so he's attached! sigh. and he seems such a nice guy.

yeah yeah.. o levels! no point thinking of such things.

never mind....

did dentention today with zul.

miss koe is amusing herself everyday.

"i'm sorry for being late miss koe"

"i promise not to be late again miss koe"

"thank you miss koe"

"i love you miss koe"

my god. we're suppose to say those before getting back our stuff.

really............................ what the hell......................

haha. but it's alright. miss koe is nice anyway.

so... linkin park rocks. cillian murphy rocks.

stop calling people to get a life please. your world your life. everyone doesnt have to be like you.

and.

the thing is.

i should really start working hard.

oh stop that crap and bullshit.

sentosa!

hahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahaha.

oh my god.

we're so lucky.

jia xin and me.

and my dad. went to sentosa today. had quite a fun time.

we made new friends.

they're nice.

and funny.

we played monkey in the sea.

and volleyball.

and i'm so dark now.

yay!

we talked. introduced.

strangers really rock.

haha.

then jiaxin headed for church. while dad and me went to have my spectacles fixed.

cause jia xin threw the ball at my face.

thanks.

the guy tried to bent back the bent part. then the lens cracked.

my dad said i can try contact lens.

woooooooooo hoooooooooooooooo!!!

i'm now glasses-free.

yay!!!






today is so nice.

=D

i love movies.

prelims are over! hahaha.. actually nothing much to be happy about also.. just pray hard i did well.. well enough to go acjc.. hahah.. i really hope wish pray real real real real hard!!! haha.. today was nice.. we went to lot 1 to rent some movies.. went to laa's house and watch. hahah.. before that we ate in long john silver.. melvin mathangi jx laa and me. haha. felt nice. back together. haha.. yeah then we played cards. bridge, shithead, bluff. was fun. we've been playing for the past few days! got chased away once.. at west mall burger king there.. haha.. ruining our school's image.. so sorry man. but most of the times we were at the 30th storey.. fun times.. with dearest friends.. then today... watched 50 first dates, and the shutter. haha. 50 first dates was touching.. with adam sandler so sweet and funny. screams! hahahha.. love so many actors!!! they really rock!

adam sandler.

cillian murphy.

johnny depp.

brad pitt.

josh hartnett.

haha.. and many more..

faints and screams.

yeah.. then shutter.. watched before.. only jia xin first time. then screamed out loud twice.

then we headed back to west mall. mathangi. jiaxin and me.

jia xin and i had cup noodles for dinner. for the thousandth time. then home.

tomorrow gonna party out with jiaxin at sentosa. it's gonna be fun!!! hahaha.. relaxing time at the beach. woo hooo!!!

i watched the longest yard twice too. hahahha.. adam sandler and nelly. really cool. and nice story.

after o's got so many plans..... firstly i wanna rent every freaking movie i wanna watch. please please please dont let me miss out any.

and then.... i'm gonna read storybooks. haha.

comics too. blood!!!!!!!!!!!! i didnt finish. sacrificed for o's. yeah yeah...

and.................... graduation night, laa's bday, jia xin's bday, CHRISTMAS, sean's coming back are the few things i really look forward to.

and the various chalets...

and i hope to go overseas. just malaysia is fine. or cruise.

i also got many games to play!!! haha.. game cube. warcraft. !!!!!!!

and then must practise piano extra hard.

overnights.

back to band. alumni!!!!!! i miss trombone-ing so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much.

clean my room again.

okay okay...

i'm gonna enjoy all that only if i do well for o's.

so back to work. 1 more month.

TA

helloooooooo just watched wicker park on star movies just now. quite nice... then got josh hartnett who was extremely handsome. hahaha.

and today.... in the morning went to play badminton and basketball with my primary school friends... hongyi weixing tianbee chang boon and karen. ahhaha.. was quite fun. especially basketball. they think i'm fierce and ahlianish. i'm sorry! hahaha.. i'm not like that anyway. but also not gentle and whatever.... haha... and we went to have lunch. then home. and oh my oh my oh my i slept the whole freaking day. shit shit shit shit. monday got bio paper.. and i only studied 10 chapters.. and i still need to do some papers! tonight i think... wont be able to sleep anyway.

yeah then yesterday was very nice. hahaha.. what were the papers?? erm.... a maths and geography. yeah. alright.. i just hope i wont get C5 for humanities again. then after that went out with laa. jx and melvin. hahaha. we are fine. still talking and laughing. ate in burger king.. chatted. walked around in west mall. then melvin went to watch movie with his friends. the 3 of us went up to 30th floor to play bridge.. mathangi came too. so we had quite a fun time. nice view. windy. bridge. jokes. music. mathangi gave me some nice info.. hahahahah!! i think his name is andrew. hahaha.. but i shall stop dreaming. looking at him is good enough. haha. ahhhhhhhh!! ya i know. whatever. hahaha. so we played until 6. i looked down and saw this 2 guys playing tennis. and oh my god. hahaha. shall not say. because so evil. hahaha.. i think jia xin will blog about it. so you can go see hers.

yeah that's it.

trainee!!

hahaha.. i dont know him. so just trainee. i'm stupid.

physics papers today.. i'm gonna fail. i was not interested... didnt really study. and so tired. sigh. but never mind.. the only subject that i'm not gonna bother..

after school today went to eat with laa and jia xin.. at kfc.. with other people like nadia venessa chyetee. then started talking outside kfc.. stupid lame stuffs and gossips.. then decided to sit down at bk.. hahaha.. so talk talk talk.. gossip gossip.. haha.. i just listened. i know nothing! hahaha.. i admit okay. who cares. then talk until around 2.. i came home and practised piano.. sigh i'm so lousy. after o's i'm gonna spend hours and hours everyday practising.. haha.

then yesterday was great. had emaths and ss papers. was alright. nice results please. haha. then after school went to watch movie with jia xin. the longest yard. VERY NICE. yeah.. adam sandler is really cool. and funny as usual. love comedians! aiya.. i didnt catch the perfect catch. jimmy fallon is acting and i wanna see!!! but people say it sucks. boring and all.. maybe next time buy the vcd. haha. still very in love with cillian murphy.. my god!!!! haha. anyway the longest yard. jia xin and i being emotional freaks.. ya ya.... cried at the extremely sad part. haha. yeah.. touching then cry lor... really rocks.

what else... nothing actually.. slacking during exam period.

and i'm over it! woo hoo.

sad

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.

sad.

CILLIAN MURPHY

hahahhahaa.. love his eyes. love his voice. love his evilness in the movies. love cillian murphy.

haha..

tian bee's in my house now.. i have not touch a shit today. sigh......... no mood. no energy. i'm so weak????????? cant even stay up for one night. haha. HBO got some nice movies just now and coming up. distractions. temptations.

and my dad................ argh... i cant say i hate him. sigh! i seriously dont know what's with him. so negative and offensive in his every word. GOD! his daughters cant stand it. "i dont want to talk to you already" yeah i said that to him.

whatever.

hahahahah feeling glad for 2 people. so sweet!

oh yeah....... found out something. i got someone into deep shit last time?????????? i dont even know what is it. and i cant know. what the hell..

cillian murphy

A soft-spoken, fair-skinned actor with startling blue eyes, a penchant for playing volatile characters, and a reluctance to forsake his critically lauded stage career into a life in film, American audiences may best know Irish actor Cillian Murphy as the bike courier making his way through infected London in director Danny Boyle's apocalyptic thriller 28 Days Later. Though the film may have been...

haahhaha.. new favourite actor. he is so cool can. anyway i watched red eye yesterday with tsz ho. was alright. the movie was so short but with cillian murphy inside.. hahaha. he acted in batman begins also.. coooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooolllll guy.

anyway something idiotic happened yesterday.. joseph and i were in the same theatre without knowing it. then i saw him outside and said hi and all that.. haha. yeah tsz ho went home then i met joseph. had dinner.. studied at coffee bean.. then went to mac.. nicholas came. haha. studied the whole night through! woo hoo. hahha.. joseph went home in the middle of the night and came back at 4. ya... then nicholas and i went out for a walk also.. the roads were ours. haha. then smsed nadia the whole night also. and i went home at 6. slept till 12 today. haha. feeling giddy man... and nauseous. haha. but it's nice.. staying out. study with friends.

i'm not prepared at all. shit shit shit!!!!

i have to do well. first 3 months i wanna go.

slow and easy.

hello...

3 more days.. and chemistry paper... i did prepare... but not enough i guess.. subjects that i have touched.. chemistry.. physics.. both maths.. yep... that's all.. the rest next week or something. it's just a try-your-best thing. and going into the exam hall.. first is to have a right mind set. second is to stay calm. and third is to read instuctions. and the rest can fall in place naturally. haha.

today... stayed at home.. wei xing and tian bee came.. and studied together.. haha.. was quite alright.. chatted a little. none of us is well prepared for prelims.. haha.. but of course my standard is the crappiest. and... actually not only bbss 2005 sec 4 batch is the lousiest. other schools also.. at least tian bee's school and weixing's school. haha. i think it's some curse on this snake year.. yeah yeah.. nonsense.. after that.. wei xing went home. had dinner then went to bpp mac there study with alan and jireh.. hahaha.. did a bit only.. talked more. haha.

i'm loving the night! would love to stay out with some friends and study together or something. and since now mac is 24 hrs. hahaha. so fun.

i need to take a step back and look and think.

no hatred.. no hatred..

all should be fine.

cos you're bittersweet.

yeah.. bittersweet. maybe more on the bitter side.

whatever.. i get it i get it i get it. i shall assume and jump to conclusions. so that i'll get myself out of this crap.

hahahhaa.. it's been long. shall talk about nice stuffs that happened. okay... hmmm.. today first. was good. went to orchard with dearest jia xin. she wanted to buy her freaking slippers. okay sandals. haha. then i went with her.. nearly "put her aircraft". haha. sorry jx! anyway.. it was good we went. firstly we saw jeremy. AHEM SEAN. just somehow thought of you after saying goodbye to him. hahaha. he was family shopping.. yeah.. then we met 2 nice salesman. advised jx about the sandals and all that. better not say anything about them being cute and nice and everything. some people will ask me to grow up and get a life. WHATEVER. then...... was deciding whether to go jurong library or not... then walked past lucky plaza. thought of mummy. then went up to see her. hahaha. nice shop she has. then talked and crapped.. she rocks! being funny and open about stuffs. then she went on to cut my hair abit. haha. so.. after that said bye and went off to jurong library. and guess what! we saw han qi!!!!!!!!!!! in the mrt. haha.. jia xin was damn happy. hahahaha. first time see her blush! my god..... really red and acting like she's shy. hahah... "you're hanqi right?". errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr jx. hahahah. yeah so lucky for you.

in jurong library. alan and people were there. was fine.. did abit of work.. not really productive today. haha. then talk talk talk.. listened to perfect 10. then off to my piano lesson. haha. went to west mall for a while.. walked. bought stuff. home.

haha! okay... yesterday... nothing much. studied chem! and at night went to suntec with richavel. walked a lot. but she couldnt collect her pay. and i couldnt find a shoe i liked. so.. nothing much. haha. sistership. rockable.

i wanna watch movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe tomorrow. red eye. the perfect catch. the cave. the longest yard. i just need someone. SOMEONE. sigh. how i wish sean was here.. hahahhaha..

then sunday. was good too! went out with primary school friends. woke up way early at around 5 40 am. our dear wuyi was leaving for US. to study. envy her... haha. so her flight was at 10 10. but kiasu us reached there at around 7 45. harris, mingjie, tian bee and me. haha. we ate. then met wu yi at the departure hall there. with her whole lot of friends. a thousand. then gladys.. hongyi.. alan.. came along. we got together. but wuyi was with her sec sch friends more.. so we just talked and stood around. cannot blame her. hahaha. took pictures. and the time came. she had to leave. hugged. waved bye... hahaha.. harris did hug her. so glad. so...... she went in... waved and waved and waved... until she disappeared from our sights. she gave me a kiss! i mean just the action.. not the real thing. with the glass wall in between us. haha. made me wanna cry. will never forget her.

after that.. we went to mac.. eat and talk. so fun being with them. haha. then... we went to tampines mall... wanted to study.. but spent a lot of time looking for a place. in the end... foodcourt. was alright. at least the tables were clean. so.. alan, gladys, mingjie, hong yi and me studied together. oh yeah i saw vivian. haha. east view! memories. haha. ya.. after that.. took 67 back to lot 1 with hongyi, mingjie and alan. 1 and a half hours ride. nice! haha. had dinner with alan and hong yi. then home. had a nice time. so much to share when you are with primary school friends. omg!!! hong yi say wanna plan overseas outing. i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!! if i can. no money and father dont allow. sigh. it will be so fun can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

argh.

saturday.. oh yeah.. went to school for ss. then now quite close with nadia already. unpredictable friendships. never know when you'll quarrel, when you'll get together again. when you'll start to feel irritated by your friends.

but can we like just let everyone be themselves. everyone has a different life. different stories, different reasons, different thoughts about things.

anyway... yeah we went to jurong library again.. to study.. with jia xin too.. then at night went to play pool. hahaha. nice. loving it but i suck at it and i wanna learn!!!!!!!! sigh.

holidays are going on fine... study study study.

"sound so despo..."

oh my god.