i need some excitement in my life.

school sucks.

it's just that feeling of wanting to be somewhere else.

anyway, yesterday was fun, stayed home most of the time. and then went out with sis and cousin jeffery to watch movie! we watched the hitcher first. which is quite alright. yea scary. and the hitcher is SEAN BEAN. he is damn sexy. and even though he's damn evil and psycho you dont want him to die in the end. haha. not because he's cool or whatever, but just his role. and then the movie ended soon. too early for dinner so we watched 300! 2nd time for me. hahaha. love it. the fighting scenes damn nice, slow mo then fast slow mo then fast. haha.

after that we met sean and jx, ate at pastamania. had a fun time talking!

went to 30th storey with jx and sean. then home.

so many movies wanna catch. number 23, spiderman, bla bla.

term 2. end quickly please. whats coming... odac. orientation. J1s!!! then all the activities, plus oec and ltc. wooooo.

bbss band SYF!!!!

then really hope to go for that geog trip to sabah.

and nothing much i guess... all the competitions coming up.

above all, study hard. and

piano.

hahahhahahahahhahahaahaahhaha.

in jiaxin's house, again. stayed over for 2 nights! so funnnn. we watched liu xing hua yuan through the night. OMGGGGG! dao ming si. hahahhaha. being naive little teenage girl now. last time it's really my LOVEEE! the show, dao ming si. hahah. but now watch find the lines quite stupid, and dumb. okay, get over it richalynn!

"ying wei wo xi huan ni,

wo zhen de hen xi huan ni."












"zhi yao ni shuo mei you, wo jiu xiang xing ni!"












"wo xi huan ni, xi huan mi lian dao lian wo zi ji dou jue de mo ming qi miao"















okok enough.

but those lines are really... die-able.

stupid drama shows.

delusionises people.

haha.


yesterday... watched oc a little. another one.

and then wanted to go back band.. but then.. due to ps-ing of some people...

their syf is on the 12 of april! omg 2 more weeks. really really hope they can do it and do it well.

would love to go see them...

at night had piano.. then met sean and jx at my house. =)))

love last night. the chat with jx.

BFFL. haha.









dont want sch!!!!

in jiaxin's house now.. hahha. stay over after sickening block tests! funnn. anyway the exams was crap and i just pray real hard that i dont get into MSP.

haha. just now after chem paper went to have lunch with fen, raine and tif. went home.. watched OC!! finally. and then came out to meet sean, jx, mathan. celebrated mathan's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!! hope you had a great time. =D then.. now here. gonna watch liu xing hua yuan. LOL.

still miss band.

back to hectic sch days with odac and lessons.

and all that shit.

=(

so perfect.

a must have.

yet impossible.



to do something, just for that someone.

sucks.

FUCK MATHS.


argh.


but its ok. i'm gonna get an A for alevels.

its so easy! either wrong or right. and just have to practise!

and why cant i do it?

because i simply do not understand and its such a turnoff.















=(







anyway, yesterday was fun! sean's birthday. we sorta surprised him at his house. and gave him gifts. BMS outing! we went to clarke quay. had dinner at this italian restaurant. nice! then walked around.. after much begging, asking, and whatever, jx finally went up the bungee jump thing with melvin and sean. dunno they scared for what. so lousy. haha. after that we got alcohol. and that guy didnt check haha! coool. went home quite early cause next day got exam!

today gp......... okay la..... hope i can pass both papers.

i hope i dont into MSP.

i hope some miracle will happen which allows me to pass maths. and geog.










haha.


stay positive!

i want!!!

moments 07

=))))))))))))))

awesome night.

dont wanna mention every detail, but everything was great.

the band was very good.

i love trom section.

giving out the concert brochure with jx was fun. saw many familiar faces.

just standing at back with fellow usherers, listening to the band, screaming and clapping after every song, hair standing moments (in the good way), feeling so touched when i hear trom section play so well hahahhaa, looking for trommies during interval, 2nd half, appreciation for teachers, miss ngiam and mr goh are the best, ENCORE, HIP HIP HOORAY FOR BBSS CONCERT BAND, gifts for alumni, taking pictures with section, going down the giant lift thing which i never knew exists, talking to juniors, deyong, lynn, bryant, vanessa, aloysius, on the bus back to bbss, playing dumb games with jx and mathangi, back in bbss, in macs with bunch of seniors and miss ngiam, talking.....

sighs in bliss.

times like this, always fun, always heartwarming.

so dont wanna let go of this past.

but sigh...

haha. congrats to bbss concert band!

Moments 07

BELOVED TROM MATES

hahah. band camp was great.

anyway on monday, i had geog make up lesson.. and after that went to have lunch with fen, raine and christopher.. haha. went home and suppose to STUDY! sigh wasted time here and there. and excitedly went for the band camp. haha. stayed over night. FUNNNNN. reached there and slacked around with some seniors. then.. trombone sectionals! haha. okay so i saw a totally different side of bryant and vanessa. and all of them are really LOUD. hahahah. really happy for them to have reached this far. and, i also taught gloria.

trombone section, ALL THE WAY.

lol.

then at night they had their showtime. super funny! then ghost stories.. haha. lights out but most sec 4s hung around outside bandroom. and we started to play cards.. chatted with some of them. =)))) play play play, hang hang hang, then we went for the nightwalk. haha. some of the sec4s joined us. and really sorry if we sorta hai ni men. but i guess everything's fine. walk until the basketball court there, and the graduated seniors started talking about the past! which is what happens most of the time when you bring alumni people together. hahahha. really fun hearing and sharing all the moments. camps, concerts, syfs, seniors, scandals, leaders. haha. walk back to bandroom and continue talking.. i was like half asleep already... but i just listened.

next day, we woke up quite late.. haha. i went with trom section to clean their instru. then... hahaha. nothing much lor.. just talk. after that while they had chicken dance and did their thing at the carpark, jx, daniel, casper, fadly and me started to play past pieces. and really fun! though we really sucked. haha. out of the shadows bar 67. i still can remember the positions after so long. and my fav into the joy of spring! rocks! ALUMNI SHOULD COME BACK LA..... haha. so.. they ended their camp, and we left for lunch and movie.

watched 300! i feel like such a loser saying this but i fell asleep during the first parts of the movie. ARGH! sigh. sorry la cant help it really tired due to lack of sleep. i'm gonna watch again! after block test. but the movie is really not bad. haha. after that went to cut hair at my mum's there. once again, too short. dinner with her.. then home. tried to study. but oh well it never happens.

today its like 8 to 5 in school! but okay la.. gonna study!!!

looking forward to band concert. =))))))))))))))))))))




















i miss you.

this few days have been goooood. march hols are here! but have to study for coming block test.. which i'm totally not ready for..

i went back to bbss! on wednesday.. to collect the concert tickets. and see the band!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant believe i felt so nervous entering the school. and entering the band room. but i was REALLY HAPPY. to see the band again. after so blooody long. i really miss them so so so so so much. especially my trom section. and especially DEYONG. we didnt talk much though that day.. went back with sean and jx. haha. we just stood around listening to the band play.. hahaha. they sound not bad.. and of course my section.. still standing strong. hahah.

and thurs and fri.. was studying for music theory.. studying for exam.. hw.. all the crap.

sat had my music theory exam! 3 hours.. was alright la.. quite hard got some dunno.. hai. but hopefully a merit.

after that met jx and we went back to band again!!!!!!!!!!!! they were having their camp.. until next tuesday.. hahah. a lot of seniors went back. plus the sp people.

just this mixture of happy, scared, nervous, i-miss-this-ALOT, and so wanna stay and never leave feeling.

we joined in their practice. and, omg. after so so so so so so long, i finally got to play my instrument again. i actually felt scared, to use something that was once so dear to me. quite sad. but it was great. sitting beside deyong once again, playing with the band, looking at mr goh conduct, counting rests, throwing saliva, flipping scores, cringing at off-tune notes....................... okok lol. hahha. that 2 plus hours, passed so quickly..

bbss band, the best thing that ever happened to me.

wish them all the best. for the concert. and coming syf.

and i'm gonna be ushering for their concert! haha.

and please please start alumni band again.

hai.. shouldnt have stopped.

i want to continue.

anyway.. yep that was last night.. after that seniors went to have a drink at the coffeeshop. with mrgoh. hahah. jx, fadly and me sat down with lingzhi and mrgoh. talked about stuffs. mr goh is the best!

after that went to meet sean. and 3 of us watched movie. primeval. ok only la.. and we walked back to my house.. went to visit amirul.. hahaha. until around 3 am. i reeached home, and slept on the sofa until today 12 pm. SIGH. so much time wasted again. seriously need to study today.

i'm going back tomorrow again!!! cant wait.