sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. seems like i wont be having a fun, enriching, exciting uni life. first i cant go for my sch's orientation camp, or any of those orientation camps as a matter of fact. and then... sigh that's bad enough. and i'm not gonna stay in hostel. totally can imagine whats uni life gonna be like. study lab home study lab home. hopefully i can meet some really nice people from SBS. and... still deciding between band, and mountaineering club. hmmm.

yeah, i should put everything at the back of my head, and ENJOY THE COMING THREE WEEKS! woo.

ahh. what a great way to end 8 months of holiday. 3 weeks in sydney. coldest month of the year. meeting up long lost cousins and aunties. so much things to do, places to visit. sigh, but nothing is perfect. i'll have to miss 3 important things- 2 odac gatherings, and uni orientation!! sigh sigh. but anyway, hopefully its a worthy miss. and just listen to my mum's advice-"dont keep quiet!!!" haha. motto of life number 1: just whack!!

a week to remember! with all the meet ups. pri sch mates, sec sch mates...

omg i'm really going to sydney.

interesting couple of weeks!

with dad's new girlfriend from china(again). she's visiting singapore and staying in our house. but at least this time she's nice and normal. and she likes our cat. haha.

and i got confirmed on sunday 15 june 2008! it was really touching, especially when the whole church raised their hands over us confirmants and said a prayer together. and i saw the bishop for the first time. and so great that it was my favourite priest leading the mass together with him. hahaha. thanks godma, mummy, charlynn, melvin and jx for being there! and sean who was confirmed with me. my SPIRITUAL PARTNER. hahaha.. hopefully. and i saw couple of bbss students getting confirmed also! all was well, and ended well with a dinner with godma, god bro, uncle panjang, mummy and charlynn. my special family. it was like a little reunion. i missed them!

another highlightable thing was the bbq-cum-overnight cycling with friends from 1e2 and fadly!! and also some other people.. haha. i just really enjoyed myself, despite the agonising cycling from east coast park to changi village to tampines to simei to i really dunno where and finally saw some sign that says 2000m to ecp! set off at 2 plus am. reached our bbq pit at 8am. 5 hours of cycling hahahah and i was the last. like way back last. lol. cant help it when i'm the only girl. ok it got really painful after changi village. interestingly i cycled passed ben's and matthew's house. was suppose to go old changi hospital!!! argh. couldnt find. its quite amusing we actually tried going under the expressway on our way back. it was like dark, grassy, mas selamat-ty.... haha. so fun! cant forget the sunrise. B E A U T I F U L.

life is going pretty good.

just sucks to think that i have only 1 month plus left to enjoy!

i am currently filled with hatred now.

which is not suppose to be the case a few days before my confirmation. sigh.

my new name: richalynn ramirez leong.

haha.. mum's surname.

best thing that could happen now is, mum booking the ticket to sydney for me to visit my relatives there.

i really hope.

guess i should i really count my lucky stars. and thank melvin out loud for giving me peer pressure, making me fill in the non-academic part. sigh. why why why why. how unfair things can get.

so, i'm so excited over the concert tomorrow. bet its gonna feel really special, first time playing as alumni band!! gosh. i love band la! maybe perhaps i will join band in ntu after all. playing once again with seniors, juniors, and very special and funny people from trom section! hahah.. just hope that, alumni will continue. tomorrow will be fun!

if only i had continue playing my instrument.

and i passed my FTT finally. so i can book my practical test date, and start chionging lessons. but there is so an obvious and immediate problem sigh. so i should just forget it.

this is suppose to be the best holiday of my life.

hello.

i am just so glad that david cook won american idol. i am gonna get his album.

and i'm in love with jason mraz now too.

and this week's gonna be busy with band. band everyday! living my dream now. haha. bbss concert this sat night. hehe anyone interested in listening to some band music and see me play haha, please sms me for tickets! haha.

watching movies, movies and more movies, has been going on in my boring, insignificant life. and its so freaking addictive, i cant stop watching. and THE GREEN MILE is so freaking good. hai i know its so bloody unhealthy but, its one of the rare chances i have! met up with melvin and sean on sat night. i really enjoy these weekly sessions. prata, non-stop crap, and serious talk sessions! jx jx jx jx, stop ps-ing us. anyway, we were talking about uni. again. got quite excited about uni life. hahah. and i am looking forward to it now. only worry is, i'm afraid i cant ta han bio. haha. that's like the main worry which will stop me from accepting ntu! but, nus is still not coming to my letter box. hai. 90% chance i'm gonna do bio for the rest of my life. i mean, i can learn to love it right? haha. its gonna be freaking tough to do that if i really dislike it i know. but ok, its only certain parts of bio that i hate. maybe memorising the complicated names they have for each protein, gene, bla bla. and the ethical issues that follow the study and application of biology. i am freaking not gonna kill rabbits and mice. and growing genetically perfect plants, and consuming them. i think its just wrong. and so many others that i'm gonna figure out and argue with myself... okay, other than the subject itself, uni life seems fun. i l o v e the SBS building. and the whole ntu campus is nice. and the freedom, CCAs, curriculum is quite appealing. so i guess uni will be fun. of course it all depends on yourself. whether you want to jump into the opportunities. and i am gonna! gonna join odac, or some outdoor-ish club. gonna study hard and apply for the global immersion thing. dreams..................... i seriously want to backpack in malaysia. anyone who wants too please tell me!

i really really really want to go backpacking in malaysia, and climb all its mountains.

happy birthday to me. haha. once again celebrated at mum's place. with her friends over... and daddy and jie, charlynn. so its like happy family plus friends. sadly i didnt invite my friends over... cause its kind of last minute this party. the happy mothers day cake can explain why. so.. it was pretty fun. the usuals- karaoke, alcohol, dancing, lotsa food, high pitched, shrieking laughter from the philipinas. haha. and the cake for charlynn and me. and another cake for the mothers. and yes, mum got drunk at the end of everything a g a i n. so irritating. she'll wail and sob and cry and scream and shout until she sleeps. thats her drunk. sigh.

and today.... last day at smu! sobs! the thing i'll miss most, is of course the people here, and all the lunch breaks that we had. haha. and thanks so much for the mini birthday celebration. it was special, first office celebration with real collegues. haha. they are just so nice!

so, thanks to everyone who made my birthday.

and tomorrow onwards, game marathon, movie marathon, jog marathon, reading marathon. haha. good bye world!

i seriously have to watch all the good movies that are coming out. someone!!!