i.

must.

control.

sigh. probably didnt matter to you. but it did to me. sorry.

i need to learn that, if i really want something, work for it.

and not think that, somehow, it will happen after all!!!

hello. yes hello. stop lying to yourself, and thus the whole world. you are not brave at all. its a mess. will time clear it up?

a night to remember. 22 june 2009. <3

its all in the mind.

life lesson number 1: dont be a bastard.

what the hell is "dont push"? COME ON RICHALYNN....... PRACTISE TROMBONE.

one of the best birthdays ever! :D:D:D 4 times of celebration with dearest primary school friends. especially gladys, ttb, hy, wx, alan, jocelyn and jellynn, and especially especially gladys, ttb and hy for being there everytime. means so so so much to me, i feel really blessed. thanks for the support during my performance, for the wallet, birthday cake, giant balloon, gladys house, hong yi's house, all the alcohol, mahjong sessions, HTHT session and indian poker, the contagious laughter from gladys and jocelyn, the so many nice pictures...

and today with band mates. thanks trom section for the gifts, and dinner.

couldnt have been better. loved the company.

haahha. gonna practise trombone and piano hard!!!! pass my tp!!! read more books, and jog!

BMS next. :)

enjoyed today. once again feeling really happy. such simple yet joyful events, sigh what more can i ask for. first was the meeting with JAZZNUTS peeps. fun came at night when we went to a pub at singapore flyer. martin, dale and i. was actually gonna learn lindy hop. but we ended up not. haha. just sat and chatted. awesome part came when martin went up to jam with his trombone. gosh, so damn good. amazing, inspiring. plus the dancing and everything. sighhh. i am so inspired to practise!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. thankful for the company. already a happy birthday.

best nights of my life!!!!!! its like celebrating my birthday for 3 consecutive days. it was really really really great. and i am so happy!!!! first was thurs night. the jazznuts big band performance at blu jaz cafe. it was an awesome experience. playing live music for a group of dancers. best part was when all of them faced the big band and danced in synchronization, to our music. omg. indescribable feeling i tell you. this whole jazz thing is like a new world to me. and its totally sucking me in. i really really wanna improve on my music. sigh.

and then pri sch friends came to see me!!!!!! love them so much la! thank god for friends who'll always be there. weixing came too, surprise surprise! after the absolutely wonderful performance and dancing and singing, went down to the 2nd level to join them. had so much fun!!! chatting, crapping, drinking, taking pics.. standard stuffs but, so much joy, laughter. i'm really just so glad, so happy. next day was meeting up with them to get my gift. felt bad, but still, thanks so much. dinner at new york new york was nice. free wine! haha. met mum after that, to celebrate charlynn's birthday. it was pretty nice. though spent bout 1 hour searching for a place to eat. mum's always fun to be with. after that went to hy's house, mahjong with them. had a first ride in wx's car. :):). tonight! gladys house. my birthday celebration! with dearest pri sch friends... mahjong, dinner, cake! and indian poker lol. so much chat. LOVES.


keep making it happening.