shall i start blogging again?

hahhaa recess week now. 2011 now. march now. what the hell is going on?

still searching.... still finding...

but what?

i.

must.

control.

sigh. probably didnt matter to you. but it did to me. sorry.

i need to learn that, if i really want something, work for it.

and not think that, somehow, it will happen after all!!!

hello. yes hello. stop lying to yourself, and thus the whole world. you are not brave at all. its a mess. will time clear it up?

a night to remember. 22 june 2009. <3

its all in the mind.

life lesson number 1: dont be a bastard.

what the hell is "dont push"? COME ON RICHALYNN....... PRACTISE TROMBONE.

one of the best birthdays ever! :D:D:D 4 times of celebration with dearest primary school friends. especially gladys, ttb, hy, wx, alan, jocelyn and jellynn, and especially especially gladys, ttb and hy for being there everytime. means so so so much to me, i feel really blessed. thanks for the support during my performance, for the wallet, birthday cake, giant balloon, gladys house, hong yi's house, all the alcohol, mahjong sessions, HTHT session and indian poker, the contagious laughter from gladys and jocelyn, the so many nice pictures...

and today with band mates. thanks trom section for the gifts, and dinner.

couldnt have been better. loved the company.

haahha. gonna practise trombone and piano hard!!!! pass my tp!!! read more books, and jog!

BMS next. :)

enjoyed today. once again feeling really happy. such simple yet joyful events, sigh what more can i ask for. first was the meeting with JAZZNUTS peeps. fun came at night when we went to a pub at singapore flyer. martin, dale and i. was actually gonna learn lindy hop. but we ended up not. haha. just sat and chatted. awesome part came when martin went up to jam with his trombone. gosh, so damn good. amazing, inspiring. plus the dancing and everything. sighhh. i am so inspired to practise!!!!!!!!!! hahaha. thankful for the company. already a happy birthday.